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MDMA Makes me Sad

As a woman, I know that life has ups and downs. One week I'll be feeling stellar, the next I'll feel depressed and complain about how I'm growing a beard (true story.) Like yougeekay said, you just have to be strong to see past those crappy days and realize that next week things could be totally different. My life was like that before MDMA, if not worse. Would I still get depressed from time to time if I didn't take MDMA? Of course. MDMA has just made me feel the true happiness that I'm capable of and I'm now able to call on that feeling even when I'm down. But that just may be me. I think of myself as one of those strong people.

And that being said, brain damage is brain damage. Abuse will lead to consequence.
 
I didn't know enough about MDMA when I started and would roll once a week.
Fortunately my life suddenly took a different turn and I slowed down.
Since then I've educated myself a bit about MDMA and roll about 4 times a year.
The experience is always great.
I'm particularly greatful the insights MDMA has helped me have and how it has helped stabilize our marriage.
Like everything food, drink, sleep, sex, work etc. we tend to overindulge, moderation in everything that's the word.
 
MDMA is a good drug, and i like it because u cant really abuse it. I respect those people who dont cross the line. Look around yourself there are many wondrefrul things to do :P in this world
 
This is exactly why I feel that people roll to young. I started rolling at 38 and I feel that I can make more informed decisions and only roll on special occasions. Ecstasy is a drug that should be used almost in a shamanistic sense for self exploration, using it as a party drug or an escape drug is a road that will most likely never end well. I hope anyone that has been negatively affected by it can find peace and feel better.
 
eLW said:
MDMA is a good drug, and i like it because u cant really abuse it. I respect those people who dont cross the line. Look around yourself there are many wondrefrul things to do :P in this world
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Just because you can't abuse it doesn't mean they can't ;)

There hasn't been statistically significant data suggesting that MDMA causes any kind of long-term bodily or brain damage (mostly because we aren't allowed to study it in-depth), but I mean just think about it. I've met quite a few people who seem to have significant brain damage after abusing MDMA, after crossing the line. People who were sharp, witty, and generally happy before abusing the drug became mentally slow and depressed after too many doses. I can't say for sure if it was the MDMA, but I can logically say that yes - MDMA can be abused and can abuse the body and mind if overdone.
 
my friends were so selfish because your post was exactly them.
They always said it our desicsion to roll evver night and become crack heads.
but now that their not the same kids, who has to loose their best friend?
me.
now im all alone. :/
 
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