mdma makes me crave

[14GoingOn21]

Last night i indulged in .15 grams of MDMA. I had a great time with my friends and girlfriend and the only thing that made me upset was my short term memory loss. I never came down because it was my first time using the drug in over a year and a half.

The problem arose the next morning... I had a massive craving for cocaine. All i can think about now is how much fun cocaine was back in my high school days and i have not done it for two years! I did love rolling but for me nothing compares to a cocaine high. I'll never forget the rush of clarity and happiness I would revived after a half-ball of that pretty white snow.

I think the problem lies that MDMA just doesn't give me the rush that cocaine does. I miss that irresistible high that felt pure and lasted just as long as MDMA when you are willing to spend $120 that night. Sure the crash was worse but it never carried on to the next day (unlike MDMA which the negative effects last more the a week sometimes) and would make me strong where i found being a little depressed was not even close to as bad as a coke crash.

So, i fell pray to my craving and grabbed a half-ball.

WOW, I will probably never do MDMA again...

I know i will get bashed for this thread.

 

[Bsiren]

No one will "bash" you for this thread, it's your experience. I've said it before, but with every drug you take, the main ingredient is always "you"..if you have a predisposition to wanting cocaine after MDMA, and cocaine has been a hazardous drug for you, then MDMA by nature leads you to hazardous behavior.

Please don't mention drug prices on here. This does not seem like you are looking for feedback, but rather letting us know. If you are looking for advice, let me know and I'll reopen it.