Mdma? Magic? wtf?

[bluedusk]

I tried pure mdma rocks for the first time four days ago and did not even know i was high until i realised the next day that i was snapping on people and sort of spaced out. the next day 20 ebos were purchased and i did one, 40 minutes later i started to get very panicky and had a 30 minute panic attack where everyone around me was trying to calm me down, i also managed to make two others have a bad trip because of how bad i was. After that i was good and feeling rushs of warmth and cold throughout my body for hours and talking with my best friend for another two hours. I proceeded to feel "okay" for the next 6 hours with all the things i've heard except for "empathy" and "love" as i've heard people say. also when i went to sleep i thought i was walking around my house and when i awoke i was kind of confused thinking that i never slept and that some of the things in my room were in the kitchen of my house, which again made me think.. what the fuck? I also am not very talkative on these "e" pills but can be at times, does this sound like mdma at all or possibly another low dose variation like mda?

This may not be specific enough because it's kind of hard to think back on all the smaller details but if anyone could explain an E/mdma trip in slightly more detailed words than "empathy,love,emotions" etc that would be great.

The fact is i kind of knew that it was not "fake" pills but i could not understand what i was feeling exactly as i always hear the term "rushing" from friends and dealers which i could never understand.

 

[seemoresky]

are you sure it wasent fake? if it was real you would have likely been rather social..the rush is basically the come up, you rush up and it's an intense feeling inside you and then you peak

 

[rollinballs85]

I have a friend who did a weird sleep walk type of thing once on e. He came into my room while I was laying in bed and started talking to me and stuff. Then went out onto the couch and laid back down he then called his girlfriend and talked to her for like 3 hours... he didnt remember any of it the next day. That said, I think he had sleeping problems to begin with and that just increased it. Have you ever had sleepwalking episodes before?

Also, sometimes when I have taken a larger dose and its the end of the night and I go to sleep I can get into a weird state of mind. For example if my friends are talking downstairs and I can hear them I sort of drift off into a partial type of dream where I think I am down there with them then I realize that I am actually by myself in my bed. Basically I'm saying in my experience it can do weird things when it comes time to sleep.

 

[bluedusk]

I've never had sleep walking problems but there was something weird that happened when i had done 1 1/2 of them yesterday night, I was walking outside of my house and i remember being cold the past few times so i was carrying my sweater in my hand and the reflection on my side door looked like a golden retriever running and jumping at me, it made me jump back in fear that i was going to get bit by it, I walked forward again and the dog was jumping at the glass window, 5 seconds later i realised that the "dog" was just the reflection of my sweater and i was kind of like holy shit.. and kept trying to recreate some sort of hallucination which never ended up working.

 

[Eyes On the Roll]

yea it can do really weird things when you try to sleep.

me and my gf were laying down talking when we were coming down off our rolls,
and i would be holding a conversation with her, and i would fall asleep and continue the conversation, but i would talk about whatever dream popped into my head instantly... it was really weird shit.

and i've also had when i try to fall asleep, i'm about to fall asleep and i get zapped awake..

 

[rollinballs85]

Basically by the end of the night you may have taken enought MDMA to start having low level hallucinations.. this happens to me all the time, and when you try to sleep at this point you can get into a state where you are half asleep half awake and having hallucinations.. it can be weird.. but not unheard of..

One common example is you might start talking to a friend than realize 10 minutes later that your friend is not even in the room. You thought they had entered the room but than you realize it was just a shadow on the wall you were seeing out of the corner of your eye... we call that "the shadow people" lol Basically this is what happened with you sweatshirt.. you thought it was a dog.. but upon closer inspection it was just a sweatshirt.