A month ago i was first introduced to molly. At the time i didn't know any better and was just too excited about a drug that could be so much better than weed that i didn't take the time to look into it until after i binged. Within 11 days i took molly on 4 of the days and redosed on 2. I used 1/4 of a g everytime i would roll and ended up using 1.5 g's in that month. The last time i rolled the month before was shit compared to the first 4 rolls so after a month i made a last attempt at hopefully gaining back the euphoria. (Even though in the back of my head i knew it probably wouldn't work)
So a month after my last roll i went to a party (yesterday) and bombed .55 but felt barely any of that warm loved up feeling, and when I started coming down i snorted .6 and didn't feel any euphoria at all, I just felt speedy and had massive jaw clenching. My friend who was a first timer with 0 tolerance bombed .4 without me knowing, and he looked like he had the greatest time of his life and i was really jealous and wanted to feel any euphoria at all so i basically redosed due to desperation.
I decided to wait until next summer to roll so hopefully a year will get me the magic back. So my question is if my seratonin receptors are damaged will they repair over a year? I read some forums and im not sure if MDMA magic loss is permanent or if you gain it back over a long time. Also if my seratonin receptors are damaged will i feel euphoria from any other drug? I was going to try shrooms and lsd before summer ended and don't want to end up feeling depressed during my trip and not have any euphoria.
Im 16 (almost 17) and about to start senior year, do my last SAT and other tests and wanna know if MDMA use makes me less smart or if it will affect schoolwork.
So a month after my last roll i went to a party (yesterday) and bombed .55 but felt barely any of that warm loved up feeling, and when I started coming down i snorted .6 and didn't feel any euphoria at all, I just felt speedy and had massive jaw clenching. My friend who was a first timer with 0 tolerance bombed .4 without me knowing, and he looked like he had the greatest time of his life and i was really jealous and wanted to feel any euphoria at all so i basically redosed due to desperation.
I decided to wait until next summer to roll so hopefully a year will get me the magic back. So my question is if my seratonin receptors are damaged will they repair over a year? I read some forums and im not sure if MDMA magic loss is permanent or if you gain it back over a long time. Also if my seratonin receptors are damaged will i feel euphoria from any other drug? I was going to try shrooms and lsd before summer ended and don't want to end up feeling depressed during my trip and not have any euphoria.
Im 16 (almost 17) and about to start senior year, do my last SAT and other tests and wanna know if MDMA use makes me less smart or if it will affect schoolwork.
