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MDMA made me confused all night.

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So I'm pretty new to mdma, I tried it for the first time a month or two ago and I had the best time. So naturally I did it every weekend or every other weekend for the past two months. I knew it wasn't healthy to do it so much so I planned on stopping till September after last Friday. But I wanted to do it last Friday cause of the awesome line up at a club I was going to. I wanted to enjoy it to the max!

So I go and make a bomb of 125-150 mg and take a bit more just to dab. :) I had with me half a gram for me and my friend, we weren't planning on taking it all but my will power is shit I guess :(.

I end up taking a lot a lot and it was crazy. I had no idea where I was, I couldn't dance, it was hard to walk, when I spoke no one understood me. I didn't know who I was with and where I was. I couldn't listen to the music because I was too confused. I barely could open my eyes because there were too many lights. I was helpless and confused. I wasn't happy or sad I was nothing. I was just existing. The next day I was so angry with myself for being greedy and over doing it because I didn't get to enjoy the night.

Did this happen because I took too much or is it because the mdma was shit? Was it because I did it the weekend before? Has this ever happened to any of you? This night kind of made me want to quit, it wasn't fun. I mean it still had some traces of fun. I was happy for a tiny bit, then confused. And for a little bit when I could pay attention I kissed my friend and another guy and it felt sooooo good. That was fun, but after that I don't even know anything.
 
In general, the minimum wait time between MDMA uses is 30 days- this is what most users say. Other theories, including that of Alex Shulgin who patented MDMA suggest that 90 days is optimal.

Everyone seems to tolerate abuse at different levels. Some people suffer the way you did (bizarre "un-rolly" rolling, that seems to adopt odd characteristics and lose the fun ones) after a small amount of abuse, and some get away with it for up to a year.

We do not allow substance ID on here, so speculation as to what you may have taken besides MDMA is not allowed. I can tell you in the future, it's absolutely worth it to acquire a test kit http://www.dancesafe.org so you're aware of what you're consuming.

You can view others experiences and complaints of "loss of magic" as we call it here: http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=567825

In the future, waiting a minimum of 30 days will really help you. Certainly, people do break this rule on occasion and do fine. But that occasion cannot be every weekend or 2, or you're going to eventually suffer.
 
Yeah I'm going to get one of those test kits for September :). Hopefully everything is better in September :(
 
Basically, you got floored. That's what happens when you do too much MDMA. You just turn into a pile of E-love goo and you can't really do anything at all. I actually don't like getting that fucked up because I don't even remember most of the experience. =D It's almost like I didn't even drop.
 
I have definitely had times where I was confused on mdma. I am pretty sure it is because you took too much. Especially since your tolerance has gone up, you probably took more to get the desired effect. That has happened to me when I've done it too often (without waiting a month between uses). But I would say too much.

That's another thing - wait at least a month between uses! After this, you should wait a few months.

AND remember to test your pills. Get a testing kit.

Waiting until September is a great idea. :)
 
Yeah, it sounds like you just took too much. With MDMA, less is more really. There's a point when taking more stops making it more fun, and starts making it scary. Find your 'sweet spot' for MDMA, then don't go past it. Wait a month or more (3 months is usually my minimum) between rolls, and buy a test kit. Waiting until September to roll again is a good idea, just don't start abusing it again after that.
 
I've been in that state a few times :D - you need to take a break and then when you start again you need to take less out with you.

Make a couple of bombs - one as a starter and then two smaller ones and thats it.
 
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