sonic
Bluelight Crew
I got home on saturday around 10pm after going out to eat and watching some fireworks in town. As soon as I got home I swallowed half a pill (blue dolphins) and left the other half to snort throughout the night. My wife came in the room and asked me what I was up to. I told her I had eaten the pill. She decided at that point that she wanted to drop with me. I gave her half of a pill to start. About 30 minutes later I started to feel somewhat stimulated. My palms felt clammy and I felt like I was under the influence of a stimulant. I was starting to worry that my pill might be a meth bomb, but I was pretty much up for anything so I just chilled and kept waiting to experience the warm and familiar euphoria that I know so well.
Around 11pm my wife said that she was feeling pretty good. I still just felt stimulated. Coming up on E usually isn't too much fun for me and sometimes it can take a while for me to start feeling really good. I decided to snort another 1/4th of my pill to take a booster dose. A few minutes after 11 I started to feel all warm and tingly. I asked my wife to give me a massage and as soon as she started massaging me my roll came on real strong. I knew almost instantly that these pills were wonderful and it felt as if my whole body was having an orgasm. My wife was feeling good too and she started to preach about how she wishes MDMA could be made legal so more people could enjoy it. I felt good that I had turned her on to this drug, and that I had shared with her everything I knew about E.
Once the euphoria hit I searched through my closet and found a few packages of glowsticks, my green led lights, bubble gum, vicks sticks, and other E-tard essentials. I then turned on all my blacklights and other trip lights in my room and put on some trance music (mostly orbital) and the winamp visualization studio. I felt so incredible, everything I did felt orgasmic. Colors looked brighter.. sometimes different and I was seeing mild tracers. After thinking about my mild hallucinations I was wondering if these pills might have MDA in them. Then my wife and I started a little therapy session and I could tell that I probably had MDMA in me because of how "loved up" I felt.
We talked about all of the problems in our marriage and worked out some issues that we normally fight with each other over. We reflected on our entire relationship and realized how much we miss the old days when we first fell in love. We also agreed that we missed being care free teenagers. Lately I've been feeling like an old man because I don't get out and party like I used to, but I realized that there are both pros and cons to being more "grown up".
After talking for a half hour or so I realized that I just couldn't sit still anymore. I cracked 2 of the glowsticks and started doing liquid. It had been so long since I played with glowsticks, and I probably looked stupid. The good thins is that I could have cared less at the time. It felt so good to be up and moving around. I got tired eventually and I went downstairs to find some gatorade and orange juice for us. The orange juice tasted extremely tart, it was almost too strong for me.
Around 1:30 am I snorted the remaining 1/4th of my pill. I laid on the bed and received another massage. Being touched on ecstasy is so incredible. I don't even know where to begin to describe how good it feels, the closest thing I can say is that it feels like an orgasm. You just get this tingling sensation going up and down your spine that gives you goose bumps and you feel as if you're weightless.
After receiving the massage I returned the favor. After massaging her for about 30 minutes we started to make love. It was pretty good, but not the best sex I'd ever had. I had no problems performing and I was surprised that I only lasted about 45 minutes. Usually on E I can go for hours and sometimes not orgasm at all.
After sex we just laid there and watched the trip screen and listened to music for what seemed like hours. It has been ages since I've been so fascinated with a trip screen. I just didn't get sick of it even when the same visualization sequences started to repeat themselves. I also was playing with a glowstick and I was absolutely fascinated with the little air bubbles that moved around inside it. I showed these air bubbles to my wife and she appreciated them too. I thought deeply about my present life and how lucky I am to share it with so many amazing people.
We eventually started to come down around 4am. My wife passed out around 5am, but I was still wide awake and feeling a little cracked out. I took 15mg of vicodin at this point partially to help me with the comedown. I decided it would be interesting to try "kitty flipping" during the comedown. I got out a little ketamine and did a line. ZING! SURPRISE! I felt like I was peaking all over again. I put on that ecstasy rising video with Peter Jennings and watched it for about the 5th time. I hoped that millions and millions of people saw this show and that it changed their opinions about MDMA forever. I decided to try harder to spread this video to as many people as I could because although it's not 100% accurate, it's still pretty informative and sums up the basic truth about MDMA quite nicely in 45 minutes.
Around 6am I still couldn't sleep and my stomach felt a little queasy so I went outside and smoked a joint. The weed didn't seem to do a whole lot for me. After a lot of tossing and turning I finally managed to pass out around 7am.
Overall I'd say I had a very profound and enjoyable experience. I learned that using MDMA as a therapy tool really does work. We're hoping to do it again soon in the near future, next time with a larger group of people. The only bad part was that these pills seemed to have a harsh comedown. I felt sore, drained, and a little empty for the entire next day. 5-HTP didn't seem to help me out much. Vicodin, weed, and moral support from my loved ones helped make the comedown much smoother.
Around 11pm my wife said that she was feeling pretty good. I still just felt stimulated. Coming up on E usually isn't too much fun for me and sometimes it can take a while for me to start feeling really good. I decided to snort another 1/4th of my pill to take a booster dose. A few minutes after 11 I started to feel all warm and tingly. I asked my wife to give me a massage and as soon as she started massaging me my roll came on real strong. I knew almost instantly that these pills were wonderful and it felt as if my whole body was having an orgasm. My wife was feeling good too and she started to preach about how she wishes MDMA could be made legal so more people could enjoy it. I felt good that I had turned her on to this drug, and that I had shared with her everything I knew about E.
Once the euphoria hit I searched through my closet and found a few packages of glowsticks, my green led lights, bubble gum, vicks sticks, and other E-tard essentials. I then turned on all my blacklights and other trip lights in my room and put on some trance music (mostly orbital) and the winamp visualization studio. I felt so incredible, everything I did felt orgasmic. Colors looked brighter.. sometimes different and I was seeing mild tracers. After thinking about my mild hallucinations I was wondering if these pills might have MDA in them. Then my wife and I started a little therapy session and I could tell that I probably had MDMA in me because of how "loved up" I felt.
We talked about all of the problems in our marriage and worked out some issues that we normally fight with each other over. We reflected on our entire relationship and realized how much we miss the old days when we first fell in love. We also agreed that we missed being care free teenagers. Lately I've been feeling like an old man because I don't get out and party like I used to, but I realized that there are both pros and cons to being more "grown up".
After talking for a half hour or so I realized that I just couldn't sit still anymore. I cracked 2 of the glowsticks and started doing liquid. It had been so long since I played with glowsticks, and I probably looked stupid. The good thins is that I could have cared less at the time. It felt so good to be up and moving around. I got tired eventually and I went downstairs to find some gatorade and orange juice for us. The orange juice tasted extremely tart, it was almost too strong for me.
Around 1:30 am I snorted the remaining 1/4th of my pill. I laid on the bed and received another massage. Being touched on ecstasy is so incredible. I don't even know where to begin to describe how good it feels, the closest thing I can say is that it feels like an orgasm. You just get this tingling sensation going up and down your spine that gives you goose bumps and you feel as if you're weightless.
After receiving the massage I returned the favor. After massaging her for about 30 minutes we started to make love. It was pretty good, but not the best sex I'd ever had. I had no problems performing and I was surprised that I only lasted about 45 minutes. Usually on E I can go for hours and sometimes not orgasm at all.
After sex we just laid there and watched the trip screen and listened to music for what seemed like hours. It has been ages since I've been so fascinated with a trip screen. I just didn't get sick of it even when the same visualization sequences started to repeat themselves. I also was playing with a glowstick and I was absolutely fascinated with the little air bubbles that moved around inside it. I showed these air bubbles to my wife and she appreciated them too. I thought deeply about my present life and how lucky I am to share it with so many amazing people.
We eventually started to come down around 4am. My wife passed out around 5am, but I was still wide awake and feeling a little cracked out. I took 15mg of vicodin at this point partially to help me with the comedown. I decided it would be interesting to try "kitty flipping" during the comedown. I got out a little ketamine and did a line. ZING! SURPRISE! I felt like I was peaking all over again. I put on that ecstasy rising video with Peter Jennings and watched it for about the 5th time. I hoped that millions and millions of people saw this show and that it changed their opinions about MDMA forever. I decided to try harder to spread this video to as many people as I could because although it's not 100% accurate, it's still pretty informative and sums up the basic truth about MDMA quite nicely in 45 minutes.
Around 6am I still couldn't sleep and my stomach felt a little queasy so I went outside and smoked a joint. The weed didn't seem to do a whole lot for me. After a lot of tossing and turning I finally managed to pass out around 7am.
Overall I'd say I had a very profound and enjoyable experience. I learned that using MDMA as a therapy tool really does work. We're hoping to do it again soon in the near future, next time with a larger group of people. The only bad part was that these pills seemed to have a harsh comedown. I felt sore, drained, and a little empty for the entire next day. 5-HTP didn't seem to help me out much. Vicodin, weed, and moral support from my loved ones helped make the comedown much smoother.
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