This was my first experience with ketamine, on October 3rd 2010 around 3am. It`s kind of like a story, but writing it this way helped me remember a lot of things and experience it for a second time. Sorry for any excess, unneeded info. This is the second trip report I`ve written and the first I`ve posted.
One night, my friend X invited me to hang out and party with him and a few friends. We drove downtown and parked near G street and walked down, planning to meet up with his friend Y, go bowling high on MDMA for a few hours, then go drink down at the beach with some of Y and X?s friends. As I got out of the car, X asked me if I?d like to just do MDMA or try out some Ketamine instead. I was intrigued and at first said that I wanted to try the k but he changed his mind and said it should wait till later as bowling on K would just be a huge mess. X and I popped just before meeting up with Y, who wanted to go to an afterhours club instead, but because I wasn?t 19 just yet that plan was out. We ended up not even going bowling and just heading straight to the beach.
On the way there, we picked up some booze and met up with Y?s friends. While we were walking to the beach, my ex boyfriend Z, who I had just broken up with, called me and started to harass me about how he was lonely and all this shit that I just couldn?t deal with since I was rolling and hanging out with X, who I had some feelings for. Eventually he hung up and I went and joined the others, who were drinking on some benches. X brought his bag full of assorted drugs as well as some lightshow gloves and was giving people lightshows. Feeling quite warm and close to everyone, I was enjoying his company, hugging/kissing him and complimenting him. He responded with all the feeling I was hoping for. We were good friends, perhaps a little more, at this point so it was totally comfortable and almost expected in a way. As the night progressed, things between us also progressed.
Eventually, X, Y and I all left to go back to X?s place. X lives in the basement of his ex-girlfriend?s parents? house, so we had to keep it down. There, we set up our laptops, dropped our bags and coats and sat around for a bit, talking and listening to music. The MDMA we had all taken earlier was nearly worn off. X then asked us if we wanted to do a couple lines of K. I was still extremely curious and wanted to try it. X had told me earlier that it was like being really drunk- you felt numb, floaty, had poor motor control, etc. He said it was one of his favourite drugs.
We agreed, and X poured out some very small, white crystals out of a bag and onto the coffee table. I watched as he cut three lines with expertise and then rolled up a twenty that I had given him earlier for some MDMA. He hoovered his line, then passed the bill to me. I accidently breathed out a little as I leaned in to snort the line and some of the ketamine scattered, so he had to collect and fix the other two lines quickly. Then, up the nose it went. I had never snorted any drugs before and was expecting a lot of pain, but barely felt anything other than a slight discomfort. I sat down on the couch, and waited for something to hit me as Y whooshed up his line. Minutes later, an interesting feeling hit me.
To me, it was (at first) like being drunk. I couldn?t feel my face at all and I was very wobbly and uncoordinated. We ended up doing another line 10 minutes later, and after that I was really feeling it. I remember saying, ?It feels like I?m flying!? as I ran over to the hallway to grab something. Actually, as I ran out of the living room, I crashed into the wall before running down the hallway, which made Y laugh at me. When I returned, we turned the lights off, and X brought out some lightshow gloves so he could give Y and I a lightshow. By now everything was quite spinny, sounds were modified, and when I talked, I couldn?t feel my lips/mouth/tongue forming the words which was a really odd sensation. I could talk fine, and remember saying ?This is so fucked. I can?t feel my mouth but I can still talk. Ah!? and feeling my face. The lightshow was really interesting but I was so out of it that I couldn?t pay attention. I felt like I wasn?t really in my body anymore, floating above and behind me, and watching the scene below.
X sat beside me and I fell over in his lap, unable to move, talk or open my eyes for five minutes. I could hear them talk but it sounded far away. Maybe 10 minutes later, X helped me sit back up and left the room to grab another pair of gloves. He turned on the lights when he came back, and I had to ask him to turn them off as soon as he could because the room was spinning like crazy and it made me feel a bit ill. He did, then threw a pair of gloves in my lap. Confused, I managed to put them on with some difficulty. They felt extremely heavy. X helped me stand up and I knelt in front of Y, and attempted to give him my first lightshow while X stood behind me and provided a background lightshow. It was probably the funniest lightshow Y had ever seen and I wish we?d filmed it. I had watched X give lightshows plenty of times and tried to imitate what he did with some success.
After 2 minutes of this, I fell over once again into the couch. I lay there for about 3 minutes while X rubbed my back and asked if I was okay. My response was, ?No, I have to get up now, I feel really sick, can you help me to the bathroom?? A picked me up and, surprisingly, I was actually able to stand on my own and dash to the bathroom. I ended up just missing the toilet but I had only drank some orange juice in the past 8 hours so it was only liquid (sorry for the deets). X helped me out, held back my hair, and took off the gloves after I started freaking out that I?d ruin them or get sick on them. I sat in the corner, unable to move, while he cleaned up and grabbed me my pyjamas and toothbrush. After 10 minutes I stood up with the help of the side of the bathtub, got changed, then let X back in so we could brush our teeth. He carried me to his bedroom and tucked me in before saying that he?d be back in a half hour. I started to slip away again, unable to move, and felt like I was somewhere else. I closed my eyes and it felt and looked like I was rushing through a series of tunnels that would change color every once in a while.
I started to sober up a little later and was just lying there, trying to ?wake up? when X came back in. He was surprised that I was still awake, and came in to join me. I fell asleep a little after that.
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One night, my friend X invited me to hang out and party with him and a few friends. We drove downtown and parked near G street and walked down, planning to meet up with his friend Y, go bowling high on MDMA for a few hours, then go drink down at the beach with some of Y and X?s friends. As I got out of the car, X asked me if I?d like to just do MDMA or try out some Ketamine instead. I was intrigued and at first said that I wanted to try the k but he changed his mind and said it should wait till later as bowling on K would just be a huge mess. X and I popped just before meeting up with Y, who wanted to go to an afterhours club instead, but because I wasn?t 19 just yet that plan was out. We ended up not even going bowling and just heading straight to the beach.
On the way there, we picked up some booze and met up with Y?s friends. While we were walking to the beach, my ex boyfriend Z, who I had just broken up with, called me and started to harass me about how he was lonely and all this shit that I just couldn?t deal with since I was rolling and hanging out with X, who I had some feelings for. Eventually he hung up and I went and joined the others, who were drinking on some benches. X brought his bag full of assorted drugs as well as some lightshow gloves and was giving people lightshows. Feeling quite warm and close to everyone, I was enjoying his company, hugging/kissing him and complimenting him. He responded with all the feeling I was hoping for. We were good friends, perhaps a little more, at this point so it was totally comfortable and almost expected in a way. As the night progressed, things between us also progressed.
Eventually, X, Y and I all left to go back to X?s place. X lives in the basement of his ex-girlfriend?s parents? house, so we had to keep it down. There, we set up our laptops, dropped our bags and coats and sat around for a bit, talking and listening to music. The MDMA we had all taken earlier was nearly worn off. X then asked us if we wanted to do a couple lines of K. I was still extremely curious and wanted to try it. X had told me earlier that it was like being really drunk- you felt numb, floaty, had poor motor control, etc. He said it was one of his favourite drugs.
We agreed, and X poured out some very small, white crystals out of a bag and onto the coffee table. I watched as he cut three lines with expertise and then rolled up a twenty that I had given him earlier for some MDMA. He hoovered his line, then passed the bill to me. I accidently breathed out a little as I leaned in to snort the line and some of the ketamine scattered, so he had to collect and fix the other two lines quickly. Then, up the nose it went. I had never snorted any drugs before and was expecting a lot of pain, but barely felt anything other than a slight discomfort. I sat down on the couch, and waited for something to hit me as Y whooshed up his line. Minutes later, an interesting feeling hit me.
To me, it was (at first) like being drunk. I couldn?t feel my face at all and I was very wobbly and uncoordinated. We ended up doing another line 10 minutes later, and after that I was really feeling it. I remember saying, ?It feels like I?m flying!? as I ran over to the hallway to grab something. Actually, as I ran out of the living room, I crashed into the wall before running down the hallway, which made Y laugh at me. When I returned, we turned the lights off, and X brought out some lightshow gloves so he could give Y and I a lightshow. By now everything was quite spinny, sounds were modified, and when I talked, I couldn?t feel my lips/mouth/tongue forming the words which was a really odd sensation. I could talk fine, and remember saying ?This is so fucked. I can?t feel my mouth but I can still talk. Ah!? and feeling my face. The lightshow was really interesting but I was so out of it that I couldn?t pay attention. I felt like I wasn?t really in my body anymore, floating above and behind me, and watching the scene below.
X sat beside me and I fell over in his lap, unable to move, talk or open my eyes for five minutes. I could hear them talk but it sounded far away. Maybe 10 minutes later, X helped me sit back up and left the room to grab another pair of gloves. He turned on the lights when he came back, and I had to ask him to turn them off as soon as he could because the room was spinning like crazy and it made me feel a bit ill. He did, then threw a pair of gloves in my lap. Confused, I managed to put them on with some difficulty. They felt extremely heavy. X helped me stand up and I knelt in front of Y, and attempted to give him my first lightshow while X stood behind me and provided a background lightshow. It was probably the funniest lightshow Y had ever seen and I wish we?d filmed it. I had watched X give lightshows plenty of times and tried to imitate what he did with some success.
After 2 minutes of this, I fell over once again into the couch. I lay there for about 3 minutes while X rubbed my back and asked if I was okay. My response was, ?No, I have to get up now, I feel really sick, can you help me to the bathroom?? A picked me up and, surprisingly, I was actually able to stand on my own and dash to the bathroom. I ended up just missing the toilet but I had only drank some orange juice in the past 8 hours so it was only liquid (sorry for the deets). X helped me out, held back my hair, and took off the gloves after I started freaking out that I?d ruin them or get sick on them. I sat in the corner, unable to move, while he cleaned up and grabbed me my pyjamas and toothbrush. After 10 minutes I stood up with the help of the side of the bathtub, got changed, then let X back in so we could brush our teeth. He carried me to his bedroom and tucked me in before saying that he?d be back in a half hour. I started to slip away again, unable to move, and felt like I was somewhere else. I closed my eyes and it felt and looked like I was rushing through a series of tunnels that would change color every once in a while.
I started to sober up a little later and was just lying there, trying to ?wake up? when X came back in. He was surprised that I was still awake, and came in to join me. I fell asleep a little after that.
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