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Greenlighter
Well I had an awesome night last night. First time pilling. Me and my mate at my dealer’s house.
10:00 pm. I bought one Red Ferrari pill and chewed it (very weird strong bitter taste) and it was apparently 95% or so pure MDMA. I didn’t feel anything except better social skill unless that was just me. So an hour later I bought and snorted half of this smaller bluey white pill with orange chunks in it which was supposedly special K. I smoked a few cones of bud straight afterwards and was fucked, the pills still hadn’t kicked in yet but I could feel the weed coming on, I was zoning out of everything and then over about a minute I could feel the pills kicking in… I lay back into the chair and felt great.
I didn't realize it could be that great... anything I imagined felt like reality. Some trance was playing on the stereo and my fingers began playing an invisible piano. Soon enough though, a real piano appeared there when I squinted and focused only on my hands… a rave crowd was in front of me, lasers were in front of me. A very lucid dream like state.
I snapped out of it and felt a sudden compassion for everyone in the world. I realized how fake this world is and how terrible some things really are. I wanted to go tell everyone I who was close to me how much I loved them and how much of a difference they've made for me just being there.
I started staring at my mates head and I was amazed at my sudden discovery. I could morph and distort it into anything I wanted. It started melting and then turned into a fat old woman's head, a goat, a weird looking French guy and a few other things which I simply can’t describe... it was so weird.
I went back into the lucid sort of mode by lying back and squinting and focusing on any object, a whole lucid and somewhat visual hallucination would happen about that object. I then closed my eyes, stood up and imagined I was flying. I felt like I actually was. I could feel the wind on me and the gravity failing to hold me down. I tried doing this with a few different things. I sat back down and pretended I was on a rollercoaster. It felt almost real. I tried a car… it was just incredible.
Later on I looked at myself in the mirror I began turning myself into the hulk and the main guy from 300… well I had muscles like him lol.
I just kept tripping out to music. Sometimes I had closed eye visions like weird fractals but they only lasted for a few seconds and were quite vague. I eventually nodded off to sleep at about 3 or 4 am…
Words really can't describe how I felt emotion wise exactly, though they were something like awestruck, happy, compassionate, amazed and godlike. Using these words to say how I felt though is like using the word sad when you’re trying to say how happy you are, if you get my drift.
It was honestly the best experience of my life...
I've come down now but I still feel so happy.
Good for a first time you reckon? Good pills? Any questions?
10:00 pm. I bought one Red Ferrari pill and chewed it (very weird strong bitter taste) and it was apparently 95% or so pure MDMA. I didn’t feel anything except better social skill unless that was just me. So an hour later I bought and snorted half of this smaller bluey white pill with orange chunks in it which was supposedly special K. I smoked a few cones of bud straight afterwards and was fucked, the pills still hadn’t kicked in yet but I could feel the weed coming on, I was zoning out of everything and then over about a minute I could feel the pills kicking in… I lay back into the chair and felt great.
I didn't realize it could be that great... anything I imagined felt like reality. Some trance was playing on the stereo and my fingers began playing an invisible piano. Soon enough though, a real piano appeared there when I squinted and focused only on my hands… a rave crowd was in front of me, lasers were in front of me. A very lucid dream like state.
I snapped out of it and felt a sudden compassion for everyone in the world. I realized how fake this world is and how terrible some things really are. I wanted to go tell everyone I who was close to me how much I loved them and how much of a difference they've made for me just being there.
I started staring at my mates head and I was amazed at my sudden discovery. I could morph and distort it into anything I wanted. It started melting and then turned into a fat old woman's head, a goat, a weird looking French guy and a few other things which I simply can’t describe... it was so weird.
I went back into the lucid sort of mode by lying back and squinting and focusing on any object, a whole lucid and somewhat visual hallucination would happen about that object. I then closed my eyes, stood up and imagined I was flying. I felt like I actually was. I could feel the wind on me and the gravity failing to hold me down. I tried doing this with a few different things. I sat back down and pretended I was on a rollercoaster. It felt almost real. I tried a car… it was just incredible.
Later on I looked at myself in the mirror I began turning myself into the hulk and the main guy from 300… well I had muscles like him lol.
I just kept tripping out to music. Sometimes I had closed eye visions like weird fractals but they only lasted for a few seconds and were quite vague. I eventually nodded off to sleep at about 3 or 4 am…
Words really can't describe how I felt emotion wise exactly, though they were something like awestruck, happy, compassionate, amazed and godlike. Using these words to say how I felt though is like using the word sad when you’re trying to say how happy you are, if you get my drift.
It was honestly the best experience of my life...
I've come down now but I still feel so happy.
Good for a first time you reckon? Good pills? Any questions?
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