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MDMA - Inexperienced - Overwhelming Euphoria

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t 00:00 Dropped 180mg MDMA/MDA bomb on empty stomach.
t 00:28 Something big is coming.
t 00:35 It hit me too fast & hard,i dint expected to comeup soo quick.It is powerfull like god,my mind is launched to another dimesion.
t 00:40 I am peaking like never before,it is going much stronger every second,i look like worst e-tard,monster like jaw cleanching and un-human eye wobbles.It have fear that i might die,becose my heart is going to explode and i am losing my mind,i cant handle this extremly powerfull feeling,i cant handle myself.
t 00:45 I am soo stimulated that i dig ground with my hands,i feel very cold / hot at the same time.I talk very strange,fast and loud.I lost all my inhibitios,fact that i look ugly and act like dump e-tard dosnt bother me.I cant coordinate my movement very well.
t 01:00 I smoked 4 bong hits and wow!!! intense cev,even beter than lsd or high dose DOB.I am standing here,in front of speakers,listening best dnb i ever heard,and have strong feeling of transcendent,it is more than body buzz and good mood.Everybody is rolling balls at this party,everybody dance like one.That feeling of unity with people,music and whole space is filling me with extreme peace,joy.I looked at my life and realized that everything that really matters is this feeling of religious extasy,it is feeling beyond logic,beyond everything.Nothing can stop this feeling,i no more fear death.This is soo beatifull,everything feels good.
t 01:20 The feeling is geting stronger and stronger.I cant think,I cant stand,I cant sit,I cant talk,I cant stop talking,i cant move,i cant stop doing something,it feels soo good,like big warm wawes of euphoria inside my soul.I feel like i have returned to heaven after long time.Talking with random strangers is soo easy that i am doing it without my consinuenses.This is fucking rocket ride!
t ??:?? rest of night i cant remember very well but that feeling... just memory of that transcendental extasy makes my smile everytime.After glow is like rebirth.I act really stupid but it dont bother my,i cant feel fear,danger.Everything is chaotic,all i can think is joy,no space for logic or social inhibitions. Its like atom bomb. My sense of music is much stronger, music is now something absolutly new,i hear it in different way.Music is fucking with my body/soul creating this rhytmical bliss.There is this two big speaker walls ,much much sound power.I can feel basslines in my heart,in my lungs,in my soul,sound is sharp like razor and really powerfull.Just the quality of that sound was breathtaking.Earthquake.

The comedown was easy. That was insane experience,mdma in higher doses feels like diferent drug.Definetly psychedelic and heart opening. I recomend to try high dose mdma trip,it is SPECIAL!!! This night have very special place in my heart,that feeling stayed in me,like piece of heaven. <3 I love that ultimate peace,peace with the universe.
 
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how do you know for sure there was MDA present? I fucken love that combo they mix so well and give a result that is better and more pleasurable than either on their own. they bring out the best in eachother
 
Wow man lol.

I feel like man isn't meant to get so high like that, thats god's territory. But that could be my social conditioning. I know I fell off a high like that once and couldn't get out of bed or make eye contact with people for like 50 hours.
 
Wow, that was an AMAZING trip report. I've rolled something fierce in my lifetime, but what you just described, goes beyond rolling! You're in something like, MDMA hyperspace. 8o
 
i've had some good X rolls, but that report sounds like about 5 times more intense than what i've ever experienced
 
Sounds very similar to the first time i double dropped, ahh good times. Nice report man brough back some good memorys, even got me all hyped up from reading it :D
 
yes!! sounds wonderful! I love that feeling of clarity that mdma can give you <3 now because you got to experience that feeling you have to pass that feeling on to other people and share the love <3

personally I prefer to roll at home with my boyfriend... concerts/ events get overwhelming (especially with all the random urges to vomit.. ugh)
 
Hahaha, I've had rolls like this :)

They're the best. Unfortunately they tend to get cloudy and I forget a lot of shit after the 2 hour mark...
 
I enjoyed reading this trip report. made me feel a bit nostalgic too - especially this

i feel very cold / hot at the same time

I miss those extremely intense rolls
 
The Is said:
Wow man lol.

I feel like man isn't meant to get so high like that, thats god's territory. But that could be my social conditioning. I know I fell off a high like that once and couldn't get out of bed or make eye contact with people for like 50 hours.
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If you can break through the social conditioning and come to believe that we are all god (we are all one), it is the most life changing experience. It can be terrifying to experience if you aren't ready though. Terrifying.

That was a great trip report. I got chills reading it.

I've been in that place, where all of the illusions of separateness melt away and you are just awash in divine bliss.

(I made it to this place on Sunday night.... and then had the most amazing sex at the same time. I lost the ability to do anything at all, besides feel the most amazing bliss. Good times, lol)
 
I will ad some more info but i dont remember much. I know that i tried to chat with this atractive girl but i was too fucked up to talk. Like i wanted to say " hi your pretty,wanna smoke weed with me?" but actualy i sayd "gugu gagag ge bzu cxbulgkmchrmsvtmr?" now she think that i am dump e-tard :(
 
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