Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
Hello,
So I have used mdma about 10 times, the first 7 of which were all good experiences. I’ve found that for me in order to come up fully I have to vomit before I can peak. This occurrence happens every time and I usually didn’t have issues with it.
Unfortunately, the last three times I’ve done mdma I tested the pills and they all presented signs of mdma yet I’ve had no effects except come up anxiety, the usual vomiting, and excessive urges to go to the bathroom (also normal for me).
The last three times when I’ve vomited on the come up there is always blood present (the bleeding doesn’t continue after I vomit and I don’t show signs of internal bleeding).
Just as a sidenote I have eosinophilic esophagitis and a stricture in my esophagus so I assume the bleeding is from the excess pressure applied to my esophagus when vomiting/dry heaving. However I have had symptoms of this form of esophagitis and dysphasia for the last 2 years so the bleeding would imply it’s just gotten worse.
Anyways I was wondering why I might not be having any good effects when taking mdma. My boyfriend is about the same weight as me and hasn’t had a lack of effects any time we’ve done it, and this last time from a few weeks ago we rolled with a friend who is significantly smaller than us who also had a good roll while I had nausea and no enjoyable effects.
The last few times I have just experienced come up anxiety before taking the pill, I felt nauseous until I threw up as expected, then I had slight body jitters and jaw clenching for maybe 20 minutes, then no effects at all for the next 8 hours that we stayed up. Keep in mind the dosage has been relatively the same each time I’ve done mdma so I’m not sure if I’m taking too much or too little.
Also if it helps I am 5’6” 200lbs and eat relatively healthy. The only health issues I have are the stricture in my esophagus and eosinophilic esophagitis.
I’d be happy to add any other info if it helps you come to a conclusion of what’s happening.
So I have used mdma about 10 times, the first 7 of which were all good experiences. I’ve found that for me in order to come up fully I have to vomit before I can peak. This occurrence happens every time and I usually didn’t have issues with it.
Unfortunately, the last three times I’ve done mdma I tested the pills and they all presented signs of mdma yet I’ve had no effects except come up anxiety, the usual vomiting, and excessive urges to go to the bathroom (also normal for me).
The last three times when I’ve vomited on the come up there is always blood present (the bleeding doesn’t continue after I vomit and I don’t show signs of internal bleeding).
Just as a sidenote I have eosinophilic esophagitis and a stricture in my esophagus so I assume the bleeding is from the excess pressure applied to my esophagus when vomiting/dry heaving. However I have had symptoms of this form of esophagitis and dysphasia for the last 2 years so the bleeding would imply it’s just gotten worse.
Anyways I was wondering why I might not be having any good effects when taking mdma. My boyfriend is about the same weight as me and hasn’t had a lack of effects any time we’ve done it, and this last time from a few weeks ago we rolled with a friend who is significantly smaller than us who also had a good roll while I had nausea and no enjoyable effects.
The last few times I have just experienced come up anxiety before taking the pill, I felt nauseous until I threw up as expected, then I had slight body jitters and jaw clenching for maybe 20 minutes, then no effects at all for the next 8 hours that we stayed up. Keep in mind the dosage has been relatively the same each time I’ve done mdma so I’m not sure if I’m taking too much or too little.
Also if it helps I am 5’6” 200lbs and eat relatively healthy. The only health issues I have are the stricture in my esophagus and eosinophilic esophagitis.
I’d be happy to add any other info if it helps you come to a conclusion of what’s happening.