I've been doing mdma for a long time now and each time I felt absolutely fine the next day, but this time it was different. I've hit 20 pounds worth of it and it was the version that comes in pure mdma crystals. I was out with everyone watching the fireworks everything felt better and more intense then the last time i've done it (probably cause i'v had a long brake since then). When i got home i layed on my bed with my laptop and everything was fine but when i've turned off the laptop and the light, and tried getting some sleep weird shit started happening. (At this time i wasnt thinking straight my mind went into like a day dream mode but i can still remember everything fine).
A man appeared on the floor, I kept on thinking it was my brother i couldn't really see properly because the only light i had was coming from a lamp post outside my house. Then out of no where hundreads of little rats came out and started jumping and playing with my things. At the time i thought this was all really because i was persuaded that mdma under no circumstances will make you hallucinate.Then I thought to my self why the fuck would my brother by laying on the floor in my room?! I looked at the man again and found out that there is another man laying next to him with a deformed face when i stared at them they looked so really their faces were detailed and clear for me to see , I realised its not my brother laying down but two strange people. I panicked, i thought this was all real, I turned on my lamp and got up , i was gonna run out my room but as i got up everything disapeared. THen I realised its just a hallucination and was calm watching my room as weird shitt happend. For example later on there was a half human half dog pointing a slingshot at me getting ready to shoot me. What i noticed is that when you get close to anything that's a delusion it disapears. Them people were talking to each other but i couldnt understand what they were saying.
everything felt so really it was hard for me to believ its a delusion. I could see all the things that weren't real, clearly and in a great detail. There was many other things i saw but there is just too much to write about them all. Also when i looked at my hands for few seconds i saw a third hand in the middle. Did any of you ever hallucinated like this? I'm starting to thing it was just a dream. But i can remember being wide awake and sometimes walking up to some things to check if they are real.
A man appeared on the floor, I kept on thinking it was my brother i couldn't really see properly because the only light i had was coming from a lamp post outside my house. Then out of no where hundreads of little rats came out and started jumping and playing with my things. At the time i thought this was all really because i was persuaded that mdma under no circumstances will make you hallucinate.Then I thought to my self why the fuck would my brother by laying on the floor in my room?! I looked at the man again and found out that there is another man laying next to him with a deformed face when i stared at them they looked so really their faces were detailed and clear for me to see , I realised its not my brother laying down but two strange people. I panicked, i thought this was all real, I turned on my lamp and got up , i was gonna run out my room but as i got up everything disapeared. THen I realised its just a hallucination and was calm watching my room as weird shitt happend. For example later on there was a half human half dog pointing a slingshot at me getting ready to shoot me. What i noticed is that when you get close to anything that's a delusion it disapears. Them people were talking to each other but i couldnt understand what they were saying.
everything felt so really it was hard for me to believ its a delusion. I could see all the things that weren't real, clearly and in a great detail. There was many other things i saw but there is just too much to write about them all. Also when i looked at my hands for few seconds i saw a third hand in the middle. Did any of you ever hallucinated like this? I'm starting to thing it was just a dream. But i can remember being wide awake and sometimes walking up to some things to check if they are real.
