MDMA for PTSD—I want to HEAL my mind using MDMA; Advice?

[HopeNova]

Hi friends,

MAPS has been doing clinicial studies that show 80% of people treated with MDMA in a therapeutic setting 2-3 times only no longer have PTSD.

I completely believe in this, because once I did it with a friend when we had to process a lot of grief over the loss of contact with his two little girls and just LIFETIMES and LIFETIMES of grief poured out of us while we listened to sacred music.

Afterwards, I felt so much *LIGHTER* and freer.

I've been disabled with PTSD for 17 years now, tried every kind of therapy and and I'm totally AWARE of what the traumas are but they never RESOLVE.

I think MDMA therapy sessions would HEAL MY MIND— any experience or advice?

My current therapists wouldn't work with me on it, but I believe somebody skillful and caring would.

Do you think it's possible to have a HEALING EFFECT if I surround myself with angels, light a candle and out on healing music and take 120 mg in a safe setting?

ANY ADVICE OR IDEAS?

Thank you, in advance.

 

[dezz]

Depends whats your PTSD is about I think. I'm no expert but I certainly think MDMA can help. I knew a guy who had an a terrible fear of heights. I mean he couldn't go to places, couldn't get on a plane, that kind of stuff. Once he did MDMA at great hights his fear diminished significantly and he's managed to shake it completely now. So I do think it could very well work for something like PTSD. Goodluck with your quest!

 

[cryptix420]

Avoiding any redosing seems to be a crucial component of the 'healing' aspect of MDMA. Your plan sounds solid

If at all possible, add some MDA in there as well. The spiritual/visual element it offers brought much more healing to my soul than MDMA ever did alone.

 

[Folley]

I've found that when I combine the two, I get a lot "stupider"... less concentration, short term memory loss, basically just E tarded.


MDA by itself is very enlightening of course though with MDMA you will basically love everyone as we all know, but MDA makes me love myself more than anyone...


I don't know, good old MDMA is the tested tried and true, so you may just want to go with that first haha

 

[matt2012]

there is a good reason therapists are involved in the maps program. I don't think you will get the healing you are looking for without a skilled therapist guiding you.

have you done anything other than asking your current therapist. contact maps and see if there is a program you fit into maybe you could check the coloeges and find a garduate student that is willing to attemp a session with you while you are on MDMA.

I just don't see you getting the healing effects you are looking for just by taking it in a relaxed settin...you may have a good time doing it but you will most likely be disappointed with the effects on you PTSD.