RexHunt
Bluelighter
Ok so I've been taking MDMA for 3 years at least now but I remember my first time like it was yesterday. I'm bored out of my brains so why not do my first ever TR!
A friend of mine, R, had been doing E for a long time. We'd go out clubbing and I'd get on the grog, drink a shitload, play pool, dance etc. He'd do the same but he had this weird aura about him so I asked one day what the go with all this pill stuff was. He explained it as "I could attempt to explain it, it really needs to be experienced to get the full scope of it". I toyed with the idea for ages, I never was against it but I guess I'd never contemplated doing it.
I came to Bluelight (!) and started to research. Came across Erowid.org as well. I'm a very analytical thinker so I needed to know everything there was and I pretty much did find it all.
So along comes my birthday, November, 2005. I'd said to R "Look, I'll give it a go. Why not, it's my birthday and I'm now comfortable with my decision." I stayed at the club drinking and R went to meet someone to grab them. He came back and the dealer had been busted so there were none. That was cool, I was drunk anyway and having a ball.
The next weekend rolls around and we decided we'd hit it up. Same deal again, R leaves to get them and he was away for 2 hours. I'd made sure I didn't drink too much because I'd read about dehydration etc. After 2.5 hours I'd resigned to the fact it wasn't going to happen. Oh well.
All of a sudden, R appears and says "What's the time?" I replied with "Not sure" and he says "Check it on your White Rolex (that's what pills they were)" and stuck his hand out. I grabbed it, swallowed with a mouthful of Jack Daniels and Coke. Some of the fellas went to dance and R and I decided to play pool, to help me relax before the come up. I started playing and about halfway through the game, I was lining up a shot and BAM, my eye's flicker from side-to-side uncontrollably. I knew what they were but god damn that felt good! I jump back and look at R who's just smiling, he knew what was going on. I look around the room and the entire club is brighter. It felt like I had adrenaline running through every capillary in my body. Eye wobbles at this point are happening every minute or so.
The only word that can describe the mood is heavenly. Everything is right in the world. The pool cue, the table, my glass of water, EVERYTHING felt like silk. A mate who had been drinking comes up, I put my hand on his shoulder and he says "What's Up" to which all I could reply was "Fuck me dead.....silky". I still cop shit about that haha
. Every step I took felt like I was floating on air. Literally a huge leap of faith, I just had to trust there was floor there.
R and I are rolling balls and we decide to challenge some randoms in pool. We're both wired as and talking at a million miles an hour, pre-planning our next 3 shots ahead. The two blokes standing there had the weirdest look on their faces. We proceeded to 7-ball them twice (sink all of ours without them sinking any of theirs). After this I had a crack at dancing. No way. Not a chance. I couldn't operate my legs to save myself. Sat back down just looking around and I had the overwhelming sense that this was it, if I was to die today, that'd be ok. I'd experienced the best possible feeling.
We left the club at around 4am or so, walking down the street and I could see about 10x the stars I could normally see. Street lights had a different glow about them. I finally got home, lied in bed and rolled around under my doona for maybe..2 hours. Absolute bliss.
I haven't rolled that hard since, to this day they were the best pills R has had as well (outside of molly of course). I still roll a fair bit, probably once a month or so. Still love it
Hope you enjoyed it, not the most action packed TR around but it was my first time so I hope it might bring back some good memories for some of you of their first times!
A friend of mine, R, had been doing E for a long time. We'd go out clubbing and I'd get on the grog, drink a shitload, play pool, dance etc. He'd do the same but he had this weird aura about him so I asked one day what the go with all this pill stuff was. He explained it as "I could attempt to explain it, it really needs to be experienced to get the full scope of it". I toyed with the idea for ages, I never was against it but I guess I'd never contemplated doing it.
I came to Bluelight (!) and started to research. Came across Erowid.org as well. I'm a very analytical thinker so I needed to know everything there was and I pretty much did find it all.
So along comes my birthday, November, 2005. I'd said to R "Look, I'll give it a go. Why not, it's my birthday and I'm now comfortable with my decision." I stayed at the club drinking and R went to meet someone to grab them. He came back and the dealer had been busted so there were none. That was cool, I was drunk anyway and having a ball.
The next weekend rolls around and we decided we'd hit it up. Same deal again, R leaves to get them and he was away for 2 hours. I'd made sure I didn't drink too much because I'd read about dehydration etc. After 2.5 hours I'd resigned to the fact it wasn't going to happen. Oh well.
All of a sudden, R appears and says "What's the time?" I replied with "Not sure" and he says "Check it on your White Rolex (that's what pills they were)" and stuck his hand out. I grabbed it, swallowed with a mouthful of Jack Daniels and Coke. Some of the fellas went to dance and R and I decided to play pool, to help me relax before the come up. I started playing and about halfway through the game, I was lining up a shot and BAM, my eye's flicker from side-to-side uncontrollably. I knew what they were but god damn that felt good! I jump back and look at R who's just smiling, he knew what was going on. I look around the room and the entire club is brighter. It felt like I had adrenaline running through every capillary in my body. Eye wobbles at this point are happening every minute or so.
The only word that can describe the mood is heavenly. Everything is right in the world. The pool cue, the table, my glass of water, EVERYTHING felt like silk. A mate who had been drinking comes up, I put my hand on his shoulder and he says "What's Up" to which all I could reply was "Fuck me dead.....silky". I still cop shit about that haha
. Every step I took felt like I was floating on air. Literally a huge leap of faith, I just had to trust there was floor there.R and I are rolling balls and we decide to challenge some randoms in pool. We're both wired as and talking at a million miles an hour, pre-planning our next 3 shots ahead. The two blokes standing there had the weirdest look on their faces. We proceeded to 7-ball them twice (sink all of ours without them sinking any of theirs). After this I had a crack at dancing. No way. Not a chance. I couldn't operate my legs to save myself. Sat back down just looking around and I had the overwhelming sense that this was it, if I was to die today, that'd be ok. I'd experienced the best possible feeling.
We left the club at around 4am or so, walking down the street and I could see about 10x the stars I could normally see. Street lights had a different glow about them. I finally got home, lied in bed and rolled around under my doona for maybe..2 hours. Absolute bliss.
I haven't rolled that hard since, to this day they were the best pills R has had as well (outside of molly of course). I still roll a fair bit, probably once a month or so. Still love it
Hope you enjoyed it, not the most action packed TR around but it was my first time so I hope it might bring back some good memories for some of you of their first times!
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