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MDMA- First Time- Pure Love

citra

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I recently experienced MDMA for the first time. Before I tried it, I noticed more of a hype surrounding the drug than I had ever noticed. This could be because a) I am growing up, and therefore people are more likely to try more intense chems, b) the "bay is getting hyphy" and everyone is "thizzing," or c) I had psychologically put more attention toward the drug because I had been ruminating an attempt toward reaching ecstasy.

I was able to acquire some Green P.L. pills (pure love) which I decided to try out. Prior to testing the pills, I talked to a few people who had taken it (four people), and gathered that these pills most likely had a low dose of MDMA. I then tested the pills to determine that they were actually MDMA (they were).

I chose to be with my friend A and her husband E. A is a friend that I made not too long ago, but somehow it feels like I have known her for longer, since our conversations always flow pretty well and each chat we have feels like it is a continuation of a (nonexistant) previous conversation. A also has a very sparkly personality and a warm vibe, so I knew that I would have a good time rolling with her. Although I had never met E, A had told me that E was accepting and mellow, so I was not at all worried about him being there.

After dropping at the Haight and then coming back, A was starting to feel her roll but I was still waiting. I think we had taken another dose at this point but my memory of how much I took after is pretty blurry.

At some point, I was lying on my back and I stretched my arms away from my head so that I could move further up the bed. As I was doing this, my heart started speeding up a little and I suddenly felt the most refreshing feeling I have ever felt in my life. There is no way to completely describe it. A's friend has described it as your heart blossoming. I guess it felt a little like that. The ceiling started waving and breathing and I sat up and just felt completely weightless. I breathed in, got up, and started walking around and moving my arms- an odd feeling since my arms were completely weightless- or they felt that way. I fell onto the carpet and started feeling it, and feeling A's dog Z, both of which felt very nice and tingly. Sensation had an extra "electric" sort of feel to it. Sound felt farther away. I remembering commenting on how I felt like I had dissolved into pure energy.

I eventually plopped down onto the nice cushiony couch. A few minutes later, A managed to get me off it even though I had decided it was the perfect place to be, and we went back to her room although I really don't remember what we did there. I noticed that I had REALLY bad short term memory. I'd bring up going to the beach and forget it one second later because I wanted to fingerpaint (we made a beautiful painting!). Or we would have one thing in mind that we were definitely looking forward to doing but it would get sidetracked by other things- this part reminded me of LSD. After using the tiger balm for foot massages we commented on how our extremities felt cold, and then remembered that it was just the menthol.

The bruxism was also a side effect which I had to pay for the next day when my family made me go out for spicy Indian food (Ahh!- something that I would usually love but not good with a sore and chewed up mouth). To try and alleviate it, we chewed a LOT of gum. We also bought pacifiers which I had somehow managed to chew through. It was VERY hard to piss, and I think that my body compensated for my not pissing out the water overload by vomiting. Not sure what caused the nausea but heard it was common.

Toward the end of the night I also started seeing A's face morph into an old lady and then a very pale face. It was odd but at that point I figured rest would be in order.

Overall, I had an incredible experience, and MDMA definitely surpassed my expectations.
PLUR!
 
Cool report... glad you had fun your first time... and I feel ya on the day-after family dinner consequences, haha! Thats the penalty we pay though, and we must go through with it if we're going to be taking the stuff :)

lol @ getting hyphy. I grew up in Vallejo so you dont have to repeat that one twice.
 
awesome report! maybe i missed it, but how long did your trip last? sounds like a decent first time. the finger painting sounds like an awesome/fun idea and hopefully i get to try that one day. haha, dont even mention the eating consequences, that is like the worst part of the post E experience.

well anyways, thanks again for the report!
 
citra said:
As I was doing this, my heart started speeding up a little and I suddenly felt the most refreshing feeling I have ever felt in my life. There is no way to completely describe it. A's friend has described it as your heart blossoming.

That's what we call "blowing up," which is the perfect descriptor for what it feels like is actually happening.
 
UltimaWeapon said:
awesome report! maybe i missed it, but how long did your trip last? sounds like a decent first time. the finger painting sounds like an awesome/fun idea and hopefully i get to try that one day. haha, dont even mention the eating consequences, that is like the worst part of the post E experience.

well anyways, thanks again for the report!

about the eating thing, it did take a long time to recover- you know, you can read info about a drug and various trip reports but it is so different once you actually experience it!! I was surprised by how some of the effects turned out even though I knew that they would happen.

I'm not sure how long the actual trip lasted because my friend and I kept redosing. The morning after, we counted 8 pills missing...8o But basically I took my first pill at around 7:30-8:00PM, felt myself coming up at around 9:30 (after taking another half orally+railing half) and felt tired/ started coming down at 6:30 AM.
 
once you pop the fun doesnt stop.
it is my favorite drug by far to do now adays ever sence i stopped eating acid
 
glad you had such a good experience with this amazing compound.
 
Good report. Glad u had fun your first time on those PL's. I'm picking them up soon.
 
cool report n glad u liked it, but it definately wasnt mdma :P you got methy pills, which is exactly what happend to me the first time i dosed.
 
bfisher said:
cool report n glad u liked it, but it definately wasnt mdma :P you got methy pills, which is exactly what happend to me the first time i dosed.

who are you to say what kind of pills I got?
a) I am very experienced with how meth feels- i would have known if i was feeling meth
b) I took FOUR pills
c) I tested my pills and determined that there was no meth in them- clearly you did not read my whole report
 
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