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MDMA - First time - Most AMAZING feeling ever!

PHluid

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E - First time - Most AMAZING feeling ever!

Hey ppl,

As you can see this is my first post. Been reading for a while but didn't really have any reason to post until i recently had my first experience with Ecstasy.

I had been reading about E on here and erowid and other sites and had been dying to try it for a long time but never knew anybody who sold it and i didn't wanna buy from an unreliable source after some of the stories i'd heard.
Anyway, i'd kinda given up on getting any (i just thought if it comes my way i'll take it but if not there's no point thinking about it), until one night i was in a club with a few mates, and a guy i had known for a few years but hadn't seen for about 6 mths was in there so i got talking to him. It turns out that he had started selling pills and he had some on him right then. He gave me two for free cos it was my first time and told me to take one now and one later if i felt like it ( the pills he gave me were white smilies). He also offered to look after me for the night.
I took the first pill at around 9:30. I got real nervous after i had taken the pill and all i could think about was when was it gonna kick in? After about 20 mins i could feel something happening, it was a kinda warm, content feeling and all my nerves disappeared. This feeling lasted about 10 mins and then started to wear off, i was kinda gettin disappointed thinking that was it but then...........whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo it hit me and it was the most AMAZING feeling i had ever felt. Nothing i had read on any website had prepared me for just how GOOD this felt ( i'm sure you all know what i'm talking about). I had no idea it was physically possible to feel this good, everything i touched felt amazing, any time someone touched me that felt even better, i smoked a cigarrette and it was the best cigarrette i had ever smoked. I had some amazing conversations with the people around me who i didn't even know (they were all pilling too), and i received countless head and back massages from complete strangers. The guy who gave me the pills made sure i was fine all night, he kept getting me water and making sure i was feeling alright at all times (what a legend).
At around 1:00 the pill started to wear off a bit (although it still felt good) so i decided to take the 2nd one and that kicked in a lot faster and felt even better than the first one. It was at this point that the gurning started and contrary to what i had heard it wasn't annoying at all, it was kinda enjoyable (especially when i was smoking cos it felt like i was chewing the smoke).
About 3:00 we left the club to go back to the guy's house and smoke some weed. Now i'm a big pot head and while i was pilling weed just tasted absolutely amazing i couldn't get enough of it.
Anyway, after about 3 hrs of smoking the effects of the pills were wearing off so i decided to go to sleep which i had absolutely no trouble doing. I slept for about 13 hrs and woke feeling fine, absolutely no after effects whatsoever.

I've done pills a couple of times since that night and each time i've enjoyed it more than the last but i thought i'd write about this time because it's the most special to me.

I just wanna thank you guys for providing a website like this so we can research the substances we use and make it safer for ourselves.



Happy Pilling
:D
 
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Glad your first time went so well =)
Not bad getting hooked up with free pills and someone to look after you in case you need it!

peace
 
IMHO I think that every first timer should have someone with a little experience to look after them. I actually enjoy going out and finding newbies, then making sure they're ok and sometimes doing a few tricks for them. I even find some old hands who don't know some of the most basic tricks. Watching them blow up is fantasic.

Cuddles :D
 
hahaha sounds like u had mad fun!!!!
i never smoke ciggarettes....
only when ive popped i have the urge to smoke ciggies and they taste the fukn best!!! lol
 
MDMA was my first drug experience, i can relate to everything you said... a sitter can be invaluable, i had an awesome friend who saw me through the experience as well. Blowing up on my first cigs and facial massages, rolling around on air inflated mattresses, what a night. Thanks for posting i love reading first experiences like these, they make me remember what it feels like to be born as a happy little baby into the world of drugs, lol
 
Hehe, glad to hear it =o)

Where are you from?

Iv been doing pills for a year now, probably once a month and i do about 5-6 in 1 session, maybe more.. I have only double dropped twice and that was because of weak pills but i never take more than one if there a decent strength, this way your tolerence does not build up as quick and it feels alot cleaner...

Happy pilling =o)
 
I agree with cuddlefish, it's great to have an experienced user with you... My first time was at a rave with my boyfriend who had been raving for about four years but he took about a year break when he met me... So he showed me the ropes, and now I'm more into it then he is. But it's really nice to have someone there to show you the tricks...
 
Welcome to Bluelight!
Thanks for your post and we hope you enjoy your stay ;-)
 
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