First rave. simply amazing.
Many of my friends who had rolled before told me how great ecstacy was. A few hard core ravers I know told me "just go to a rave and you'll be addicted for life. I didnt believe any of them. Infact, I didnt even have any interest in trying ecstacy. I just thought to myself "what drug can beat getting stoned and drunk".
But now.... I know exactly what they were all talking about.
It was the end of August and a bunch of chicks I know from school called me up and told me about this rave they were going to and how amazing it was going to be. They told me you NEED to come, youll have the time of your life. I thought, what the hell, go do some drugs with some girls, probably get laid... wont be that bad. So I decided to go, and I convinced my other friend J (who had never raved or rolled either)to come with me, i didn't want to be the only guy in the group with 10 chicks.
So the day of the rave comes. Im excited. But my Mom is trippin out. I told her I'm going to a concert in Orange County. She wants all the info and she wants to see my ticket that she knows i already bought. I told her I dont have the ticket ( the ticket had the name of the rave on it ). So me and J finally convince my Mom to let me go. Although she is very suspicous, i could tell. Anyways out ride picks us up. Me and J are going in a car with my friends M and Z, both chicks and some random guy who was driving us up there that Z met at a previous rave.
So we get to LA finally. I see all these gay looking kids wearing bright clothes and stupid plastic bracelets in line. Im thinking "fuck im partying with these losers...?". ( note: this was a massive rave- 40,000 people. So we get in and meet up with the whole crew of chicks from school. Theres some tension right now because ive dated a few of these girls previously. Its really hot and still only 4:30 ish. It was really akward and I just wanted to take this "amazing drug" everyones been talking about so I can take the edge off. So Z comes up to me and J and asks us for money, the guy with the pills has come. So we give her the money, she comes back with two tiny ass little pills. We got ripped off somehow in this deal but i wasnt really caring too much at this point. Me and J take our pills around 5 pm. The whole crew walks around for a bit and we walk into one of the areas.( theres 4 different areas, all different music in each) I've never liked techno music and things still hadnt changed. The music just annoyed me and was too loud. We went back to the outside area for a while. I laid down on the grass and started to feel something tingly, and a wierd sense of happiness coming on. Im thinking cool im gonna get fucked up finally. Then the girls start to feel it, so we all go back to one of the areas. The music is starting to sound cool. Although I have no urge to dance at this point. So we sit down and one of the girls who I dont really know announces that she wants to give me a massage. So I lay down on her vagina basically... haha. And she starts massaging me. I have to say the massages didnt meet my expectations, they feel better when im sober. But just the fact that I was having this connection with this girl and we both felt totally comfortable about what we were doing amazed me. I moved over to a different girl, C. We talked about how we were feeling drug wise. And we started massaging eachother.Next thing I know im going in for the kill and were making out. It felt amazing. The drug was kicking in more and more every minute. M told me we should go buy binkys cuz E makes you grind your teeth, so we did that. Then somehow, I got split up from everyone. This made me very depressed. Not so much because I was alone, but because in my mind they purposely did it. I felt like a loser that nobody wanted to be around. Yes... ecstasy is a very emotional drug. So finally i see J. He tells me hes not rolling. He took the same pill I did though, and i definetely was. So he buys another one. And within 30 mins. hes rolling hard. So we go to an area, and its later now and the party starting to get started. We go in and the techno sounds great. J is freaking out however. Hes going fucking nuts with the dancing. J is the last person I would ever expect to see doing this. But there it was in front of my eyes. I dance for a while. Then i tell J its wearing off and i need another pill. ( this pill we bought was obviously low quality E as many others had the same problem ). My 2nd pill kicks in and Im at the same level as J. I start dancing my ass off. Its wierd, i never dance, but on E you can feel that techno mucic in your body, it just feels so right. Then I start trying to get with some girls. I just went up to them and started dancing. Keep in mind I had my shirt off and I am in very good shape- got the abs and everything. so most girls were very excepting of this. One girl i went up to grabbed my hands and put them on her tits and told me to play with them. We then made out right in front of everybody for about 5 minutes while dancing. Ecstasy is the only drug that you can walk up to a complete stranger and get to third base with them in a matter of a minute. So I dance my ass off in the mosh pit for hours... i completely lost track of time.
(For people considering using ecstacy, I will try to explain the effects. You get this inexplainable feeling all throughout your body. A tingly feeling all over your body. It feels great. The emotional effects are the strongest I think though. You get very hot. I dont know if its really from the drug. Cuz I know if danced 3 hours straight sober i would still be hot as fuck. But E makes you even hgotter .You lose almost all your inhibitions, although its weird... its not like being completely drunk where you spill all your beans and do things you regret the next day. For example this girl i dated was there... and i could of told her all the things i felt and that i still had a thing for her, but i chose not to because i knew i would be uncomfortable about it the next day. But you really dont hold anything back. I just went up to everyone, guys and girls and hugged them and massaged them. I felt like i was on the same page with everyone. You do feel a lot of love while on E. But you still know not to walk up to one of the cops there and start hugging them. You still know theyre there to arrest you if you fuck up, so in a sense you still hate them.)
Sometime around 9 I look down and realize my cell phone has been stolen right off my belt clip. I was in complete shock. I looked around couldnt find it, this upset me greatly, more than it would have if i was sober. I walked outside and was so upset that my roll had completely gone away. I found my friend J and told him, he couldnt believe it. The way he reacted just made things worse. I saw this one hardcore raver guy and told him what happened. He said to me "man, a prize like that, for a prize like this.Its not worth it.(he pointed to an arena with 10,000 people dancing and going crazy inside) This made absolute sense to me. It actually still touches me to this day what he said to me. Because he completely turned my night around. So I bought another pill. And forgot about the phone.
Its wierd how one negative thing can ruin the high so quickly. Be careful while youre rolling that nothing bad happens.
So basically I meet back up with the girls. And i makeout with almost all of them. They all were extremely horny, putting their hands down my pants. Getting me to play with their tits etc. Its weird though because this all seems extremely acceptable when youre on E.
When the rave was winding down I was sobering up and quite sad that I was coming back to my normal state of mind. I think this is why its so common that people want to do more and more pills while on E. I went to an afterparty nightclub at 3am. Plugged a 4th pill and got little to no effects. All my steretonin was depleted. We drove back home at 8 am. I felt groggy and still rolling a bit. Me and J hung out for a while. Then I went home.
Overall I would have to say this was one of if not the best experience of my life. I would recommend E to anyone and everyone. And raves are where its at for ecstasy. I wouldnt do it anywhere else.
(HERES A PIC OF ME AND SOME OF THE CREW AT THE RAVE. IM THE GUY ON THE RIGHT WITH THE BLUE AND GREEN NECKLACE) http://server2.uploadit.org/files/jesusc-IMG_7252.jpg
Many of my friends who had rolled before told me how great ecstacy was. A few hard core ravers I know told me "just go to a rave and you'll be addicted for life. I didnt believe any of them. Infact, I didnt even have any interest in trying ecstacy. I just thought to myself "what drug can beat getting stoned and drunk".
But now.... I know exactly what they were all talking about.
It was the end of August and a bunch of chicks I know from school called me up and told me about this rave they were going to and how amazing it was going to be. They told me you NEED to come, youll have the time of your life. I thought, what the hell, go do some drugs with some girls, probably get laid... wont be that bad. So I decided to go, and I convinced my other friend J (who had never raved or rolled either)to come with me, i didn't want to be the only guy in the group with 10 chicks.
So the day of the rave comes. Im excited. But my Mom is trippin out. I told her I'm going to a concert in Orange County. She wants all the info and she wants to see my ticket that she knows i already bought. I told her I dont have the ticket ( the ticket had the name of the rave on it ). So me and J finally convince my Mom to let me go. Although she is very suspicous, i could tell. Anyways out ride picks us up. Me and J are going in a car with my friends M and Z, both chicks and some random guy who was driving us up there that Z met at a previous rave.
So we get to LA finally. I see all these gay looking kids wearing bright clothes and stupid plastic bracelets in line. Im thinking "fuck im partying with these losers...?". ( note: this was a massive rave- 40,000 people. So we get in and meet up with the whole crew of chicks from school. Theres some tension right now because ive dated a few of these girls previously. Its really hot and still only 4:30 ish. It was really akward and I just wanted to take this "amazing drug" everyones been talking about so I can take the edge off. So Z comes up to me and J and asks us for money, the guy with the pills has come. So we give her the money, she comes back with two tiny ass little pills. We got ripped off somehow in this deal but i wasnt really caring too much at this point. Me and J take our pills around 5 pm. The whole crew walks around for a bit and we walk into one of the areas.( theres 4 different areas, all different music in each) I've never liked techno music and things still hadnt changed. The music just annoyed me and was too loud. We went back to the outside area for a while. I laid down on the grass and started to feel something tingly, and a wierd sense of happiness coming on. Im thinking cool im gonna get fucked up finally. Then the girls start to feel it, so we all go back to one of the areas. The music is starting to sound cool. Although I have no urge to dance at this point. So we sit down and one of the girls who I dont really know announces that she wants to give me a massage. So I lay down on her vagina basically... haha. And she starts massaging me. I have to say the massages didnt meet my expectations, they feel better when im sober. But just the fact that I was having this connection with this girl and we both felt totally comfortable about what we were doing amazed me. I moved over to a different girl, C. We talked about how we were feeling drug wise. And we started massaging eachother.Next thing I know im going in for the kill and were making out. It felt amazing. The drug was kicking in more and more every minute. M told me we should go buy binkys cuz E makes you grind your teeth, so we did that. Then somehow, I got split up from everyone. This made me very depressed. Not so much because I was alone, but because in my mind they purposely did it. I felt like a loser that nobody wanted to be around. Yes... ecstasy is a very emotional drug. So finally i see J. He tells me hes not rolling. He took the same pill I did though, and i definetely was. So he buys another one. And within 30 mins. hes rolling hard. So we go to an area, and its later now and the party starting to get started. We go in and the techno sounds great. J is freaking out however. Hes going fucking nuts with the dancing. J is the last person I would ever expect to see doing this. But there it was in front of my eyes. I dance for a while. Then i tell J its wearing off and i need another pill. ( this pill we bought was obviously low quality E as many others had the same problem ). My 2nd pill kicks in and Im at the same level as J. I start dancing my ass off. Its wierd, i never dance, but on E you can feel that techno mucic in your body, it just feels so right. Then I start trying to get with some girls. I just went up to them and started dancing. Keep in mind I had my shirt off and I am in very good shape- got the abs and everything. so most girls were very excepting of this. One girl i went up to grabbed my hands and put them on her tits and told me to play with them. We then made out right in front of everybody for about 5 minutes while dancing. Ecstasy is the only drug that you can walk up to a complete stranger and get to third base with them in a matter of a minute. So I dance my ass off in the mosh pit for hours... i completely lost track of time.
(For people considering using ecstacy, I will try to explain the effects. You get this inexplainable feeling all throughout your body. A tingly feeling all over your body. It feels great. The emotional effects are the strongest I think though. You get very hot. I dont know if its really from the drug. Cuz I know if danced 3 hours straight sober i would still be hot as fuck. But E makes you even hgotter .You lose almost all your inhibitions, although its weird... its not like being completely drunk where you spill all your beans and do things you regret the next day. For example this girl i dated was there... and i could of told her all the things i felt and that i still had a thing for her, but i chose not to because i knew i would be uncomfortable about it the next day. But you really dont hold anything back. I just went up to everyone, guys and girls and hugged them and massaged them. I felt like i was on the same page with everyone. You do feel a lot of love while on E. But you still know not to walk up to one of the cops there and start hugging them. You still know theyre there to arrest you if you fuck up, so in a sense you still hate them.)
Sometime around 9 I look down and realize my cell phone has been stolen right off my belt clip. I was in complete shock. I looked around couldnt find it, this upset me greatly, more than it would have if i was sober. I walked outside and was so upset that my roll had completely gone away. I found my friend J and told him, he couldnt believe it. The way he reacted just made things worse. I saw this one hardcore raver guy and told him what happened. He said to me "man, a prize like that, for a prize like this.Its not worth it.(he pointed to an arena with 10,000 people dancing and going crazy inside) This made absolute sense to me. It actually still touches me to this day what he said to me. Because he completely turned my night around. So I bought another pill. And forgot about the phone.
Its wierd how one negative thing can ruin the high so quickly. Be careful while youre rolling that nothing bad happens.
So basically I meet back up with the girls. And i makeout with almost all of them. They all were extremely horny, putting their hands down my pants. Getting me to play with their tits etc. Its weird though because this all seems extremely acceptable when youre on E.
When the rave was winding down I was sobering up and quite sad that I was coming back to my normal state of mind. I think this is why its so common that people want to do more and more pills while on E. I went to an afterparty nightclub at 3am. Plugged a 4th pill and got little to no effects. All my steretonin was depleted. We drove back home at 8 am. I felt groggy and still rolling a bit. Me and J hung out for a while. Then I went home.
Overall I would have to say this was one of if not the best experience of my life. I would recommend E to anyone and everyone. And raves are where its at for ecstasy. I wouldnt do it anywhere else.
(HERES A PIC OF ME AND SOME OF THE CREW AT THE RAVE. IM THE GUY ON THE RIGHT WITH THE BLUE AND GREEN NECKLACE) http://server2.uploadit.org/files/jesusc-IMG_7252.jpg
