switchy85
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First time @ roll party. First time E use.
First things first, I would like to say the word that described my first time using xtacy and @ a roll party:
WOW!!!
Place: Friend of a friend's house.
Time: New Year's Eve, apprx. 11pm.
Drug: Pink Mercedes Ecstacy (sp?)
Amount: 2 pills, 30 minutes apart.
Up to this point I have only smoked weed and smoked meth, not quite sure what to expect from this wonder drug. My friend from a place I used to work at invites me to this roll party for New Year's Eve, and I accept (or course, as I am always looking for new experiences).
After a few hours of searching, we get ourselves 2 Pinks a piece, as I figure if it is not enough, I can use it then, and if it is enough, I can roll the next day, or possibly on the plane back to where I am going to school (dumb idea, prolly). We arrive at the party at about 11pm, and a few people have already popped theirs (or snorted, whichever they chose), so my friend and I decide to pop ours. I only pop one at first, since it is my first time.
As was suggested on this site, I expected nothing, I assumed the pills could quite possibly be duds. After about a half an hour, I don't feel any different, so I pop my second (after quite an experience trying top get it out of an empty marker, long story). About 5 minutes after I pop the second one, I feel it. From this moment on I have officially felt what heaven may be.
I only know one person there (my friend) and have had a class with one other person, but only for about a week. This unknown person happens to be my friend's best bud, which is cool, because they are both some of the sexiest females I have ever seen, so getting cuddly with them sounds like fun. I then learn that the unknown girl (now referred to as Emily) has been dating this guy Aaron for quite some time, so I have no chance at gettin any from both (Oh, well, my world didn't come to an end). As everyone's E starts to kick in, some more people start showin up that are already rollin like crazy (many hotties, and their respective b/fs, if they had one, except for a girl named Ashley).
Ashley is incredibally hot, and her b/f is back in Reno, NV. This is also her first time rollin, and it hits her hard and long. Her and Sara (part owner of the house, along w/ her b/f) are drop dead gorgeous, and the fact that I was rollin hard made it even more apparent.
Then they broke out the techno, glow sticks, and lotion (how I love it so).
I can't rave w/ glowsticks if my life depended on it, but I can give a professional quality massage, and I LOVE to give them, even when sober. First, Aaron calls me into the bathroom, where I find my friend and his g/f. I'm like, what the fuck? He then closes the door and says, "We know that yer kinda the odd man out, so we want to make sure you have a good time," And the girls do a strip tease for me down to their underwear. I was already in heaven. Then we went back out to the living room (they were clothed, again) and Emily started to give Aaron a back rub w/ the lotion. She then motioned me to sit behind her on the couch (they were on the floor) and asked if I knew how to give back rubs. I didn't say anything, and got some lotion and started rubbing her back. I did my most pro job to date, and she loved it. Best part: Aaron still could care less, as long as everyone is happy, but of course I'm not about to disrespect (I'm better than that). After the happy couple get up, Sara comes over and wants a massage, too. After she is fully satisfied (almost sounded orgasmic, a bit creepy.....almost.
), Ashley comes over and I start massaging her back. We talk a bit, and we get to know each other.
She is utterly beautiful, and I can't help staring into her eyes. As I rub her, she goes almost out of control ( I am REALLY liking this drug) and then I "vicks inhaler" her (Breath in vicks inhaler and blow into face). She is silent for a moment, with an "Oh my God, wow" face, and then she kisses me. 10 minutes later we are in the bedroom. It's after midnight at this point, and no one really cared about the new year either. Contrary to popular belief, I was able to do everything normal in the bedroom, only it was more incredible than can be imagined. Now, neither of us has any actual feelings for each other, and we both know that, so when we come back out it is as if it didn't happen. She still comes back for massages, but so does almost every other girl. After a few hours of rollin hella hard, I go downstairs to the garage (smoking room) and for the first time in four years I smoke a cig. I was incredibally jittery and kinda felt weird, so I smoked one to calm me down a bit. By the end of our 14 hour endevour, I will have smoked almost 1 and 1/2 a pack of cigs (all bummed off others and paid for, as in this state, 19 is the legal smoking age, I am 18 ). After a while I have made friends with almost everyone at the party (except Sara's b/f, he is kinda annoyed with me I think, but doesn't go very far with it), and I become Sheyanne's (a girl) rollin buddy. Not in the sense that we make out everywhere, but she HAS to do almost everything with me there. I know her b/f doesn't like it that much, but he is in the same boat as everyone else, and we become good friends. A few times she took me into the bathroom so I could help glitter her belly (Weird?), and by the end of her roll I had to help her in and out of the truck in the garage everyone was sitting in. My roll is startin to die...HARD, so I take a few tokes from the weed pipe, and smoke a few more cigs. When it is all said and done, I am kinda antisocial, as I have chewed my thousands of pieces of gum to the point where my jaw hurts so much that I can feel the pain in my temples. Not to mention my jaw is popping like crazy (I grind my teeth when I do drugs, especially to the beat of music, so I got a lot of gum so I wouldn't grind). Sheyanne drags me up to the upper-most inside balcony where everyone is hanging out (Half sleeping), from the couch that I was trying (and failing miserably) to sleep on. The party officailly ends at about 12 noon (That would be on the day I am writing this), and my friend and I leave at about 1pm. I have yet to sleep, and in 11 minutes will pass the 36 hour mark. I plan to do this when I get back to Phoenix about every couple of weeks, if possible, and am now a loving user of the little pill we all call E. Thank you very much Bluelight members, as your suggestions on what to do while rollin and what will get you the best roll helped me A LOT!
P.S. This may not be exactly what Trip Reports is looking for, but I had to tell SOMEONE (or a lot of people) about my first experience, as I am still a bit jittery (mostly from lack of sleep, I suppose) and had to do something with my hands (since there are no more backs to rub
).
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Edit: Ok, so I am back at home and I am in a better state than I was when I wrote the report. I will now try and explain how exactly it felt my first time.
At first it kind of felt like I was getting drunk. I felt very warm, so I took off my hoody, and as everyone else was rollin as well, there were no longer personal boundaries. For me, personally, it is kind of an uncomfotable situation when onaother guy's girl sits on my lap or sits on the couch right up close to me. I normally feel uncomfortable because I don't wanna disrespect another guy in a ny way, as I hold relationships as a very serious thing. My normal feelings lasted about 5 seconds after everyones E started to kick in.
I can remember being happy, REALLY happy, in fact. The name ecstacy is the perfect description for the drug. I instantly felt more comfortable around everyone, mostly because they were all bein really nice, and nothing really mattered anymore.
What I felt physically is going to be almost impossible to explain. Imagine everything that touches you, feeling like you have never felt anything before. All of the skin on your body feels new and free. When you feel silk, it is 1000 times smoother, skin is 1000 times softer, and menthol is a southing kiss from heaven.
I discovered that I am a giver, as I loved making everyone happy more than I craved others to make me happy. This was perfectly ok, as I learned givers are rare and in high demand. Everyone came to me for things. I was the only person who brought the Vicks inhaler, so I had a line of people waiting to be hit with it. I loved giving massages, so people would ask for them every few minutes. I was an intent listener, so everyone wanted to talk to me. It felt incredible.
When I first got to the party, and I saw everyone else, I was worried. Everyone there was really preppy and a few were talking about their Gucci gold chains. I am the exact opposite. I listen to metal, have spikey hair and uber baggy cargos, and I have a slight metal fetish (I love to wear metal like my steal watch, rings, and my spike bracelet). I am what I lovingly call a freak, as compared to the other people there. None of this mattered. Everyone was my friend while the party was goin.
The only bad thing was the crash that I narrowly "avoided". My jaw hurt so bad that I had a splitting headache, and the only thing that kept me from the feeling of death was the bud and cigs I smoked. That's another thing, E made me crave cigs like I have never felt before. Next time I roll I will have to buy myself a pack. I am still recovering, as I stayed up for 40 hrs, then slept for about 3, and then stayed up another 20 before I went to bed this morning. I am now completely out of it and feel kinda weird all over. I still have a craving for a cig, but I hate smoking, so there won't be any of that till next time.
I hope this TR helps someone who plans on using E for the first time, as it is now my party drug of choice (as long as there are women and everyone else is rollin, too, of course).
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First things first, I would like to say the word that described my first time using xtacy and @ a roll party:
WOW!!!
Place: Friend of a friend's house.
Time: New Year's Eve, apprx. 11pm.
Drug: Pink Mercedes Ecstacy (sp?)
Amount: 2 pills, 30 minutes apart.
Up to this point I have only smoked weed and smoked meth, not quite sure what to expect from this wonder drug. My friend from a place I used to work at invites me to this roll party for New Year's Eve, and I accept (or course, as I am always looking for new experiences).
After a few hours of searching, we get ourselves 2 Pinks a piece, as I figure if it is not enough, I can use it then, and if it is enough, I can roll the next day, or possibly on the plane back to where I am going to school (dumb idea, prolly). We arrive at the party at about 11pm, and a few people have already popped theirs (or snorted, whichever they chose), so my friend and I decide to pop ours. I only pop one at first, since it is my first time.
As was suggested on this site, I expected nothing, I assumed the pills could quite possibly be duds. After about a half an hour, I don't feel any different, so I pop my second (after quite an experience trying top get it out of an empty marker, long story). About 5 minutes after I pop the second one, I feel it. From this moment on I have officially felt what heaven may be.
I only know one person there (my friend) and have had a class with one other person, but only for about a week. This unknown person happens to be my friend's best bud, which is cool, because they are both some of the sexiest females I have ever seen, so getting cuddly with them sounds like fun. I then learn that the unknown girl (now referred to as Emily) has been dating this guy Aaron for quite some time, so I have no chance at gettin any from both (Oh, well, my world didn't come to an end). As everyone's E starts to kick in, some more people start showin up that are already rollin like crazy (many hotties, and their respective b/fs, if they had one, except for a girl named Ashley).
Ashley is incredibally hot, and her b/f is back in Reno, NV. This is also her first time rollin, and it hits her hard and long. Her and Sara (part owner of the house, along w/ her b/f) are drop dead gorgeous, and the fact that I was rollin hard made it even more apparent.
Then they broke out the techno, glow sticks, and lotion (how I love it so).
I can't rave w/ glowsticks if my life depended on it, but I can give a professional quality massage, and I LOVE to give them, even when sober. First, Aaron calls me into the bathroom, where I find my friend and his g/f. I'm like, what the fuck? He then closes the door and says, "We know that yer kinda the odd man out, so we want to make sure you have a good time," And the girls do a strip tease for me down to their underwear. I was already in heaven. Then we went back out to the living room (they were clothed, again) and Emily started to give Aaron a back rub w/ the lotion. She then motioned me to sit behind her on the couch (they were on the floor) and asked if I knew how to give back rubs. I didn't say anything, and got some lotion and started rubbing her back. I did my most pro job to date, and she loved it. Best part: Aaron still could care less, as long as everyone is happy, but of course I'm not about to disrespect (I'm better than that). After the happy couple get up, Sara comes over and wants a massage, too. After she is fully satisfied (almost sounded orgasmic, a bit creepy.....almost.

She is utterly beautiful, and I can't help staring into her eyes. As I rub her, she goes almost out of control ( I am REALLY liking this drug) and then I "vicks inhaler" her (Breath in vicks inhaler and blow into face). She is silent for a moment, with an "Oh my God, wow" face, and then she kisses me. 10 minutes later we are in the bedroom. It's after midnight at this point, and no one really cared about the new year either. Contrary to popular belief, I was able to do everything normal in the bedroom, only it was more incredible than can be imagined. Now, neither of us has any actual feelings for each other, and we both know that, so when we come back out it is as if it didn't happen. She still comes back for massages, but so does almost every other girl. After a few hours of rollin hella hard, I go downstairs to the garage (smoking room) and for the first time in four years I smoke a cig. I was incredibally jittery and kinda felt weird, so I smoked one to calm me down a bit. By the end of our 14 hour endevour, I will have smoked almost 1 and 1/2 a pack of cigs (all bummed off others and paid for, as in this state, 19 is the legal smoking age, I am 18 ). After a while I have made friends with almost everyone at the party (except Sara's b/f, he is kinda annoyed with me I think, but doesn't go very far with it), and I become Sheyanne's (a girl) rollin buddy. Not in the sense that we make out everywhere, but she HAS to do almost everything with me there. I know her b/f doesn't like it that much, but he is in the same boat as everyone else, and we become good friends. A few times she took me into the bathroom so I could help glitter her belly (Weird?), and by the end of her roll I had to help her in and out of the truck in the garage everyone was sitting in. My roll is startin to die...HARD, so I take a few tokes from the weed pipe, and smoke a few more cigs. When it is all said and done, I am kinda antisocial, as I have chewed my thousands of pieces of gum to the point where my jaw hurts so much that I can feel the pain in my temples. Not to mention my jaw is popping like crazy (I grind my teeth when I do drugs, especially to the beat of music, so I got a lot of gum so I wouldn't grind). Sheyanne drags me up to the upper-most inside balcony where everyone is hanging out (Half sleeping), from the couch that I was trying (and failing miserably) to sleep on. The party officailly ends at about 12 noon (That would be on the day I am writing this), and my friend and I leave at about 1pm. I have yet to sleep, and in 11 minutes will pass the 36 hour mark. I plan to do this when I get back to Phoenix about every couple of weeks, if possible, and am now a loving user of the little pill we all call E. Thank you very much Bluelight members, as your suggestions on what to do while rollin and what will get you the best roll helped me A LOT!
P.S. This may not be exactly what Trip Reports is looking for, but I had to tell SOMEONE (or a lot of people) about my first experience, as I am still a bit jittery (mostly from lack of sleep, I suppose) and had to do something with my hands (since there are no more backs to rub

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Edit: Ok, so I am back at home and I am in a better state than I was when I wrote the report. I will now try and explain how exactly it felt my first time.
At first it kind of felt like I was getting drunk. I felt very warm, so I took off my hoody, and as everyone else was rollin as well, there were no longer personal boundaries. For me, personally, it is kind of an uncomfotable situation when onaother guy's girl sits on my lap or sits on the couch right up close to me. I normally feel uncomfortable because I don't wanna disrespect another guy in a ny way, as I hold relationships as a very serious thing. My normal feelings lasted about 5 seconds after everyones E started to kick in.
I can remember being happy, REALLY happy, in fact. The name ecstacy is the perfect description for the drug. I instantly felt more comfortable around everyone, mostly because they were all bein really nice, and nothing really mattered anymore.
What I felt physically is going to be almost impossible to explain. Imagine everything that touches you, feeling like you have never felt anything before. All of the skin on your body feels new and free. When you feel silk, it is 1000 times smoother, skin is 1000 times softer, and menthol is a southing kiss from heaven.
I discovered that I am a giver, as I loved making everyone happy more than I craved others to make me happy. This was perfectly ok, as I learned givers are rare and in high demand. Everyone came to me for things. I was the only person who brought the Vicks inhaler, so I had a line of people waiting to be hit with it. I loved giving massages, so people would ask for them every few minutes. I was an intent listener, so everyone wanted to talk to me. It felt incredible.
When I first got to the party, and I saw everyone else, I was worried. Everyone there was really preppy and a few were talking about their Gucci gold chains. I am the exact opposite. I listen to metal, have spikey hair and uber baggy cargos, and I have a slight metal fetish (I love to wear metal like my steal watch, rings, and my spike bracelet). I am what I lovingly call a freak, as compared to the other people there. None of this mattered. Everyone was my friend while the party was goin.
The only bad thing was the crash that I narrowly "avoided". My jaw hurt so bad that I had a splitting headache, and the only thing that kept me from the feeling of death was the bud and cigs I smoked. That's another thing, E made me crave cigs like I have never felt before. Next time I roll I will have to buy myself a pack. I am still recovering, as I stayed up for 40 hrs, then slept for about 3, and then stayed up another 20 before I went to bed this morning. I am now completely out of it and feel kinda weird all over. I still have a craving for a cig, but I hate smoking, so there won't be any of that till next time.
I hope this TR helps someone who plans on using E for the first time, as it is now my party drug of choice (as long as there are women and everyone else is rollin, too, of course).
[Merged posts -Splatt]
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