crappybones
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Background:
17 years old, been taking MDMA since i was 14. started using recreational drugs with different phases since 14 as well.
weight 70kg +-
Substances/dose: Methylone 175mg +- 10mg
unknown amount of MDMA
unknown amount of amphetamine like substance used as an adulterant in the pill
(Part 1)
2 days previous to the trip i decide to check up on the package i am about to receive containing this newly un-experienced phenethylamine. there is much excitement to receive this due to reading the experiences of many people speaking of its similarities to MDMA. I believe this substance deserves to hold its on right, it is indeed similar; but in some way very different and its duration much shorter. I type in the tracking number on the website only to see a blank form but my eyes shift ever so slowly down the page to the words "retention at customs". I immediately call up my friend "THE CUSTOMS HAVE IT IM SO FUCKING FUCKD" only realize moments later that the boxes for the time to be filled in were empty.
ETA -3.00 hours. the mood is edgy as i have to pick up something for a friend. i eat a good meal and were all set. magnesium and my multi Vit are used as a preload. I only plan on taking the methylone and a booster dose at a chilled out pool party and sitting in the jacuzzi. A friend and I take the tiring walk to go down to a petrol kiosk to pick up the usual party supplies. a Vicks inhaler, some menthol rub and menthol candy n smokes.
ETA+0.00. me and my friend ingest our capsules and drink some diet coke. (I usually like caffeine on MDMA and hope the same goes for this). Some music is put on and people start to arrive at the party. most of the people are drinking and they get kinda noisey. I enjoy their company as the sound of people happy always fills me with joy.
Its now about 45mins after I have first dropped and im starting to feel the first residual effects and it feels alot like an MDMA come up minus the nausea. Smoking a ciggarette feels exactly identical to smokin while rolling. I look over at my friend and ask how hes going and notice hes already coming up pretty hard and is using the inhaler. Amazing, his eyes roll exactly as though he was on E. good signs of this substance working. I get a call from the girl i have a crush on and shes already on her way here. I almost feel like i blpwup and feel amazing sensations. The phone call had just increased my buzz? thats never really happened before. Music feels ever so slightly enhanced and my vision is not enhanced by much at all.
The drunk people and I have many interesting conversations, especially cause we have no met each other for ages due to exams and I just feel so good expressing my concern for everyone. I look over to the one person obviously hit really hard and he cant stop hugging people expressing his love for them. The girl arrives and we talk for abit. I find this substance to be every bit as empathogenic as MDMA. its not stimulating at all, n fact i spend most of the night sitting down listening to trance and just enjoying the music and the vibe.
Its been about 3 hours now and i feel like i am coming down. while this happens i have some amazing massages from people and i love the compliments they give n compliment them back. Its jsut such a good feeling being in touch with yourself and the people around u and its just like a warm blanket is felt all over my skin, very nice sensations esp around the arms. The redose kicks in and its time to HIT THE JACUZZI.
The warmth of the water is very nice. every trickle is felt as i step in and feel the jets rub against my back. amazing for something very underrated. YOU HAVE TO HAVE A GOOD MINDSET FOR THIS SUBSTANCE. a fellow psychonaut who ingested the same amount felt nothing at all. barely off baseline. could this be due to a depression? he does not take any medication at all but we have all noticed it. My friend tells 'the girl' and compliments her skin. how he wishes his skin was as pimple free and had as good a complexion as her. Wow, i cant believe what im hearing. Shortly after the drunk people get too drunk and this is where the mood goes down. I feel sad for a friend who has overdrank herself and cant do anything. I feel so helpless, if only there was away i could make her feel better.
'the girl' tells me its time to go cuz the party is dying down. we decide to go to another club n hit it up with some drinks. 1 vodka redbull down. 2 beers down. hmmm some free cider? wow. I havent really come down at all. there was no crash but infact i feel like im back on the methylone again after the drinks. its the same feeling in a slightly moer drowsy way. the residual effects are there. Its drowsy in a sense u feel the alcohol but its slightly stimulating? (why am i contradicting myself). That place now becomes a bore and a club playing progg house is our next place of destination. the music catches me and i cant stop myself from dropping some "methstacy" (its all i can get my hands on). We both ingest it. The comeup is felt fairly quick and it adds to the residual effects of methylone. dancing is enjoyable. These clearly are methstacy pills as they get u really amped. light jaw clenching. music is greatly enhanced. however my vision is again not. whilst dancing A familliar face is seen and he can clearly see were all rolling.
"HAND IT OVER! EVERYTHING U HAVE!" Thats what the person says, hes not even asking nicely, he wants to rob us of everything. of course we decline this 'offer'. we HAVE to leave. the vibe is getting way too uncomfortable. we tell the poeple were gonna go for a walk and eventually do a runner. Geez, what ever happened to all the kind people these days? people all get so aggro n cant just be happy with each other. While sitting off at a paki store our mate cant help but notice the police are within short distance of us. so we all sit calmly. "i gOTta GO!" one of our friends runs off. we all laugh in unison as there is no clear explanation for this. clearly the substances have a large effect in him.
the phone rings. its the guy who ran off. he actually walked 7 blocks away in fear. in this time he walks past people who all smile at him n one who even pats on the back.
--COMING SOON---
Part 2
aka the update
still crashing so writing is hard
17 years old, been taking MDMA since i was 14. started using recreational drugs with different phases since 14 as well.
weight 70kg +-
Substances/dose: Methylone 175mg +- 10mg
unknown amount of MDMA
unknown amount of amphetamine like substance used as an adulterant in the pill
(Part 1)
2 days previous to the trip i decide to check up on the package i am about to receive containing this newly un-experienced phenethylamine. there is much excitement to receive this due to reading the experiences of many people speaking of its similarities to MDMA. I believe this substance deserves to hold its on right, it is indeed similar; but in some way very different and its duration much shorter. I type in the tracking number on the website only to see a blank form but my eyes shift ever so slowly down the page to the words "retention at customs". I immediately call up my friend "THE CUSTOMS HAVE IT IM SO FUCKING FUCKD" only realize moments later that the boxes for the time to be filled in were empty.
ETA -3.00 hours. the mood is edgy as i have to pick up something for a friend. i eat a good meal and were all set. magnesium and my multi Vit are used as a preload. I only plan on taking the methylone and a booster dose at a chilled out pool party and sitting in the jacuzzi. A friend and I take the tiring walk to go down to a petrol kiosk to pick up the usual party supplies. a Vicks inhaler, some menthol rub and menthol candy n smokes.
ETA+0.00. me and my friend ingest our capsules and drink some diet coke. (I usually like caffeine on MDMA and hope the same goes for this). Some music is put on and people start to arrive at the party. most of the people are drinking and they get kinda noisey. I enjoy their company as the sound of people happy always fills me with joy.
Its now about 45mins after I have first dropped and im starting to feel the first residual effects and it feels alot like an MDMA come up minus the nausea. Smoking a ciggarette feels exactly identical to smokin while rolling. I look over at my friend and ask how hes going and notice hes already coming up pretty hard and is using the inhaler. Amazing, his eyes roll exactly as though he was on E. good signs of this substance working. I get a call from the girl i have a crush on and shes already on her way here. I almost feel like i blpwup and feel amazing sensations. The phone call had just increased my buzz? thats never really happened before. Music feels ever so slightly enhanced and my vision is not enhanced by much at all.
The drunk people and I have many interesting conversations, especially cause we have no met each other for ages due to exams and I just feel so good expressing my concern for everyone. I look over to the one person obviously hit really hard and he cant stop hugging people expressing his love for them. The girl arrives and we talk for abit. I find this substance to be every bit as empathogenic as MDMA. its not stimulating at all, n fact i spend most of the night sitting down listening to trance and just enjoying the music and the vibe.
Its been about 3 hours now and i feel like i am coming down. while this happens i have some amazing massages from people and i love the compliments they give n compliment them back. Its jsut such a good feeling being in touch with yourself and the people around u and its just like a warm blanket is felt all over my skin, very nice sensations esp around the arms. The redose kicks in and its time to HIT THE JACUZZI.
The warmth of the water is very nice. every trickle is felt as i step in and feel the jets rub against my back. amazing for something very underrated. YOU HAVE TO HAVE A GOOD MINDSET FOR THIS SUBSTANCE. a fellow psychonaut who ingested the same amount felt nothing at all. barely off baseline. could this be due to a depression? he does not take any medication at all but we have all noticed it. My friend tells 'the girl' and compliments her skin. how he wishes his skin was as pimple free and had as good a complexion as her. Wow, i cant believe what im hearing. Shortly after the drunk people get too drunk and this is where the mood goes down. I feel sad for a friend who has overdrank herself and cant do anything. I feel so helpless, if only there was away i could make her feel better.
'the girl' tells me its time to go cuz the party is dying down. we decide to go to another club n hit it up with some drinks. 1 vodka redbull down. 2 beers down. hmmm some free cider? wow. I havent really come down at all. there was no crash but infact i feel like im back on the methylone again after the drinks. its the same feeling in a slightly moer drowsy way. the residual effects are there. Its drowsy in a sense u feel the alcohol but its slightly stimulating? (why am i contradicting myself). That place now becomes a bore and a club playing progg house is our next place of destination. the music catches me and i cant stop myself from dropping some "methstacy" (its all i can get my hands on). We both ingest it. The comeup is felt fairly quick and it adds to the residual effects of methylone. dancing is enjoyable. These clearly are methstacy pills as they get u really amped. light jaw clenching. music is greatly enhanced. however my vision is again not. whilst dancing A familliar face is seen and he can clearly see were all rolling.
"HAND IT OVER! EVERYTHING U HAVE!" Thats what the person says, hes not even asking nicely, he wants to rob us of everything. of course we decline this 'offer'. we HAVE to leave. the vibe is getting way too uncomfortable. we tell the poeple were gonna go for a walk and eventually do a runner. Geez, what ever happened to all the kind people these days? people all get so aggro n cant just be happy with each other. While sitting off at a paki store our mate cant help but notice the police are within short distance of us. so we all sit calmly. "i gOTta GO!" one of our friends runs off. we all laugh in unison as there is no clear explanation for this. clearly the substances have a large effect in him.
the phone rings. its the guy who ran off. he actually walked 7 blocks away in fear. in this time he walks past people who all smile at him n one who even pats on the back.
--COMING SOON---
Part 2
aka the update
still crashing so writing is hard
