Utah_4_life
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First off, some things you should know about me. I am a 15 year old male from Utah, I weigh 150 lbs and I am 6'0 foot even.
I have experience with quite a few psychoactives including: Cannabis, MDMA, MDA, LSA, Alprazolam (Xanax), Nitrous Oxide, Nutmeg. I live in a small town and its difficult to find psychedelics. Which are my favorite class of psychoactives.
I believe that I am intelligent, I score rediculously high on all my exams. Although education through schooling isn't my greatest ambition, I do love to learn on my own. I find psychoactives to be very interesting. Especially the effects that they have on the mind. Due to this I research them frequently in my free time, I am always researching on Erowid. I hope to someday help change the worlds view on these substances and chemicals.
I like to call myself a Pschoactivist and hope that someday I can make it a profession. I have always felt like there was something different about me, most people my age are thinking of complete different things than me. I see the human species as only better than apes and I observe them as so. I can walk with my classmates and I see the relations between humans now and how they evolved from other species. I have found many things about the universe that I later found to be true. I also have multiple theorys.
Psychoactives have helped me take a different view on things. I see things about the universe that I know are true, and feel that there is something in our minds that stops us from normally seeing these things. I want to explain a experience I have had on MDMA just last week. It helped open my mind and see what a great bonding affect I have with other people.
It all started on a friday night, It was about 10:30 PM. My ride drops me off down the street where the original roll party has taken place. One my of my friends is meeting me at a sign to show me where the house is at. So he finally comes and he is quite intoxicated from alcohol. We start walking towards the house and finally arrive and I walk inside. Some of my friends are already there and they are rolling. So as you can probably guess they are all hyped up that I am there and pretty soon I have a huge group of 10 people around me squeezing my guts out.
I had paid for 8 Yellow Mitsubishis, I am able to get 2 of them and as soon as I do I pop them. They are crumbly and easy to chew, a sign that these must have a pretty good amount of MDMA in them. I would guess they had 100 mg give or take a few. I sit around in the house talking to a few of my friends, the usual. One of them tells me that he overheard the people that own the house that they are planning to rob us sometime during the night. This puts some anxiety on my shoulders as you could imagine. I have to pee so a friend shows me where the bathroom is at. A few older guys are in the room where its at and I ask them if i could use it. They were being complete assholes which really pissed me off they also wouldn't let me use the restroom.
So I decided to serve them a lesson I go outside of their house and piss all over his cars windshield. As soon as I walk back inside I notice that im seeing tracers coming off the glowsticks. yay im coming up. I sit down with a few friends of mine only to stand right back up as a huge wave of serotonin is washed through my brain. I feel amazing, time is passing by so fast! Music became so much clearer and fresh. I get up and take my shirt off but notice that it feels much better with it on. Im grabbing my hair and twisting it all around hugging my friends telling that they are the best thing in the world for me. I believe that I have the best group of friends in the world and everyone else I know has told me that they think so too.
Someone starts telling everyone to go outside because we are leaving to go to another roll party. Me rolling my balls off merilly hops outside and jumps into a car with the biggest grin on my face. We start heading down the road and I am getting the best tracers ever off the signs that are beside the road. We are all talking a lot and having a great time. about 10 minutes we arrive at the second roll party and I go and run inside. The first thing I see is a beautiful girl giving some other guy a backrub as he was laying on the ground. We are all told to go into the bedroom. We all start piling on the bed about 8 of us are on it all cuddling having a great time.
I sit next to this girl and start talking to her and right away we both notice we have so much in common and we cant stop talking. We are singing songs together that we both love. The person that owned the trailer had to tell us to shut up a lot because we wouldnt stop singing haha. I already knew that I liked this girl a lot. She was so awesome I loved just having her there to put my head on and hold on my arms. I also met this guy named Gary, he was so shy and everytime I saw him I would say "Hey look its Gary!". He would grin and laugh and it made me so happy for some reason. He had the perfect name for his personality in my opinion. Gary haha
One of the guys there told us that the cops were coming so we all booked it outside into the desert. Hopping over fences and such. I knew that this was going to be a great adventure. We start hauling ass up this hill when one of my friends face plants on the ground so hard. I was laughing my ass off. We are up in the hills and can see the cop cars at the end of the road probably trying to stop the house down. I smoke a little cannabis, I am very sensitive to cannabis. I start hallucinating all the trees pop up around me, I stand up and start walking and I look at the ground and cant see it. Patterns are covering the ground and it all turns black with patterns coming in all directions. I start tripping (literally) my friend later said that he shined a light on a flower and I stared at it for over two minutes.
After the cops leave I make it back the trailer and our schools class president is there and he is rolling. We look a lot alike and this was our first time meeting. We ended up finding out that we also have a lot in common we look like twins even our voices sound the same. He described a tattoo that he said the wanted and I thought it would have been so cool. It was such a great experience to be able to talk to him and meet him for the first time while rolling.
Everything is going fine and dandy until all of a sudden we see someone jump on the roof of the trailer. We hear a loud banging at the door and silence. Someone comes in and starts talking to the people that are in the living room. He walks back into the backroom and opens the door and sure enough its a fucking cop! He tells us all to go out into the living room. We all sit out there and say absolutly nothing as he is talking. A second cop comes in and its my law enforcement teacher. He is a dick, the first thing he does when he sees me is puts me in handcuffs and makes me go sit in his car.
Me and a few other people are sitting out in the cops car. One passed out and the other complaining to the cop that he has to pee really bad. The cop wouldn't let him. He calls my dad and all the cops are talking to us about ecstasy, which really ticked me off because he was trying to teach me things about it and I already knew everything about the chemical. I wanted to call him a fucking cunt. My dad ended up coming down to pick me up. It was 5 AM and he was on Ambien and Xanax so he was more fucked up then I was. He backed into a ditch on the way out too haha. When I got home I went directly to sleep and woke up thinking that the whole cop business was all a bad dream. But sure enough it wasnt. I didnt get in any sort of trouble which was a good thing.
Tagged by Xorkoth
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substancecode_mdma
substancecode_empathogens
explevel_experienced
exptype_positive
exptype_difficult
roacode_oral
I have experience with quite a few psychoactives including: Cannabis, MDMA, MDA, LSA, Alprazolam (Xanax), Nitrous Oxide, Nutmeg. I live in a small town and its difficult to find psychedelics. Which are my favorite class of psychoactives.
I believe that I am intelligent, I score rediculously high on all my exams. Although education through schooling isn't my greatest ambition, I do love to learn on my own. I find psychoactives to be very interesting. Especially the effects that they have on the mind. Due to this I research them frequently in my free time, I am always researching on Erowid. I hope to someday help change the worlds view on these substances and chemicals.
I like to call myself a Pschoactivist and hope that someday I can make it a profession. I have always felt like there was something different about me, most people my age are thinking of complete different things than me. I see the human species as only better than apes and I observe them as so. I can walk with my classmates and I see the relations between humans now and how they evolved from other species. I have found many things about the universe that I later found to be true. I also have multiple theorys.
Psychoactives have helped me take a different view on things. I see things about the universe that I know are true, and feel that there is something in our minds that stops us from normally seeing these things. I want to explain a experience I have had on MDMA just last week. It helped open my mind and see what a great bonding affect I have with other people.
It all started on a friday night, It was about 10:30 PM. My ride drops me off down the street where the original roll party has taken place. One my of my friends is meeting me at a sign to show me where the house is at. So he finally comes and he is quite intoxicated from alcohol. We start walking towards the house and finally arrive and I walk inside. Some of my friends are already there and they are rolling. So as you can probably guess they are all hyped up that I am there and pretty soon I have a huge group of 10 people around me squeezing my guts out.
I had paid for 8 Yellow Mitsubishis, I am able to get 2 of them and as soon as I do I pop them. They are crumbly and easy to chew, a sign that these must have a pretty good amount of MDMA in them. I would guess they had 100 mg give or take a few. I sit around in the house talking to a few of my friends, the usual. One of them tells me that he overheard the people that own the house that they are planning to rob us sometime during the night. This puts some anxiety on my shoulders as you could imagine. I have to pee so a friend shows me where the bathroom is at. A few older guys are in the room where its at and I ask them if i could use it. They were being complete assholes which really pissed me off they also wouldn't let me use the restroom.
So I decided to serve them a lesson I go outside of their house and piss all over his cars windshield. As soon as I walk back inside I notice that im seeing tracers coming off the glowsticks.
yay im coming up. I sit down with a few friends of mine only to stand right back up as a huge wave of serotonin is washed through my brain. I feel amazing, time is passing by so fast! Music became so much clearer and fresh. I get up and take my shirt off but notice that it feels much better with it on. Im grabbing my hair and twisting it all around hugging my friends telling that they are the best thing in the world for me. I believe that I have the best group of friends in the world and everyone else I know has told me that they think so too.Someone starts telling everyone to go outside because we are leaving to go to another roll party. Me rolling my balls off merilly hops outside and jumps into a car with the biggest grin on my face. We start heading down the road and I am getting the best tracers ever off the signs that are beside the road. We are all talking a lot and having a great time. about 10 minutes we arrive at the second roll party and I go and run inside. The first thing I see is a beautiful girl giving some other guy a backrub as he was laying on the ground. We are all told to go into the bedroom. We all start piling on the bed about 8 of us are on it all cuddling having a great time
.I sit next to this girl and start talking to her and right away we both notice we have so much in common and we cant stop talking. We are singing songs together that we both love. The person that owned the trailer had to tell us to shut up a lot because we wouldnt stop singing haha. I already knew that I liked this girl a lot. She was so awesome I loved just having her there to put my head on and hold on my arms. I also met this guy named Gary, he was so shy and everytime I saw him I would say "Hey look its Gary!". He would grin and laugh and it made me so happy for some reason. He had the perfect name for his personality in my opinion. Gary haha
One of the guys there told us that the cops were coming so we all booked it outside into the desert. Hopping over fences and such. I knew that this was going to be a great adventure. We start hauling ass up this hill when one of my friends face plants on the ground so hard. I was laughing my ass off. We are up in the hills and can see the cop cars at the end of the road probably trying to stop the house down. I smoke a little cannabis, I am very sensitive to cannabis. I start hallucinating all the trees pop up around me, I stand up and start walking and I look at the ground and cant see it. Patterns are covering the ground and it all turns black with patterns coming in all directions. I start tripping (literally) my friend later said that he shined a light on a flower and I stared at it for over two minutes.
After the cops leave I make it back the trailer and our schools class president is there and he is rolling. We look a lot alike and this was our first time meeting. We ended up finding out that we also have a lot in common we look like twins even our voices sound the same. He described a tattoo that he said the wanted and I thought it would have been so cool. It was such a great experience to be able to talk to him and meet him for the first time while rolling.
Everything is going fine and dandy until all of a sudden we see someone jump on the roof of the trailer. We hear a loud banging at the door and silence. Someone comes in and starts talking to the people that are in the living room. He walks back into the backroom and opens the door and sure enough its a fucking cop! He tells us all to go out into the living room. We all sit out there and say absolutly nothing as he is talking. A second cop comes in and its my law enforcement teacher. He is a dick, the first thing he does when he sees me is puts me in handcuffs and makes me go sit in his car.
Me and a few other people are sitting out in the cops car. One passed out and the other complaining to the cop that he has to pee really bad. The cop wouldn't let him. He calls my dad and all the cops are talking to us about ecstasy, which really ticked me off because he was trying to teach me things about it and I already knew everything about the chemical. I wanted to call him a fucking cunt. My dad ended up coming down to pick me up. It was 5 AM and he was on Ambien and Xanax so he was more fucked up then I was. He backed into a ditch on the way out too haha. When I got home I went directly to sleep and woke up thinking that the whole cop business was all a bad dream. But sure enough it wasnt. I didnt get in any sort of trouble which was a good thing.
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_ecstasy
substancecode_mdma
substancecode_empathogens
explevel_experienced
exptype_positive
exptype_difficult
roacode_oral
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