This was a wierd experience I had the other day.
I've done mdma roughly 15-20 times. Last year a good friend of mine decided he wanted to start dealing before he moved out of town, and he got some really good molly powder and so me and 2 buddies all went in on an ounce of it.
It was the only mdma we did all year. Good stuff for sure, 70mg was more than enough for a good roll and we'd gel-cap it up ourselves at 100-120 mg. Our method for measuring was to take 10 empty gel caps, put them on the scale and zero it, fill them up, and generally the scale would weight it out at 1 gram up to 1.3 grams so that is where the range came up.
anyway, Last september I got a great job and so i've pretty much been working 60-70 hour work weeks between that and my other job, trying to save up for college. So not much time for drugs. Until 2 nights ago.
My girlfriend was out of town, I had the mdma, me and a friend capped up 20 more caps (just eyeballed it) and each took one.
One hour later I was not feeling anything. We smoked a bowl and waited. Close to an hour and a half I was defiantly feeling high, come to think of it I was laying on the couch in total bliss thinking how comfortable it was. But it was not the magical experience I expected from mdma. Usually I feel.. almost like an explosion in my head and suddenly I am swimming in bliss. The pill goes from "buzz" to amazement in a fraction of a second. This did not work like that at all, so we took another.
about 30 minutes after dosing the second pill I started to feel a little stupid. Instead of the amazing conversation with my buddy I was struggling to find words. Suddenly my mind wandered to a conversation I had earlier with my boss asking me some simple computer questions. I had a strong realization that she was trying to set me up, for some kind of a sting operation. I vividly remember sitting in a room with my boss, and a police officer, defending myself. I knew I was innocent. I was not afraid or paranoid feeling, but it was so vivid I felt like I was there.
next thing I know I was on the couch, with my friend. he asked me to change the channel, but there was no TV in front of us. We tried numerous conversations but could not remember at all what we were talking about. All night long I went into a trance like state which involved me living out past experiences, usually extremely paranoid fantasies where instead of getting into trouble I kept my cool and worked my way out of it. Not entirely unplesant, but not what I am used to with mdma.
Has anybody had an experience like this? It is very hard to describe but both me and my buddy had similar experiences. I think we spend more time in the "dream world" then in the real one, and every fantasy I payed out in my head felt as if I was actually living the moment, and sober.
after weighing some of the caps I suspect that we took 250-300mg of mdma in a 2 hour period. Definately a higher dose than normal with little tolerance but I still cant wrap my head around this.
(and a foot note, there is no way that I was being "set up" at work, if it matters)
I've done mdma roughly 15-20 times. Last year a good friend of mine decided he wanted to start dealing before he moved out of town, and he got some really good molly powder and so me and 2 buddies all went in on an ounce of it.
It was the only mdma we did all year. Good stuff for sure, 70mg was more than enough for a good roll and we'd gel-cap it up ourselves at 100-120 mg. Our method for measuring was to take 10 empty gel caps, put them on the scale and zero it, fill them up, and generally the scale would weight it out at 1 gram up to 1.3 grams so that is where the range came up.
anyway, Last september I got a great job and so i've pretty much been working 60-70 hour work weeks between that and my other job, trying to save up for college. So not much time for drugs. Until 2 nights ago.
My girlfriend was out of town, I had the mdma, me and a friend capped up 20 more caps (just eyeballed it) and each took one.
One hour later I was not feeling anything. We smoked a bowl and waited. Close to an hour and a half I was defiantly feeling high, come to think of it I was laying on the couch in total bliss thinking how comfortable it was. But it was not the magical experience I expected from mdma. Usually I feel.. almost like an explosion in my head and suddenly I am swimming in bliss. The pill goes from "buzz" to amazement in a fraction of a second. This did not work like that at all, so we took another.
about 30 minutes after dosing the second pill I started to feel a little stupid. Instead of the amazing conversation with my buddy I was struggling to find words. Suddenly my mind wandered to a conversation I had earlier with my boss asking me some simple computer questions. I had a strong realization that she was trying to set me up, for some kind of a sting operation. I vividly remember sitting in a room with my boss, and a police officer, defending myself. I knew I was innocent. I was not afraid or paranoid feeling, but it was so vivid I felt like I was there.
next thing I know I was on the couch, with my friend. he asked me to change the channel, but there was no TV in front of us. We tried numerous conversations but could not remember at all what we were talking about. All night long I went into a trance like state which involved me living out past experiences, usually extremely paranoid fantasies where instead of getting into trouble I kept my cool and worked my way out of it. Not entirely unplesant, but not what I am used to with mdma.
Has anybody had an experience like this? It is very hard to describe but both me and my buddy had similar experiences. I think we spend more time in the "dream world" then in the real one, and every fantasy I payed out in my head felt as if I was actually living the moment, and sober.
after weighing some of the caps I suspect that we took 250-300mg of mdma in a 2 hour period. Definately a higher dose than normal with little tolerance but I still cant wrap my head around this.
(and a foot note, there is no way that I was being "set up" at work, if it matters)
