I read much about MDMA and the effects. But I can't be inside other people's heads and compare. Here's what happens for me:
15 minutes - some sensations, aware of differences/signals, nothing specific
20 minutes - slight sweating, perhaps slightly groggy feeling
25 minutes - more sweating
30 minutes - occasionally - feeling of electricity / tingling around the body
35 minutes - deeper breathing
37 minutes - wave of beauty (*) passes through my head, fairly powerful, lasting about 10 seconds, then it's gone
40 minutes - bad stomach wind otherwise generally cheerful feeling (like St. John's Wort). Occasionally some mild visuals e.g. edges, parallel lines moving
2 hours 30 minutes - drug wears off, able to burp and feel comfortable again
3 hours - go to bed
Each time I take another dose I'll get that wave again about half an hour after. With each (same size, around 150mg) dose that wave will last about twice as long - the second is 20 seconds, the third 40 seconds and so on.
Every time, only one wave. Ends abruptly. Doesn't return.
Pills, crystals. Different doses. Same thing that works on friends. I've tried perhaps 20 times. Identical every time.
I don't know whether my brain simply spots what the drug is doing and stops it, or if the sensations from the stomach override the mild psychological effect so I barely notice it.
Taking MDMA on an empty stomach is worse. At best, if I take it with food, and manage the nausea by breathing deeply so I don't puke what's in my stomach, I can reduce the discomfort a bit but I never "feel the love" for long.
I'm missing something here, aren't I. Surely. Or this drug wouldn't be anywhere near so popular.
Am I right to think that this wave returns and cycles again in most people over about two hours without any additional dose?
I'm assuming the drug just doesn't really work on me.. is there anyone who can relate to the above who managed to get MDMA to work?
15 minutes - some sensations, aware of differences/signals, nothing specific
20 minutes - slight sweating, perhaps slightly groggy feeling
25 minutes - more sweating
30 minutes - occasionally - feeling of electricity / tingling around the body
35 minutes - deeper breathing
37 minutes - wave of beauty (*) passes through my head, fairly powerful, lasting about 10 seconds, then it's gone
40 minutes - bad stomach wind otherwise generally cheerful feeling (like St. John's Wort). Occasionally some mild visuals e.g. edges, parallel lines moving
2 hours 30 minutes - drug wears off, able to burp and feel comfortable again
3 hours - go to bed
Each time I take another dose I'll get that wave again about half an hour after. With each (same size, around 150mg) dose that wave will last about twice as long - the second is 20 seconds, the third 40 seconds and so on.
Every time, only one wave. Ends abruptly. Doesn't return.
Pills, crystals. Different doses. Same thing that works on friends. I've tried perhaps 20 times. Identical every time.
I don't know whether my brain simply spots what the drug is doing and stops it, or if the sensations from the stomach override the mild psychological effect so I barely notice it.
Taking MDMA on an empty stomach is worse. At best, if I take it with food, and manage the nausea by breathing deeply so I don't puke what's in my stomach, I can reduce the discomfort a bit but I never "feel the love" for long.
I'm missing something here, aren't I. Surely. Or this drug wouldn't be anywhere near so popular.
Am I right to think that this wave returns and cycles again in most people over about two hours without any additional dose?
I'm assuming the drug just doesn't really work on me.. is there anyone who can relate to the above who managed to get MDMA to work?

