MMMMKAY?!
Ex-Bluelighter
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MDMA- Dragonflies/Ketamine(?)/Bromo(?)/Dissossiactes or delirants? Or just a MDMA OD?
Ok so exactly 101 days ago (the day I got locked up for overdosing on ex/ probation violation.) I bought two simple tan Dragonflies from someone at my school, chewed em both, felt the eurphoric rushings at the beggening then I could tell my perception was much too altered. In Law afforcment class I started seeing the cielings spin (litterally) and swoosh down. I have scarce remembermants of this day but I remember tilting around the world constantly almost falling. (and i dont think this really happened but) I kept walking into the same door with my head pounding against it while kids were laughing all around me. I then remember fading into the schoolyard my nurse saying "TJ...TJ....He's faking it....welll maybe not" That quote constantly constanly!. So i was told later that I got carried away in ambulanaces and cops. (I rarely remember the cops saying "are you ok buddy" that quote repeating and repeating.) The next day I was very little more sober. I couldn't even close to comphrend reality. I remember vividly my dad (who was gay at the moment of intoxication) and the DR said "theyll never ever undertand how were gay....our kids" BTW later I find out the DR's completly straight (same with my dad) and NOTE: theyy had the WIERDEST TILTING EYES THAT YOU CAN SHAPE/MORPH "I remember the DR saying do you like that lil buddy?? wanna see it again" Weird shit.( My mom walks in growing hair on the top of her eyes. I have wierd wierd flashbacks of that night, not quite memorbal moments but little things i can capture on and that kinda haunt me to this day. The next day I was fully fuctional. I wait in the hospital for hours then see that famirial face...the DR. He comes up and talks to me in a normal non-gay voice. I am just shocked. WTF HAD JUST HAPPENED TO ME!?!??! hey says supposedly I went into full blown seizures, pissed myself, and had to had a cathiter put in. Later my dad comes in I tell him about my weird expierence he says "You dont know how wierd it was for me to ride with you in the back of the ambulance while convulsing" He tears up "I was worried for your life". I felt bad but was in too much shock...to respond compassionatly. WTF WTF WTF was going on in my mind. Later that night my father takes me home. I smoke a ciggeratte. Try my hardest to fall asleep. Next morning I wake up to knocks "Police open up" we open. "We have a Probation Violation Warrant For Tyler J. Holder (TJ)"
I go without a fight this time.
Thanks for reading. Any info? Any insight? Was this really just an MDMA overdose even though it was 2 pills only?
Ok so exactly 101 days ago (the day I got locked up for overdosing on ex/ probation violation.) I bought two simple tan Dragonflies from someone at my school, chewed em both, felt the eurphoric rushings at the beggening then I could tell my perception was much too altered. In Law afforcment class I started seeing the cielings spin (litterally) and swoosh down. I have scarce remembermants of this day but I remember tilting around the world constantly almost falling. (and i dont think this really happened but) I kept walking into the same door with my head pounding against it while kids were laughing all around me. I then remember fading into the schoolyard my nurse saying "TJ...TJ....He's faking it....welll maybe not" That quote constantly constanly!. So i was told later that I got carried away in ambulanaces and cops. (I rarely remember the cops saying "are you ok buddy" that quote repeating and repeating.) The next day I was very little more sober. I couldn't even close to comphrend reality. I remember vividly my dad (who was gay at the moment of intoxication) and the DR said "theyll never ever undertand how were gay....our kids" BTW later I find out the DR's completly straight (same with my dad) and NOTE: theyy had the WIERDEST TILTING EYES THAT YOU CAN SHAPE/MORPH "I remember the DR saying do you like that lil buddy?? wanna see it again" Weird shit.( My mom walks in growing hair on the top of her eyes. I have wierd wierd flashbacks of that night, not quite memorbal moments but little things i can capture on and that kinda haunt me to this day. The next day I was fully fuctional. I wait in the hospital for hours then see that famirial face...the DR. He comes up and talks to me in a normal non-gay voice. I am just shocked. WTF HAD JUST HAPPENED TO ME!?!??! hey says supposedly I went into full blown seizures, pissed myself, and had to had a cathiter put in. Later my dad comes in I tell him about my weird expierence he says "You dont know how wierd it was for me to ride with you in the back of the ambulance while convulsing" He tears up "I was worried for your life". I felt bad but was in too much shock...to respond compassionatly. WTF WTF WTF was going on in my mind. Later that night my father takes me home. I smoke a ciggeratte. Try my hardest to fall asleep. Next morning I wake up to knocks "Police open up" we open. "We have a Probation Violation Warrant For Tyler J. Holder (TJ)"
I go without a fight this time.
Thanks for reading. Any info? Any insight? Was this really just an MDMA overdose even though it was 2 pills only?
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