Hello LauraWMD
Thanks for your post.
If possible please dont use SWIM on here its confusing, you dont gain anything by using it, we dont use it on BL.
Would swim's tolerance have built up enough by then for her to feel the effects again?
4 months away > Depends on too many factors to answer this. Your age, your drug history, your genetics, your state of health etc etc.
What I can say is you unfortunately have abused Ecstasy and the loss of love replaced now by a speedy feeling is not a good sign.
You desperately need to stop taking drugs for now and take a long break.
Hacking into a load of Mephedrone is not the solution. I realise that this may sound like some know all anti drug preacher but the symptoms you describe are classic illustrating some brain repair and body rest is needed.
You can achieve this repair by healthy diet, exercise, no drugs.
Also consider some good suppliments such as Omega 3, Piracetam, Lithium. With any suppliments I advise you to do your own research first. These ones are just my personal opinion. There are many additional suggestions here on Bluelight.
If you can no smoking, no drinking, no caffeine, no sugar.
and if she starts doing mephedrone once per month, would SWIM'S tolerance from mdma of effected it and will SWIM doing mephedrone effect her tolerance from doing mdma on new years?
Mephedrone is very structuraly and chemically similiar to MDMA. In many ways shares many similarities including its effects on the Neurotransmitters and the rest of the body.
I honestly dont know how it would effect your tollerance to MDMA. I suspect as it is so similiar to MDMA you may find your tollerance to Mephedrone has also built up.
In a sense this is irrelevant. If you continue taking drugs in this way you may well be faced with really bad psychological issues in your 30s and beyond.
Please if you can take a long healthy break and maybe try some MDMA in 4 months and see how you get on.
For future please only take MDMA in 3 month intervals. Keep the dose down to approx 150mG and dont redose on consequitive days. If you follow this pattern it is general agreement on Bluelight that this will reduce you causing harm to yourself.
Please dont underestimate how neurotoxic MDMA can be. Government hype aside this drug will fuck you up on a long term basis if you continue to abuse it in this way.
I hope this helps you out.
Futura
