I have been doing MDMA occasionally at a club and every time I have felt great, danced heaps and loved everyone, but I have had total control of myself and nothing unusual would happen. Last Friday instead of the normal tablet I had a capsule and it was brown looking. Sitting in a booth I then got very dizzy and everything was dream like and my eyes were jiggling loads, I was talking a lot and kept forgetting things, I was apparently talking very loud, I didn't understand much of what was happening, I saw shapes and colours, I think my eyes sometimes rolled back and I couldn't move much! I was leaning on a guy friends back and I stayed like that for a very long time. When the booth was shut down I went and danced for hours and I felt great, I just talked heaps to people I didn't even know, sometimes I saw shapes when I closed my eyes which I loved but I didn't feel how I was when I was in the booth, and it still wasn't like all the other times I have tried it. When I got up it still felt very intense. Overall I really liked it (even how I felt in the booth) apart from the gurning which hasn't happened before and I had no idea I was doing it, but I'm assuming I did because my check are totally ripped apart and hurt a lot (Any suggestions to help the gurning next time? I was chewing gum and ice). Did I maybe have too much, I had too little the other times, was it because I was sitting down or is this all just normal on MDMA? Thanks.
