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mdma+pot - inexperienced - strange things happening
This was about two months ago. One of my friends, (referred as S) has a beautiful house in a nearby city. Me and my other friend K, got a load of MDMAs and pot and left for S's place.
We were all excited about the one week holiday we are gonna have. Me and K have tried MDMA before and we were both regular pot smokers.
S has a very strange history of drugs. Before we knew him, he was smoked something which i believe was acid (But i dunno if acid can be smoken) and he had a real bad trip.
Anyway that was ten years ago.
After we were friends, K and I almost begged him to smoke pot. At first he was scared and anxious but later he become one of that "give me more" type of guys.
Anyway, we were at his place by midnight, all tired. We decided we didnt have much time to lose and decided to drop mdmas.
I guess each of us, took 3 pills during the night. Which were white smileys and pink hearts. We walked by the sea talking all night until the sunrise.
When the sun rose, we decided to go the house, smoke some pot and sleep.
We sat at the balcony which has a great view. Smoked a little. Than a strange feeling started to creep in me. Like it was a dream. Like i wasn't there. In retrospect, i remember it happens everytime when i smoke pot after mdma.
I looked at S. He was looking terrified. He suddenly stood up and said:
"This is it. Again. Again.
The same shit is happening again."
We both understood that he was having some kind of a flashback of his old bad trip.
After that began the three hours of terror, fear and panic. We were caught off-guard.
I am inexperienced in psychedelics but thanks to online communities, i almost read every report and information about them, because they were just interesting.
People's reports saved our asses that day.
S wasnt connected to reality. For once he believed he was dead. Later he thought he had multiple personalities.
Sometimes he believed i was a football player practicing in his living room. Then a belly dancer. He was in such a trip that he could see me as a motorcycle if i just farted...
I tried to make him remember that this was because of a drug (Was it? mdma and pot?)
When i told him that we had drugs thats why he feels that way, he was relieved for about three seconds and he was again lost in his thoughts.
Then we remembered music. Music. Cure for all kind of trips. Even when you'r not on something. We gave him music. And he was gone. He was lost in music.
He came to the baseline listening to music.
Later on we searched on the internet about white smileys, because they were a little trippy
on me and K too.
But we never found a reasonable explanation.
I dunno what this is.
But this is something that happened.
Any comments appreciated.
Thanks for reading...
This was about two months ago. One of my friends, (referred as S) has a beautiful house in a nearby city. Me and my other friend K, got a load of MDMAs and pot and left for S's place.
We were all excited about the one week holiday we are gonna have. Me and K have tried MDMA before and we were both regular pot smokers.
S has a very strange history of drugs. Before we knew him, he was smoked something which i believe was acid (But i dunno if acid can be smoken) and he had a real bad trip.
Anyway that was ten years ago.
After we were friends, K and I almost begged him to smoke pot. At first he was scared and anxious but later he become one of that "give me more" type of guys.
Anyway, we were at his place by midnight, all tired. We decided we didnt have much time to lose and decided to drop mdmas.
I guess each of us, took 3 pills during the night. Which were white smileys and pink hearts. We walked by the sea talking all night until the sunrise.
When the sun rose, we decided to go the house, smoke some pot and sleep.
We sat at the balcony which has a great view. Smoked a little. Than a strange feeling started to creep in me. Like it was a dream. Like i wasn't there. In retrospect, i remember it happens everytime when i smoke pot after mdma.
I looked at S. He was looking terrified. He suddenly stood up and said:
"This is it. Again. Again.
The same shit is happening again."
We both understood that he was having some kind of a flashback of his old bad trip.
After that began the three hours of terror, fear and panic. We were caught off-guard.
I am inexperienced in psychedelics but thanks to online communities, i almost read every report and information about them, because they were just interesting.
People's reports saved our asses that day.
S wasnt connected to reality. For once he believed he was dead. Later he thought he had multiple personalities.
Sometimes he believed i was a football player practicing in his living room. Then a belly dancer. He was in such a trip that he could see me as a motorcycle if i just farted...
I tried to make him remember that this was because of a drug (Was it? mdma and pot?)
When i told him that we had drugs thats why he feels that way, he was relieved for about three seconds and he was again lost in his thoughts.
Then we remembered music. Music. Cure for all kind of trips. Even when you'r not on something. We gave him music. And he was gone. He was lost in music.
He came to the baseline listening to music.
Later on we searched on the internet about white smileys, because they were a little trippy
on me and K too.
But we never found a reasonable explanation.
I dunno what this is.
But this is something that happened.
Any comments appreciated.
Thanks for reading...
: hopefully somebody else could help you more than i can
