MDMA - brief periods of anxiousness two weeks later after use.

[rich2013]

Ok, so to cut a VERY long story short I did MDMA for the first time over two weeks ago (16 days to be precise) on a friday night. Anyway the first 3 days following the use were HELL, then the week after I started to feel myself again, with periods of depression and not feeling myself. I realised I've basically ran my serotonin levels out which has caused this, seeing as I drank a lot of alcohol at the time I did it. I didn't do much MDMA (a 'bomb' and a small line estimated at 0.2g-0.3g in total).

Last tuesday I started taking Neurozan plus to help with recovery and I have to say I feel completely better 95% of the time now but now and again (e.g now) I feel a little anxious, almost unnoticeable and slightly confused, only VERY slightly, but it's enough to keep reminding myself something isn't right.

ANYWAY, what I want to know is what could be causing these slight spells of weirdness? I've also found masturbation makes me feel kinda shitty straight after I orgasm (sorry for too much information) but this never used to be the case before I took MDMA. Is the Neurozan Plus with 5htp or masturbation making me feel worse?

For anyone wondering, my diet is spot on at the moment and I'm hitting the gym again, both have helped AMAZINGLY.

Check my previous posts for the full story, I've kinda 'documented' everything there.

Thanks

 

[futura2012]

ANYWAY, what I want to know is what could be causing these slight spells of weirdness?

I would say its a sign your very far down the road to recovery but not quite there yet. I have heard people describing days that are more normal than others then eventually the good days out weigh the bad days then eventually there are no bad days.

I would try not to analyise it too much the main point you ARE getting better

Is the Neurozan Plus with 5htp or masturbation making me feel worse?

The masterbation is a mild form of neurotransmitter interference so this might be the possible cause. It could also be hormine related. Very difficult to 100% pinpoint.

I doubt the 5HTP in the Neurozan is having much influence on your problems. The body is good at regulating serotonin so even if you take more 5HTP than is required or can be utilised the kidneys break it down and its quickly pissed away.

Overall everything you are doing and experiencing sounds very positive so very happy to hear this. Sounds like full recovery is a stones throw away.

 

[rich2013]

I would say its a sign your very far down the road to recovery but not quite there yet. I have heard people describing days that are more normal than others then eventually the good days out weigh the bad days then eventually there are no bad days.

I would try not to analyise it too much the main point you ARE getting better



The masterbation is a mild form of neurotransmitter interference so this might be the possible cause. It could also be hormine related. Very difficult to 100% pinpoint.

I doubt the 5HTP in the Neurozan is having much influence on your problems. The body is good at regulating serotonin so even if you take more 5HTP than is required or can be utilised the kidneys break it down and its quickly pissed away.

Overall everything you are doing and experiencing sounds very positive so very happy to hear this. Sounds like full recovery is a stones throw away.

Wow, you're a good person furura12! I've seen some other posts from you on this forum and it sounds like you really know your stuff. Thanks for the help, reassurance is truly blissful.

 

[futura2012]

Wow, you're a good person furura12! I've seen some other posts from you on this forum and it sounds like you really know your stuff. Thanks for the help, reassurance is truly blissful.

Thanks for the positive words.

Well im stuck in my room 24/7 as I have bad agoraphobia so most of my time is spent reading and posting at least my brain is remembering something LOL.