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FirstTimeLongTime

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I have only ever taken M 1 time prior to this experience, it was alright but I may have under-dosed and I was drunk so I didn't get the full effect. also this was months before.

Experience.
About 2 months ago I dropped 110mg of Molly, I am a 6'2" guy 130 lbs (58Kg), the Molly was taken in 1 dose. I was at a rave with a friend and aside from the average anxiety of waiting for the come up I was really excited and feeling good about my night, about 45 minutes after I dropped I felt the come up with a moderate amount of anxiety. That moderate amount of anxiety got worse and worse until about an hour later I was so scared I didn't know what to do, I walked around the event, seeing how many paramedics were at the event seemed to clear my mind, I know had anything gone wrong someone would see the collapsed guy and get help lol. I spent 5 hours alternating between walking around the event and sitting in the beer tent rubbing my leg rocking back and fourth. for a month after the event even thinking about how I felt that night would give me an anxiety attack, I couldn't even listen to edm without feeling like my heart rate rise.

Question.
If during the height of my anxiety/bad high that night I took 1mg of xanax would that have killed the high and the anxiety with it?
If not would it be safe to take 3mg of xanax and just sleep off a bad high if it were to happen the next time I roll?
Essentially I guess the question is, can I use xanax as kind of a kill switch to an MDMA high?
 
you can take xanax anytime durring or after a roll. if you take it during it will kill the effects of MDMA pretty quick. alot of people take it after to help with sleeping.

benzos are an "abort mission" for many drugs and MDMA is one of them.
 
Awesome, thanks Matt given that it was just anxiety I think just knowing I have a backup plan available will really make the feelings of anxiety subside, but just as reference would 1mg xanax do the trick or should I take more to completely kill the roll? I have only ever taken xanax before once and it was to kill a non drug related anxiety attack so I have no benzo tolerance but I can get as much as needed.
 
I didn't test it personally but 3 of my friends were fine on it that same night, I got it from a close friend, and everyone (mutual friends of mine and the dealer) I know said he has good stuff. It felt like anxiety, just far worse than any normal anxiety attack I've ever experienced.
 
Actually just having done a little more research on pipes, this is a serious possibility, though my friends were fine they roll way more often than me and maybe wouldn't be so sensitive to the substitution. The anxiety/bad high did seem to come in waves as people seem to say happens on pipes. is there any other tell tale differences to note between an MDMA high and a PIPE high? Thanks for the insight Kush
 
Be it your second time this is interesting to read.

My analysis from my perspective:

Your molly could have been bunk (sure your friends might have rolled but your friends do not account for individuality) or your mind was not in the right place, from my experience I find that channeling your positive energy to your roll can alleviate some of the anxiety. If you have anxiety issues that should be more of a reason to test your pills, as that will give you the priceless peace of mind when taking your pills. If you have serious anxiety issues, consider and apply alternative methods(not drugs) of curbing your anxiety before trying mdma again, give it a year( I'M NO DOCTOR IF YOU NEED PRESCRIPTIONS TAKE YOUR PRESCRIPTION AS NEEDED). Also pre-loading on vitamins and 5-htp weeks before you dose will clean up your roll and make it feel a lot more genuine. Hope this helps, good luck to you.
 
FirstTimeLongTime said:
I didn't test it personally but 3 of my friends were fine on it that same night, I got it from a close friend, and everyone (mutual friends of mine and the dealer) I know said he has good stuff. It felt like anxiety, just far worse than any normal anxiety attack I've ever experienced.
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This is a very familiar story, and by no means a good indication of what substance you took. Just because they're your friends, trusted, reputable etc etc, does not mean you have MDMA. Then again, I can relate to MDMA-induced come up anxiety and I can see how it could destroy your roll. Indeed, this happened to me once at a festival. I felt euphoria and good vibes but was intermittent with waves of anxiety due to a bad comeup and a poor setting. I can certainly see how just sitting down and fighting against the feelings can cause a bad roll. The trick is to just 'roll' with it (yeah pun intended), and before you know it you're feeling amazing and enjoying yourself. I always make sure my friends are around for the comeup and that i'm pre-occupied dancing. Then once i'm up, I usually go off chatting to strangers with not a care in the world.
 
Thanks everyone for the input. I think you are right that testing my M would give me that extra peace of mind, also with having a benzo as an abort mission I am confident my next roll will be a happy one. JWills you are probably right as well, I was fighting the anxiety so hard like as if it were actually life or death, I should have just let it take over. It was weird though because I felt safe with all the paramedics around but still wasn't able to just really let go. just thinking back to that night even now gives me a little anxiety so I really don't think I'm in the right state of mind to roll again for awhile but I will start taking some 5-htp and keep you all posted, Thanks again for the insight guys
 
Perhaps it's a feeling you just don't enjoy. Some people don't enjoy being overly stimulated and energetic and that's exactly how good E will make you feel. If that's not the case, maybe you were in a situation you didn't want to be in to begin with. I think you gave it too much thought the whole way through, instead of just taking it and enjoying yourself, friends, and the music. Testing it first won't hurt.
 
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