myself having been givin this diagnosis also, imo adding to the chemical mix in your brain is the last thing you want to do even by taking prescribed medications, you aren't looking for a lecture and i realize that as im not lecturing you im pointing out that perhaps you would benefit from the most moderate medication on that list, seroquel. If i can emphasize any of this to you dont take clozapine, thorazine, haldol etc the side effects aren't worth the benefits, imo anyways, but regardless the consumption of any methyl group is a great way to fuck up your brain even more and have to take even more medication, perhaps consider your future, as that 6 hour buzz you might get if you stop your crazy meds for a week or so before might be worth it but not in the long term, this logic is myopic, and is a fruitless pursuit my friend m is most likely gona rock ur socks take u high and manic, exasperating the following inevitable depression, in repetition.
MY ANSWER TO YOU IS THIS: IF YOU WANA DO DOPE THATS YOUR PROBLEM, IF YOU WANT TO GET YOUR LIFE TOGETHER THAN DONT DO DOPE, AND MAYBE IF YOU DONT DO DOPE U WONT NEED TO TAKE MEDS, MAYBE. BUT IF YOU TAKE ANYTHING FROM THIS, REALIZE THAT WITHOUT E IN YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD BENEFIT MORE THAN YOU WOULD BY DOING IT, SURE IT FEELS GOOD FOR 6 HOURS BUT WHAT ABOUT YOUR BODY, IT MAY BE TRYING TO TELL YOU SOMETHING WITH THE DEPRESSION AND THE HYPOMANIA, AND MANIA, AND I DONT KNOW WHAT U EXPERIENCE BUT WHAT EVER YOU DO, KEEP UR HEAD UP AND TRY TO MAKE GOOD CHOICES, AND CONSIDER SEROQUEL, LAMICTAL IS OK CONSIDER DIVALPROEX AND AVOID ADDING TO THE CHEMICAL MIX, AT ALL COSTS AVOID THE MDXX