gingervitus
Bluelighter
My friend has been giving my his 60mg Vyvanse (lisdextroamfetamine; prodrug of dextroamp) almost every school day since last spring (so nothing during summer) and I have a pretty solid tolerance to it now. If I take it at 6am, I feel the peak wear off between 9am and 11am and get more solemn until about 5pm where I hit rock-bottom of the crash for an hour or so but by 6pm or 7pm the crash is mostly over. If I don't eat while I'm on it I get really lethargic and uncomfortable and I just loss the whole momentum of the speed. Eating brings me back up and caffeine is the secret to prolonging the usual crash sequence (mountain dew in the morning, one at lunch, coffee at home). But I hadn't taken Vyvanse in two weeks until this Wednesday since my friend got suspended; I took it Wed, Thur, and Friday this week and then last night this happens...
I've been trying to get my hands on molly for almost a year and last night we hit the gold mine. My friends storm in the front door eyes zonked out with caps and I was so excited; Vyvanse gave me so much passion and excitement I couldn't imagine what MDMA would be like. But when everyone else was rolling deep, I just sat there and felt like I was crashing on Vyvanse when it's at its worst. There was no speedyness to it, there was obvious time dilation and my pupils were HUGE but I only felt like shit. It's the feeling where you're not overpowered and lamped like on psychedelics but I was just too lazy, I could've talked, I just didn't want to use the energy it required. It kept my heart racing though, enough to make it almost impossible to get to sleep. During the time everyone was rolling I had a terrible head ache and when people sobered up, it left. I'm just now coming off the full comedown (yeah I had a comedown and I never even went up). That night I ended up just getting high and doing a bunch of those Vic-Inhalers things (levoamphetamine) while smoking menthols which gets you insanely light headed. Everyone else was going crazy, one of my best friends was up all night writing songs absolutely infatuated with this drug which I've tried so damn hard to get for months and never have actually gotten. And it turns out my body isn't going to be affected by it.
My hypothesis is that it was useless because the Vyvanse has effected my dopamine system somehow. Since nicotine acts along the same system it should be mentioned I smoke. I had to theories which I was wondering if anyone had input on or their own.
Does anyone have any input? New ideas? How to go about trying to roll next time?
I've been considering cutting down on Vyvanse lately, it's just hard to say "no" when someone hands them to me for free. I'm thinking I might just need to stick to true psychedelics; acid was amazing at an electronic concert anyway.
I've been trying to get my hands on molly for almost a year and last night we hit the gold mine. My friends storm in the front door eyes zonked out with caps and I was so excited; Vyvanse gave me so much passion and excitement I couldn't imagine what MDMA would be like. But when everyone else was rolling deep, I just sat there and felt like I was crashing on Vyvanse when it's at its worst. There was no speedyness to it, there was obvious time dilation and my pupils were HUGE but I only felt like shit. It's the feeling where you're not overpowered and lamped like on psychedelics but I was just too lazy, I could've talked, I just didn't want to use the energy it required. It kept my heart racing though, enough to make it almost impossible to get to sleep. During the time everyone was rolling I had a terrible head ache and when people sobered up, it left. I'm just now coming off the full comedown (yeah I had a comedown and I never even went up). That night I ended up just getting high and doing a bunch of those Vic-Inhalers things (levoamphetamine) while smoking menthols which gets you insanely light headed. Everyone else was going crazy, one of my best friends was up all night writing songs absolutely infatuated with this drug which I've tried so damn hard to get for months and never have actually gotten. And it turns out my body isn't going to be affected by it.
My hypothesis is that it was useless because the Vyvanse has effected my dopamine system somehow. Since nicotine acts along the same system it should be mentioned I smoke. I had to theories which I was wondering if anyone had input on or their own.
- Using Vyvanse this week, 3 days straight with no recovery day before trying to roll left my dopamine levels low and my brain wasn't eager to release more dopamine, thus I only had the seritogenic effects (time dilation, pupil dilation, etc. -- although no one got slight visuals). Possibly the nicotine and Vics Inhalers fucked with dopamine too?
- Amphetamine tolerance didn't depelete my dopamine levels but just made it so I would have needed a much bigger dose of MDMA than everyone else. I've noticed taking doses that are too small for me of Vyvanse and Concerta (ADHD pill but not amp) made me pass out.
Does anyone have any input? New ideas? How to go about trying to roll next time?
I've been considering cutting down on Vyvanse lately, it's just hard to say "no" when someone hands them to me for free. I'm thinking I might just need to stick to true psychedelics; acid was amazing at an electronic concert anyway.
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