whoaremeyo
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Nov 7, 2010
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So, let me bgin by saying i've got absolutely no reason to think I've got a heart problem. For almost a year I was a hypochondriac. I lived a compeltely anxiety filled life and thought I was dieing all the time. This was after some HUGE (dangeous) dose adderall binges and some dangerous mephedrone binges (5g in 1 night; done on 3 seperate occasions, i combined mephedrone, methylone, and butylone). After this i thought i had a heart problem. I had a echocardiogram of my heart about 6 months ago (which was like 3 or 4 months after those binges) and all was fine. I've had full CBC's and everything is fine.
Sometimes if I drink caffiene my body twitches hard core (especially if i combine that with pot) and i havn't taken any other stimulants. My BP sometimes is a little high 130/85, but usually its pretty good. I am 18.
Anyway, a year later, a year of no drugs and I'm finally getting out of that trap of thinking im dieing. I'm thinking of taking some MDMA to help end it off, you know? Do you think this is advisable? What tests could I go get at the doctor to MAKE sure theres no underlaying heart problem?
If I did this I would probably take 1-2mg of a benzo beforehand.
Sometimes if I drink caffiene my body twitches hard core (especially if i combine that with pot) and i havn't taken any other stimulants. My BP sometimes is a little high 130/85, but usually its pretty good. I am 18.
Anyway, a year later, a year of no drugs and I'm finally getting out of that trap of thinking im dieing. I'm thinking of taking some MDMA to help end it off, you know? Do you think this is advisable? What tests could I go get at the doctor to MAKE sure theres no underlaying heart problem?
If I did this I would probably take 1-2mg of a benzo beforehand.

