Trigger Warning MDMA alone ?

[Esperighanto]

For what it's worth I remember getting the MDMA tablets from Texas State University in 1984-85 until it became illegal. Of course I had a few friends that did MDMA, I shared it with people. But most of those times I took it I was in my bedroom alone, incense burning and listening to music. I think taking MDMA alone is as valuable as taking it with other people.

How would you compare the regularity of older pressies to modern ones? I've been around two clandestine pressing ops in my life and both were run like absolute dogshit by people who did not care about quality whatsoever. Lowkey disgraceful shit imo. You mentioned using these in 1984, I was -15 years old at that time hahaha, so I know very little about the drug scene from that period of time.

 

[JackARoe]

How would you compare the regularity of older pressies to modern ones?

At that time MDMA was being made and used by Texas University for psychiatry and other tests. But what my friend who brought them to me said was a lot of therapists felt turning a blind eye releasing to the public could only help. (some probably made money too) Shortly after we hear of just walking into a bar in Texas and asking for some. Anyone in Texas a that time should remember. It was a nice time, tablets were 120 mgs standard. White tablets and some with red speckles. Now I admit AFTER 1985 I only took MDMA 3 times. In 1997 I got some sassafras powder it was called. It was genuine. In 2002 I got two mercedes table. I took both and that was about 120 mgs of MDMA but genuine. (60 mgs tablets? Why bother? ) In 2008 a the Gathering of the Vibes my tent neighbor had all kinds of stuff and MDMA tablets. That was my last time. I estimate it too have been 90 mgs of MDMA in the tablet but again genuine. Not enough but for a light roll. I took that during they day and took acid that nigh. (a candy flip?) and it was wonderful). In the early days I like 120-180 mgs. The "eve" tablets as they were called, MDME, were a little smaller and cream colored. So for a while the slang was called Adam (MDMA) and Eve (MDME).

I don't have any claim to fames, but since I was too young for when LSD was legal at least I got in on the early MDMA release. I intend to do MDMA a few more times before I die. I did get some gifted in 2022 but were meth tablets. (glad I tested, I would have been totally bummed, so I have some meth tablets sitting somewhere. lol gathering dust as I am not a meth guy) But I really would make sure I had quality before indulging the first time since 2008. The way procrastinate who knows when that will be. But I am so out of the loop on todays availability. For now.

 

[Innerpeace]

I would say if you don't have a girlfriend to get hedonistic with, and if you have access to, go to a massage place, and if possible pay for a happy ending.

 

[Esperighanto]

I would say if you don't have a girlfriend to get hedonistic with, and if you have access to, go to a massage place, and if possible pay for a happy ending.

It's mind blowing to me that some people only view MDMA as a sex drug, many of my best times with it were sitting on a public park bench alone in a dense city, internalizing the feelings of oneness psychedelics so often deliver in unnecessarily cryptic fashions.

 

[Rectify]

Go to a bar and strike up a conversation with someone having an alcoholic drink.

I like Coke & bourbon.

XTC is gr8 4 deep conversations!@

 

[Innerpeace]

It's mind blowing to me that some people only view MDMA as a sex drug, many of my best times with it were sitting on a public park bench alone in a dense city, internalizing the feelings of oneness psychedelics so often deliver in unnecessarily cryptic fashions.

My first thirty rolls were with males, and some females, and more males .

The next fifteen were with a girlfriend. Then a few again out with a friend club in, meeting woman, going home empty handed.

When I experience heightened touch sensations whether on , or coming down off mdma it seems to do something special to my soul. It depends on the woman as well. Ymmv

 

[Innerpeace]

Go to a bar and strike up a conversation with someone having an alcoholic drink.

I like Coke & bourbon.

XTC is gr8 4 deep conversations!@

I'd rather go to a gym then a bar. Not a fan of alcohol. I've dated an alcoholic . A lot distractions in clubs. Used to work security twenty years ago. The drunk ones would invite me over after I got off. I have stories .

If I had the money I'd rather pay and be done. Most girls in bars and clubs are not quality, and exchanging numbers afterwards and following up can be a headache. I guess y'all could somehow silently agree to not see one another.

I'm looking for quality, substance and I've had a lot of fun in bars and clubs. I guess I just don't dig it as much anymore and skeptical of those places, after having been there and done that a lot.