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*I* first did Molly in October of 2012. Fast forward almost six months and his life feels like a total blur for about that time, and *I* does not remember large chunks of time. *I* have never tested what he picked up, although he has had a few frequent suppliers, but only one at a time. *I* feels that he can no longer have fun without it, and he is very apathetic and depressed, and broke, but he is still doing "Molly" every weekend, and is developing very strong cravings for this drug.

The thing is, he doesn't crave the social aspects, He crave the rush and extreme energy. A usual dose for him would be about a gram. In the past two weeks, He has eaten at least 6.5 grams. He fiends for it, and gets very depressed when He cannot find it. It had been about 6 months now and *I* says he has probably used it every weekend except for a five week break which ended in January and he used even more after that.

*I* will do the drug until he is so tired he doesn't even feel stimulant effects, but will still dose in desperate hope. One thing that really scares him is that he has an ever-increasing fascination with drugs, especially uppers, and will binge on cocaine when he can't find Molly.

*I* wants to know if there is a possibility he developed something to do with the cut, but he can't sleep anymore, everyone around him is worried about him, and he feels terrible without it.

*I* wants to add that 1 gram is a usual dose, but he will take that anywhere from 3-5 days a week lately as it's gotten much worse
 
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Dogs don't eat grams of "Molly" for weeks on end.


You are taking drugs at a rate that can only be called addiction, using serotonin releases at this rate will lead to serious consequences later if you keep this up. You need help. Using grams levels of MDMA, although I think it is MUCH more likely that you are taking cathinone stimulants (AKA, bath salts) will lead to very extreme health issues later.


You have already done an extraordinary amount of damage to yourself already, get help now before you take your life as well.
 
Folley said:
Dogs don't eat grams of "Molly" for weeks on end.


You are taking drugs at a rate that can only be called addiction, using serotonin releases at this rate will lead to serious consequences later if you keep this up. You need help. Using grams levels of MDMA, although I think it is MUCH more likely that you are taking cathinone stimulants (AKA, bath salts) will lead to very extreme health issues later.

You have already done an extraordinary amount of damage to yourself already, get help now before you take your life as well.
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Sound advice! Please get help before it's too late
 
Honestly. Wish it was. I always read that there is no possible addiction to MDMA which is why I was very hesitant to post this here. I promise you I'm not trolling, just need a little advice and help. My life has been on a steady decline for a while now.
 
Oh hell no, I am an "ecstasy" addict myself. It's VERY possible.. just hard to sustain. You get to a point like you mention, where no matter how much you take you simply can't get good effects.


You really need to stop now dude, while you can still save yourself.
 
I appreciate it thanks for the help. I haven't touched it in 5 days now, but I just feel so damn weird, panicky, jittery, even slight hallucinations. I feel like I'm on autopilot with no hope or happiness in my life right now, but I'm hoping it will pass. It has to. I'm completely broke and over $1000 in debt currently because of my problem. I want to get better I was hoping someone would have some tricks for me or something, so I can be more focused on my goal. My goal at this point is to just be happy without MDMA.
 
I want to get better I was hoping someone would have some tricks for me or something, so I can be more focused on my goal. My goal at this point is to just be happy without MDMA.
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i am sorry to say there are no tricks mate. i think you already know what needs to be done it is just doing it. shits always easier said than done. anyway.

what helped me personally was;

sleep - catching up on missed sleep and getting my routine back.
food - healthy, fresh food. fish was particularly beneficial, so was fruit and nuts.
exercise - an hour of exercise everyday, start low and slow, and build it up. must be consistent. everyday.
time management - organise myself, find other healthier things to spend my time on. work, hobbies, etc, must be balanced.
move/change - move house or town and switch up peer group. this is a last resort though. it really helped me with pipe but that is a whole different ball game of proper addiction.

good luck brother :)
 
Is that the pulses I get through my head? They feel like tingly numbness and make me all confused and shit.
 
Thank you I really appreciate it. I've been trying to eat but I find myself getting nauseas at the thought. However, pot helps me eat but makes me super paranoid and scared.

MDMA will always have a special place in my heart, but I won't touch it at this point for probably a year or more. I just got caught up in it and never had someone there to explain the dangers and side effects it brings to the table. I appreciate all of the help and support you have all offered me, the first place I went for help didn't really seem interested, so it feels nice to have a conversation of sorts with people who care, but the Internet isn't too overly personal so I feel like I can actually open up for once.

Thanks!
 
would you please do us all a favour and report back on your progress and how you are feeling in a fortnight?
 
Dude, all the jitteryness and nausea is withdrawal effects. Cos youve been taking soo much your body has gotten used to it and changed to deal with the large amounts, and now that youve stopped, your body has to slowly return back to its normal state. This will come with sweating, nausea, vomiting and all those undesirable effects. But seriously after a fortnight you will start to feel soo much better with them, they will ease up and youll feel functional again. Just get through these first 2 weeks and youre on the road to recovery! Your doing well so far, 5 days and counting! Keep it up!
 
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*I* wants to add that 1 gram is a usual dose, but he will take that anywhere from 3-5 days a week lately as it's gotten much worse
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I just say that this is not addication this is more than likely bullshit.

No-one on the planet would take 1g of mdma 3-5 days a week repeatedly. Why, you could only get psychologically addicted to the the nice feeling of MDMA, of which the person taking the above would not be experiencing.
 
Yo dude. Please read this post because I have come close to this stage a long time ago (about 1.5-2 years+). I'm completely fine now.

One thing I CANNOT STRESS ENOUGH is EAT LOTS OF HEALTHY FOOD, and most importantly EXERCISE. Start light and keep building up, eventually (after a week of light exercise) start doing INTENSE EXERCISE - especially cardio, sprinting.

This pulled me right out of the gutter and actually cured me and then some. Sprinting, sprinting, sprinting.

Google 'interval sprinting' - I swear you will probably never in your life never hear another person apart from me mention this, as no-one has probably been in the same situation as me, and then worked as hard to cure himself. Sprinting.

Sprinting. I want to keep saying it over and over again. Sprinting is the key. This plus eating healthy (very healthy, lots of protein and vegetables, anti-oxidant fruits, only water or fresh juice) is the HOLY GRAIL of curing this MDMA damage.

I was in a really, really bad state and when I started doing this I felt as if it were a miracle, I had read tons on the internet before about how to cure myself, the benefits of exercise etc, but nothing came close to showing me how powerfully I could cure myself until I actually went for it and brute-forced myself out.

Sprinting. Healthy food. Ultimate cure which nobody will ever be able to explain how much it really helps you and even FIXES the damage.

Please, if there's anything you do, do this.
 
So I had a hiccup, but I have now made it 22 days without using Molly. My confidence, drive, and motivation are all back, as well as my sense of humor and my moods are starting to regulate. I've been seeing my friends, having fun, and going out in public. The only things remaining now are the occasional night I absolutely cannot sleep and the anxiety. Thanks everyone for the help, if anyone is interested further ill continue to update
 
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