old-skools
Greenlighter
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- Sep 16, 2014
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So around about a year ago SWIM tried pills for the first time, decent but SWIM only took a half and SWIM reckons the pills were pretty shit because he never felt much. A few months later me and a few friends got some mandy and dropped maybe 120mg each. after about an hour SWIM wasn't feeling much so I smoked some weed (weed makes me really paranoid these days and I really can't enjoy it any more so this was a bad idea) at which point my friends started coming up and felt amazing - SWIM felt horrible and did not have a good night. Around about 6 weeks ago he get a text from his old dealer, telling me he had some MDMA in, apparently "really good shit". SWIM and his friends thought why not and decided to buy a gram. SWIM dropped 150mg with a girl he had been seeing for a few weeks and... oh my god. he had the best night of his life. SWIM and the girl danced, laughed, got engaged with hair bobbles and walked around the house naked, feeling amazing and free for hours. This was sort of the beginning of, not exactly a downward spiral, but the beginning of an unhealthy relationship with mandy. SWIM would like to say he doesn't regret this at all, because MDMA has opened SWIMs eyes to so many things. Since taking and whilst rolling on MDMA, SWIM has made so many new friends, overcame so many obstacles in his life, finally started going to college again and has had the best/happiest two months of his life.
What's the problem? SWIM may have forgotten that as beautiful as mandy is... It's still a class A drug. Being the tool that he is, SWIM took it way too far. he stopped measuring amounts, stopped limiting his usage, started taking MDMA/pills twice a weekend, and before he knew it within just six weeks, SWIM was dropping 2 grams of MDMA in a weekend. Swim was no longer feeling the love, and was constantly chasing the dragon (still having a great time mind you)! Last Friday night, SWIM dropped just over a gram of MDMA. Saturday night, SWIM dropped around about 800mg which didn't even get him high. This is where SWIM had a reality check, as Sunday morning was the worst day he'd had in a long time. No high coupled with a nasty nasty comedown... I know a lot about MDMA and how it works, and I'm genuinely quite smart about it as I always use testing kits, however I realise I've let it slip big time.
Me and a few of my friends have learned our lesson and are definitely taking a break from MDMA. However, in six weeks time it's my nineteenth birthday, and I want to know if rolling then would be worth it or not. I really, really want to roll and feel the love on my birthday night out as I miss the euphoria so fucking much. After my birthday I think I'll be taking a longer break though. What do you guys think, will my tolerance have dropped and will some of the magic have returned?
What's the problem? SWIM may have forgotten that as beautiful as mandy is... It's still a class A drug. Being the tool that he is, SWIM took it way too far. he stopped measuring amounts, stopped limiting his usage, started taking MDMA/pills twice a weekend, and before he knew it within just six weeks, SWIM was dropping 2 grams of MDMA in a weekend. Swim was no longer feeling the love, and was constantly chasing the dragon (still having a great time mind you)! Last Friday night, SWIM dropped just over a gram of MDMA. Saturday night, SWIM dropped around about 800mg which didn't even get him high. This is where SWIM had a reality check, as Sunday morning was the worst day he'd had in a long time. No high coupled with a nasty nasty comedown... I know a lot about MDMA and how it works, and I'm genuinely quite smart about it as I always use testing kits, however I realise I've let it slip big time.
Me and a few of my friends have learned our lesson and are definitely taking a break from MDMA. However, in six weeks time it's my nineteenth birthday, and I want to know if rolling then would be worth it or not. I really, really want to roll and feel the love on my birthday night out as I miss the euphoria so fucking much. After my birthday I think I'll be taking a longer break though. What do you guys think, will my tolerance have dropped and will some of the magic have returned?