SiCk_N_tWiZtEd
Bluelighter
Ecstasy-6th time-good time(long)
Greetings everyone. I am a 17 year old senior from Wisconsin. I apologize in advance if its too long or if there are some weird parts in it, this is my first time actually typing out an experience from start to finish so its kinda hard for me to express some of the feelings i get in typing. Ok, on with the story.
I'm fairly new to ecstasy (this was my sixth time rolling) but, from the past experiences I've had, i can say that I LOVE ECSTASY! A friend had told me in the beginning of the week that she would be able to get some rolls for this weekend. By Friday, the anxiousness was great and most of the thoughts that ran through my head while being bored to death in school was about rolling on saturday night.
I had just gotten my paycheck friday so i told her to get 15 rolls for me. Saturday night had come, and we were sitting by my cousin's house. My cousin, his girlfriend, his roomate, another friend, and his girlfriend werent going to be rolling that night so they were all drinking while we were all chillin. The friend that was getting the rolls (we'll call her "A") was to call the guy at 9:30. 9:30 came around and the anxiousness was running high in everyone besides me. They were all talking about their past roll experiences and about how much they wanted to roll (i heard that a lot). It was cool, i was in the mellow, cool, whatever happens,happens, im going to have a good time tonight whether i get the rolls now or in 2 hours, kinda mood. Previously, when i knew i would be rolling i would get extremly anxious about an hour before we got them.
So A calls the guy at like 9:35 and he says that he is on his way back from madison, about an hour away. Once she got off the phone and told everyone what the dealy-yo was, some people started getting upset and were like uhhh we're not rolling tonight. I just kept telling everyone to chill out, that it would work out. So the time comes and she gets a hold of him and he said that she should stop by in like 10 minutes. Hooray! In your face everyone, told u it'd all be good
We had all been planning on rolling there when suddenly my cousin takes me into a different room and explains to me that he doesnt want all these people there rolling if he wasnt going to (which i totally understood) and also the fact that he lived atop someone else (people rolling=loud music, loud everything). So I was like i totally understand and ill get the ppl out of here. I sorta panicked for a while racking my mind trying to think of a place all these ppl could go to roll without having to risk getting caught. I told A that we all had to leave and asked her if she knew of anywhere we could go to roll. She told me that her parents were out of town until the next night but that her neighbors would be watching so we could go over there as long as we all parked a lil ways away as to not arouse any suspicion. *Phew!* Still rolling i thought to myself. I told everyone that we would meet them at A's house after we picked up the rolls. Everyone cheered and was glad that we would still be rolling despite our plans being foiled for a while. So i grabbed my party accesories (nuks, gum, bottled water, vicks vapo-rub, and vicks vapo-rub inhalers) and we were off.
On the way there we stopped at a friends house to get a few other party supplies (3 black lights, a strobe light, and some cds) as her house wasnt really set up for a rolling party. We cruised to the dudes house in no time and were at A's house in 15 mins. As i was walking down the stairs to where everyone was at i started singing real loud "Everybody get your roll on! Get your motherfuckin roll on!" Again everybody cheered, the time had finally come. We popped our pills somewhere between 11 and 11:30. Some swallowed theirs, some chewed theirs, some snorted theirs, and others parachuted theirs. Personally, i chewed my first one (i refuse to put drugs up my nose).
We started getting all the shit set up and once it was all set up, it looked pretty nice. Suddenly i remembered i had a few bowls of nugget left so i grabbed a few of my friends, went outside, and smoked a bowl. Personally, i like to smoke a bowl before i start rolling as it seems to make it kick in a lot faster for me. Going into the house i had a lil buzz goin. As soon as i went downstairs and stepped foot into the room all the people were in, it kicked in. It took another 5-10 minutes for most everyone else's to kick in. The strobe light was flashing, the black lights glowing, and the music pumping. I thought to myself im going to have a GREAT night.
Then i remembered something. OH SHIT! i thought to myself. I just realized that my girlfriend wasnt there
Note to self:Always roll with your girlfriend as you will get EXTREMLY HORNY! Damn, i thought, all these cute girls here and i cant touch (you have no idea how many times i was told that im cute by the end of the night) Oh well, i forgot about it within a few minutes anyways.
Nuk in mouth (yes i like to have a nuk..i grind my teeth together a hell of a lot i found out my first time and gum doesnt stop me from grinding my teeth), i decided to bust out the party supplies. The night started to get a whole lot better after i busted out the party supplies. I went around handing out gum to all who wanted. Afterwords, i went around giving sea-breezes to everyone there (if you have no idea what a sea breeze is, ask) and getting them in return. God, i love sea breezes. After the sea-breezes, i took out the vicks vapo-rub and asked A if she wanted a back rub and she said yeah. I told her i would give her one but that she would have to give me one after i was done.
I must have started something. In 5 minutes there were only like 5 ppl up dancing while the rest were giving/recieving back rubs. After recieving my back rub from A, i popped my second pill (didnt look at the time but i would guess some time between 1 and 2) and got up to join the ppl dancing and the roll started to get more intense. I must have danced for like an hour straight and felt like i could go on forever. My body was tingling all over and i felt like i was in the music. It was like the music was telling my body how to dance. More and more people started to get up and dance and everyone was having such a great time.
After I was done dancing, i had quite a few in depth conversations with a few people. People were opening up to me all night and thats one thing thats great about x, it lets you be more open and free. It's like your a whole different person while rolling. Another thing i love about x is the care-free attitude you get. You could care less what other people think of you.
Some time between 3 or 4 things took a sudden turn for the worse. Everyone was in the basement having a great time when A's boyfriend walks down (he wasnt rolling with us). He sees his girlfriend getting a back rub from another guy and totally flips out. He starts bitching her out hardcore right in front of everyone. This dude was acting more like her dad than her boyfriend. He made her start cleaning everything up and kick us out. I went up to him and tried talking to him rationally saying things like 'just come down here and enjoy yourself like the rest of us are' and 'you know its not a good idea to split everyone up and send all these kids out on the streets while they are rolling hard'. He told me to shut the fuck up and something must have snapped in my head. It was like one second i was rolling, enjoying myself emensly, and the next a feeling of emptyness like my roll had just disappeared in a matter of seconds. I was almost to the point of snapping and punching this guy in the face. Never have i ever ever become violent when rolling. I decided to just walk away as i did not want my roll to vanish completly.
I ran upstairs and franticlly asked everyone what they were going to do. Nobody had a clue as to where they were going to go or what they were going to do. This made my roll crash and i stood there in a state of confusion. A's boyfriend came up and kicked everyone out. If you look in the dictionary under 'buzz-kill' im sure there is a picture of this guy. Dazed, i began walking away from her house, my mind going about a thousand miles per hour. I had no idea what to do and everyone was getting split up. One of my friends yells to me that i could go with them and chill so i walked over and got into the car. As we pulled away, my roll went away completly and just before getting kicked out i was about to peak. It was like i packed my bags and left my roll behind. I was pissed off that this night had to end on such a bad note. My friends were just gonna go talk so i just got dropped off at home.
I got home at 6am and found the trance cd that i was going to bring with me sitting on my dresser. A thought popped in my head. Maybe i could get my roll back if i just danced a little bit. I strapped on my headphones and began my one man rave. Although i didnt get my roll to come back completly, i could still feel a lil bit. 7am rolls around and my mom wakes up and sees me dancing. I look up and see my mom and came up with the excuse that i had taken some over the counter energy pills that give you energy and make you stay awake. Thank god that worked cuz after i said that i went into the bathroom to take a look at my eyes and my pupils were dialated pretty bad. Phew, a narrow escape. I had so much energy that i didnt sleep at all that night, i just stayed up listening to music.
Even though the night ended on such a bad note, i still had a great time. Sure, i was pissed that i knew that i would have rolled a lot longer had that faggot not shown up, but the time before that was great. I was glad i had the chance to roll with all of those people (for some of them, it was their first time) and show them a good time. I
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Has anyone else had some certain event happen to crash their roll while they were in the middle of it?
Greetings everyone. I am a 17 year old senior from Wisconsin. I apologize in advance if its too long or if there are some weird parts in it, this is my first time actually typing out an experience from start to finish so its kinda hard for me to express some of the feelings i get in typing. Ok, on with the story.
I'm fairly new to ecstasy (this was my sixth time rolling) but, from the past experiences I've had, i can say that I LOVE ECSTASY! A friend had told me in the beginning of the week that she would be able to get some rolls for this weekend. By Friday, the anxiousness was great and most of the thoughts that ran through my head while being bored to death in school was about rolling on saturday night.
I had just gotten my paycheck friday so i told her to get 15 rolls for me. Saturday night had come, and we were sitting by my cousin's house. My cousin, his girlfriend, his roomate, another friend, and his girlfriend werent going to be rolling that night so they were all drinking while we were all chillin. The friend that was getting the rolls (we'll call her "A") was to call the guy at 9:30. 9:30 came around and the anxiousness was running high in everyone besides me. They were all talking about their past roll experiences and about how much they wanted to roll (i heard that a lot). It was cool, i was in the mellow, cool, whatever happens,happens, im going to have a good time tonight whether i get the rolls now or in 2 hours, kinda mood. Previously, when i knew i would be rolling i would get extremly anxious about an hour before we got them.
So A calls the guy at like 9:35 and he says that he is on his way back from madison, about an hour away. Once she got off the phone and told everyone what the dealy-yo was, some people started getting upset and were like uhhh we're not rolling tonight. I just kept telling everyone to chill out, that it would work out. So the time comes and she gets a hold of him and he said that she should stop by in like 10 minutes. Hooray! In your face everyone, told u it'd all be good
We had all been planning on rolling there when suddenly my cousin takes me into a different room and explains to me that he doesnt want all these people there rolling if he wasnt going to (which i totally understood) and also the fact that he lived atop someone else (people rolling=loud music, loud everything). So I was like i totally understand and ill get the ppl out of here. I sorta panicked for a while racking my mind trying to think of a place all these ppl could go to roll without having to risk getting caught. I told A that we all had to leave and asked her if she knew of anywhere we could go to roll. She told me that her parents were out of town until the next night but that her neighbors would be watching so we could go over there as long as we all parked a lil ways away as to not arouse any suspicion. *Phew!* Still rolling i thought to myself. I told everyone that we would meet them at A's house after we picked up the rolls. Everyone cheered and was glad that we would still be rolling despite our plans being foiled for a while. So i grabbed my party accesories (nuks, gum, bottled water, vicks vapo-rub, and vicks vapo-rub inhalers) and we were off.
On the way there we stopped at a friends house to get a few other party supplies (3 black lights, a strobe light, and some cds) as her house wasnt really set up for a rolling party. We cruised to the dudes house in no time and were at A's house in 15 mins. As i was walking down the stairs to where everyone was at i started singing real loud "Everybody get your roll on! Get your motherfuckin roll on!" Again everybody cheered, the time had finally come. We popped our pills somewhere between 11 and 11:30. Some swallowed theirs, some chewed theirs, some snorted theirs, and others parachuted theirs. Personally, i chewed my first one (i refuse to put drugs up my nose).
We started getting all the shit set up and once it was all set up, it looked pretty nice. Suddenly i remembered i had a few bowls of nugget left so i grabbed a few of my friends, went outside, and smoked a bowl. Personally, i like to smoke a bowl before i start rolling as it seems to make it kick in a lot faster for me. Going into the house i had a lil buzz goin. As soon as i went downstairs and stepped foot into the room all the people were in, it kicked in. It took another 5-10 minutes for most everyone else's to kick in. The strobe light was flashing, the black lights glowing, and the music pumping. I thought to myself im going to have a GREAT night.
Then i remembered something. OH SHIT! i thought to myself. I just realized that my girlfriend wasnt there
Note to self:Always roll with your girlfriend as you will get EXTREMLY HORNY! Damn, i thought, all these cute girls here and i cant touch (you have no idea how many times i was told that im cute by the end of the night) Oh well, i forgot about it within a few minutes anyways.Nuk in mouth (yes i like to have a nuk..i grind my teeth together a hell of a lot i found out my first time and gum doesnt stop me from grinding my teeth), i decided to bust out the party supplies. The night started to get a whole lot better after i busted out the party supplies. I went around handing out gum to all who wanted. Afterwords, i went around giving sea-breezes to everyone there (if you have no idea what a sea breeze is, ask) and getting them in return. God, i love sea breezes. After the sea-breezes, i took out the vicks vapo-rub and asked A if she wanted a back rub and she said yeah. I told her i would give her one but that she would have to give me one after i was done.
I must have started something. In 5 minutes there were only like 5 ppl up dancing while the rest were giving/recieving back rubs. After recieving my back rub from A, i popped my second pill (didnt look at the time but i would guess some time between 1 and 2) and got up to join the ppl dancing and the roll started to get more intense. I must have danced for like an hour straight and felt like i could go on forever. My body was tingling all over and i felt like i was in the music. It was like the music was telling my body how to dance. More and more people started to get up and dance and everyone was having such a great time.
After I was done dancing, i had quite a few in depth conversations with a few people. People were opening up to me all night and thats one thing thats great about x, it lets you be more open and free. It's like your a whole different person while rolling. Another thing i love about x is the care-free attitude you get. You could care less what other people think of you.
Some time between 3 or 4 things took a sudden turn for the worse. Everyone was in the basement having a great time when A's boyfriend walks down (he wasnt rolling with us). He sees his girlfriend getting a back rub from another guy and totally flips out. He starts bitching her out hardcore right in front of everyone. This dude was acting more like her dad than her boyfriend. He made her start cleaning everything up and kick us out. I went up to him and tried talking to him rationally saying things like 'just come down here and enjoy yourself like the rest of us are' and 'you know its not a good idea to split everyone up and send all these kids out on the streets while they are rolling hard'. He told me to shut the fuck up and something must have snapped in my head. It was like one second i was rolling, enjoying myself emensly, and the next a feeling of emptyness like my roll had just disappeared in a matter of seconds. I was almost to the point of snapping and punching this guy in the face. Never have i ever ever become violent when rolling. I decided to just walk away as i did not want my roll to vanish completly.
I ran upstairs and franticlly asked everyone what they were going to do. Nobody had a clue as to where they were going to go or what they were going to do. This made my roll crash and i stood there in a state of confusion. A's boyfriend came up and kicked everyone out. If you look in the dictionary under 'buzz-kill' im sure there is a picture of this guy. Dazed, i began walking away from her house, my mind going about a thousand miles per hour. I had no idea what to do and everyone was getting split up. One of my friends yells to me that i could go with them and chill so i walked over and got into the car. As we pulled away, my roll went away completly and just before getting kicked out i was about to peak. It was like i packed my bags and left my roll behind. I was pissed off that this night had to end on such a bad note. My friends were just gonna go talk so i just got dropped off at home.
I got home at 6am and found the trance cd that i was going to bring with me sitting on my dresser. A thought popped in my head. Maybe i could get my roll back if i just danced a little bit. I strapped on my headphones and began my one man rave. Although i didnt get my roll to come back completly, i could still feel a lil bit. 7am rolls around and my mom wakes up and sees me dancing. I look up and see my mom and came up with the excuse that i had taken some over the counter energy pills that give you energy and make you stay awake. Thank god that worked cuz after i said that i went into the bathroom to take a look at my eyes and my pupils were dialated pretty bad. Phew, a narrow escape. I had so much energy that i didnt sleep at all that night, i just stayed up listening to music.
Even though the night ended on such a bad note, i still had a great time. Sure, i was pissed that i knew that i would have rolled a lot longer had that faggot not shown up, but the time before that was great. I was glad i had the chance to roll with all of those people (for some of them, it was their first time) and show them a good time. I
ecstasy Has anyone else had some certain event happen to crash their roll while they were in the middle of it?
