bunnyhentman
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I was going to a dance party on New Year's Eve with a group of friends. Normally I'd take lsd or 2cb or another psychedelic phenethylamine at a party like this ?€” some of my favorite dj's were playing and I knew it was going to be a fun, well-planned and not-too-crowded new year's eve. But I had tripped on 2cp + 4-aco-dmt a few days earlier so I knew I had some tolerance and I didn't feel up to a full-on psychedelic experience.
MDMA is a 1-2 times a year thing for me, but this seemed like a good setting. I wanted to feel MDMA's warm simplicity, and I knew I was going to be in a sincere setting (people and music I honestly loved) so I didn't have to worry about the paranoia MDMA sometimes evokes in me. I overdid it with MDMA over 10 years ago, taking it too often in order to enjoy situations I really didn't want to be in ?€” in return MDMA taught me I can't pretend to enjoy life by giving me intense paranoia whenever I took it, followed by a full week of serotonergic misery.
4-ho-met was described to me as being very light on the mind with nice visuals. I pretty much never take MDMA without something extra to bump up the visuals and put in me in a more psychedelic headspace. I took the MDMA first as I like how the friendly MDMA vibes transition into a stronger psychedelic.
We got to the party around 10:30, but I waited until 11:30 to take my first MDMA capsule (~90mg). A good friend was playing some of my favorite albums and I would have had a great time totally sober, which meets my requirements for taking MDMA.
About an hour later I took the second capsule of MDMA (~30mg). I broke them up so I wouldn't get too sick on the come-up, and it worked nicely. Because I had a full stomach the MDMA didn't kick in at all until about 1:30am, 2 hours after my first dose. I was super good about it and didn't drink alcohol or take anything else but patiently waited and had fun.
Around 2:30 one of my favorite dj's in the world came on and proceeded to play the best set of his life (this was independently verified). I took 15 mgs of 4-ho-met and danced like a maniac for his whole set. About 30 minutes in, I was dazzled by a sudden explosion of brightly colored aztec patterns and some stellar psilo-esque geometric light shows. For the entire peak of the MDMA, I had the most beautiful open eyed visuals ?€” exactly what I find most lacking in MDMA.
As the MDMA started to cool off (around 4:30 am) I took another 15 mgs of 4-ho-met. Unfortunately, this had the effect of clearing my head up -- the 4-ho-met cut right through the warm MDMA fuzz. I got a slight bump in my visuals, but I also got that awful mushroom thing where you constantly feel like you have to pee. I spent the next few hours mostly in line for the bathroom, but having fun chatting with the other people in line.
After the party ended at 7 am, I house hopped a little and ended up at an after-party at someone's house. I had a good time sitting out in the unseasonably warm weather and chatting with various acquaintances. Still felt a little chemical empathy, but in no way psychedelic. Mostly people were partaking in small amounts of coke or ketamine, but I just had a couple of strong bloody mary's and some stronger weed. Around 10:30 am the coke vibe was grating on me, so I went home. I got to sleep around 1pm.
In retrospect, I could have handled some LSD after all. 4-ho-met was really strange in that it had the clearest headspace but super crazy visuals. It was kind of a bummer that I didn't really trip out, because the music was so good it would have been mystical. I also should have taken the whole 30 mg of 4-ho-met at once, the second dose really didn't have any positive effects apart from keeping me up a little longer.
I might take 4-ho-met again for a situation like watching a movie. It might be a good movie drug ?€” not confusing, but visually-enhancing. As for MDMA, I felt more burnt out that I do on any psychedelic, but no big emotional crash. I probably won't take it again this year.
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MDMA is a 1-2 times a year thing for me, but this seemed like a good setting. I wanted to feel MDMA's warm simplicity, and I knew I was going to be in a sincere setting (people and music I honestly loved) so I didn't have to worry about the paranoia MDMA sometimes evokes in me. I overdid it with MDMA over 10 years ago, taking it too often in order to enjoy situations I really didn't want to be in ?€” in return MDMA taught me I can't pretend to enjoy life by giving me intense paranoia whenever I took it, followed by a full week of serotonergic misery.
4-ho-met was described to me as being very light on the mind with nice visuals. I pretty much never take MDMA without something extra to bump up the visuals and put in me in a more psychedelic headspace. I took the MDMA first as I like how the friendly MDMA vibes transition into a stronger psychedelic.
We got to the party around 10:30, but I waited until 11:30 to take my first MDMA capsule (~90mg). A good friend was playing some of my favorite albums and I would have had a great time totally sober, which meets my requirements for taking MDMA.
About an hour later I took the second capsule of MDMA (~30mg). I broke them up so I wouldn't get too sick on the come-up, and it worked nicely. Because I had a full stomach the MDMA didn't kick in at all until about 1:30am, 2 hours after my first dose. I was super good about it and didn't drink alcohol or take anything else but patiently waited and had fun.
Around 2:30 one of my favorite dj's in the world came on and proceeded to play the best set of his life (this was independently verified). I took 15 mgs of 4-ho-met and danced like a maniac for his whole set. About 30 minutes in, I was dazzled by a sudden explosion of brightly colored aztec patterns and some stellar psilo-esque geometric light shows. For the entire peak of the MDMA, I had the most beautiful open eyed visuals ?€” exactly what I find most lacking in MDMA.
As the MDMA started to cool off (around 4:30 am) I took another 15 mgs of 4-ho-met. Unfortunately, this had the effect of clearing my head up -- the 4-ho-met cut right through the warm MDMA fuzz. I got a slight bump in my visuals, but I also got that awful mushroom thing where you constantly feel like you have to pee. I spent the next few hours mostly in line for the bathroom, but having fun chatting with the other people in line.
After the party ended at 7 am, I house hopped a little and ended up at an after-party at someone's house. I had a good time sitting out in the unseasonably warm weather and chatting with various acquaintances. Still felt a little chemical empathy, but in no way psychedelic. Mostly people were partaking in small amounts of coke or ketamine, but I just had a couple of strong bloody mary's and some stronger weed. Around 10:30 am the coke vibe was grating on me, so I went home. I got to sleep around 1pm.
In retrospect, I could have handled some LSD after all. 4-ho-met was really strange in that it had the clearest headspace but super crazy visuals. It was kind of a bummer that I didn't really trip out, because the music was so good it would have been mystical. I also should have taken the whole 30 mg of 4-ho-met at once, the second dose really didn't have any positive effects apart from keeping me up a little longer.
I might take 4-ho-met again for a situation like watching a movie. It might be a good movie drug ?€” not confusing, but visually-enhancing. As for MDMA, I felt more burnt out that I do on any psychedelic, but no big emotional crash. I probably won't take it again this year.
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