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(MDMA/200MG Aprox) First Time

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Turkeywrap

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(MDMA/200MG Aprox) -First Time- Many more to come

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Night Before

Well the night before I went out on a whim with my ex to decide to goto a huge music festy down here in FL.
Now back when I was a youngin I believed that MDMA melted holes in your brain and would die, lets just say I will never think that way again haha.
So I didn't have a lot of experience with any other hard substances before this so I was scared and excited at the same time.
I had helicopter parents all my life and still do, but as you can see I manage, and this was my FIRST ever music festival 8o

That morning

After getting a fresh cut and picking up the ex, I started the boring 30 minute drive to the beach and to pick up my tickets off a random, I was sketched because I've heard of others getting fake tickets but all turned out well. I didn't get to eat breakfast, got in a small mango smoothie though.
And keep in mind that the week before I had gotten ALL four wisdom teeth pulled out and was on oxy so I had no appetite at all. :\

Midday and Night

Walking into the line was a mix of excitement and anxiety, my first time ever going to a huge event, I had never even been to a club before. Everything was amazing the music was everywhere you walked and theres all sorts of things to do, walking and waiting at this mostly trance stage I saw a fellow selling Molly and I jumped at the chance, grabbed two off him and I went to get some real food in me before I descended on my journey. Got a hamburger and some fresh water and downed the first cap and second one an hour later. I went back to the same stage as before and danced around for about an hour untill...IT HIT ME. Everything slowed down, I looked around and my eyes felt dilated, as I turned back around I felt the music pulsing through every fiber of my body.

I went INSANE, I danced everywhere, talked to people I would have never even looked at and offered everyone a hit off my J that I decided to puff on for no reason at all haha. The lights kept me in a trance light state and everything was just so intense and I felt so wonderful. Then the second cap hit me, I took off my shirt and the cool breeze flowing felt incredible, after that all I remember was getting a piece of winterfresh gum and then running off to the center of the crowd, I can't recall anything I did while I was in there, I feel a blanked out memory when I try to remember, but nonetheless let me continue on. My ex saw that I wasn't drinking any water and immediatly pulled my out of the stage, again all I remember was her telling me to leave and dancing through the crowd.

Though once I got out I was stumbling over anything and everything, but the feelings of the music where just so intense and overwhelming, but then I realized I still was chewing the SAME piece of gum I had an hour or two ago. It turned into...a liquid haha, spit it on a tree and continued on with my trip to get water. While walking I said some thing I would NEVER say to an ex, including "I love you" and I remember the thought of asking her out again running through my head. Then we sat under a tree while listening to the biggest stage there with the most people, as I sat there I was still rolling face pretty hard, music was flowing through me, everything was just so fluid and amazing, then came the light shows!

Before this I had though of light shows as nothing really, but now I see why they are what they are and more. I was mesmerized by all the pretty lights waving in my face. In the end I ended up raging in the crowd again and spent around 40 dollars on just water alone. I realized my true love for molly and why people take it, its an experience that no words can describe and I can say it did change my life for the better, I am deiting and working out all in preperation for my next roll ;) But with that being said

IT WAS ALL WORTH IT

<3 MDMA <3

(Not sure if I did this right but eh)
 
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dimensiontripping said:
Woo! Reminds me of my first time taking two green Buddhas. Apex twin went from confusing to perfect the whole night
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Yes ahah, made my entire day fucking perfect! It's pretty much gotten me addicted to the whole EDM scene, I see myself going to every event thats close to me, I just can't get enough of it now <3
 
Awesome report OP, good to hear you had an awesome first time with this beautiful chemical.
However remember to go easy. As much as I love MDMA, I never quite took to it like others seem to, and honestly I think this is a blessing in disguise.

I read so much about losing the magic and all that. For me it's always been a special occasion thing that I save for just the right time and it's best kept that way in my experience and opinion.

By the way, you should try it at a lower dose with close friends, or a partner, just in a calm, controlled environment. Talking things out on MDMA... Is beyond words...... That doesn't make much literal sense but you get my drift.

Happy rolling OP :D
 
^^^ Yeah I understand the talking things out haha I will try it here in a month or so. I've been researching a lot on the wonderful little chemical since then, going to be taking a lower dose and waiting the right amount of time :)

I plan to keep using MDMA the correct way and not abusing her, so every month or more

Thanks for the comments, it was truly a life changing expierence and an eye opener :D
 
Excellent report, thanks for sharing. Nothing like the first time :) Changed my life. Music will never be the same again ...

Glad to hear you'll go easy and not hit things too hard. Check out the forum for tips for reducing harm - diet and exercise are helpful. Moreover, there are tips out there to help you boost your roll and make your MDMA go a little further.

I've still only taken MDMA twice, first time in October 2011, and then on NYE 2011 / 2012. Been waiting for the right moment for number three and it is coming. Gonna have a crazy little night with my girl.

Edit: $40 on water ... watch out for that, drinking too much (sorry, you obviously know that but one of those things I feel obliged to add)
 
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reading this gives me shivers, looove reading a mandy report, easily the best feeling in the world! only once youve done it do you understand why its called ecstacy haha!

reach for the lazers ;) haha :D ive been doing mandy once a month sometimes less sometimes more for a year now and have yet to lose any of teh magic, i honestly fear losing that magic haha, be careful taking to much, its amazing but you just black out and wake up in a different room wondering how you got there haha! 2 weekends ago i put my wallety down when rolling a cig and left it there i think, 200 quid gone lol! still had a truly amaizng time! as others have said, a lil dose in an intimate setting with close friends is just as good as that full blown euphoric meltdown :D

like said above be careful on demolishing water, even tho it tastes so fucking amazing when on mandy haha!

happy experimenting and merry rolling to you sir :D daance music is the infinite wisdom of life!
 
It definitely changed my outlook on music, it's never going to be the same haha but I love it.

And the water was 5 dollars a bottle and I shared it so I dj t think I drank too much of it :o

I was reaching for those lasers all fucking night long, it was amazing <3 and yes now I know the true meaning of why it's called ecstasy ;)

I'm also eating dark chocolate every day so I when my next roll comes around I hope to be floored haha and giving some light shows also :)

I am fearful of losing the magic and doing everything to keep it going super strong (working out every day, eating vitamin c everyday, dark chocolate everyday, getting a lot of sun) I think I'm doing well haha, maybe I'll meet one of you guys on the dance floor one day :p

And on the topic of your wallet, that really sucks but I understand why its worth it lol, I gave my car keys(no spare) and everything on me to my ex cause I knew I was gonna wind up losing everything.

Thanks for the stories/comments guys I like reading others stories as it keeps my craving for MDMA down :p
 
jaurk said:
Chewing a gum into a liquid! ha!
Did you actually love your ex, or was it just the MDMA talking?
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Yeah I chewed it so fast and hard that it turned into liquid, was very minty in fact lol.

Yes I do and still do, its just something we don't talk about since we broke up but you know how MDMA works it's magic around what you say lol.
 
liquid gum haha, awful when taht happens lmao! mandy is a driug that whether you to little or to much, its always amazing, when you hit that sweet spot, all the worlds problems vanish :D ahh roll on next month! :D
 
Yeah it was horrible lol, she is amazing though and I hope to have a great roll at the end of this month :D I'm going to be giving light shows with my new orbit <3 I hope to remember the night unlike my first time lol
 
ahhah slong as you came out with no injurisand all your belongings, you can rest asured you had a good time haha! if i bomb more than 500mg i become a disprientated forgetful confused monkey, but by fucking god is it hilarious the entire time! blacking out and just reawakening stood in a different room wondering how you got there is one of my fave games haha! wondering how on earth io walked around haha! its amazing! for obvious reasons not recommended as 1, its a waste 2, you dont rmember anything and 3. you can easily put yaself in danger. but when you just need to be reckles and let go of everything for 8 hours, and readjust the balance of happiness in your life, this is one of my fave ways to do it! set and setting are key, dont do it at a rave and lose ya wallet jjaja :D
 
^^ I gave all my belongings to a friend and I went crazy and didnt have a care in the world haha, I would've honestly lost everything on my person including my shirt :p Next rave I goto im going to leave everything in my car and give the keys to a friend and go crazy once again, it's way too much fun :D
 
I read that you grabbed to molly capsules Why is everyone refering to it as mdma or extasy?
 
molly/mandy is street slang for mdma!

Turkeywrap said:
^^ I gave all my belongings to a friend and I went crazy and didnt have a care in the world haha, I would've honestly lost everything on my person including my shirt :p Next rave I goto im going to leave everything in my car and give the keys to a friend and go crazy once again, it's way too much fun :D
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I lost £200 lol, have a strange feeling i may have just given tit to someone aswell, just cause why not lol! serves me rights for taking oit out haha1 ive never lost me phone tho! its always my wallet, ive done it 3 times haha!
 
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