67-T
Bluelighter
i was in the army at the time just getting back from a training center in califirnia. after 2 months in a hole in the desert all i wanted was a hot shower and a good meal and perhaps a beer. as i sat down to eat my first real dinner my buddy "k" rang me on the phone. dude get down here!" so before eating a bite i went down to his room. as i stepped into his room he locked the door behind me. in the room was a buddy of ours who i knew liked to go to raves but at the time i was so naive to the whole thing i never put 2 and 2 together. hey man wanna roll tonight? what is that? was my response. E dude!!ecstacy!!! i had plenty of money and nothing to do so i said sure. i had the opportunity before but never did it.
so we went into the other guys room. "b" pulled out a pouch and handed me a pill. we all dropped at the same time. we decided that water and gatorade would be a good idea so we went to a store on post. i was afraid that i wold feel whatever i was suposed to feel as i was shopping. we purchased everything without incedent. while in b's car we were listening to some hard trance which at the time i hated! little did i know...
as we got back to our barracks i looked at my watch and it had been about 45 minutes since we dropped. we got up to b's room and i was feeling nothing. b locked his door and got his music going. k was sitting on the futon chopping up a pill to rail. when all of the sudden the world felt different. a good different. i felt warmth move through my arms and legs. i breathed deeply and it was delicious. i looked up at k and said i felt something. he must have thought i was lying because he felt nothing yet. he glanced up to say i was full of shit. he started to look back down at his pill when he stopped and stared at me...HOLY SHIT, GO LOOK AT YOUR EYES!!! i ran as best i could as my legs were like spongy rubber to the nearest mirror. there was absolutly no color in my eyes.
i came back into the room when b smiles and congratulates me for my soon to be amazing night. he gave me some gum and it was wonderful. i found myself agreeing woth everthing b and ka said either to me or to each other. k wanted to go to his room after railing his pill to play a rap song for me that he loved. i have no idea what the song was to this day but as we stepped out of the progressive hard trance room and into his room i felt a slight comedown in my ascent. i thought oh no so soon!! is it over?!! already!!! i felt sick with dissapointment. for whtever reason the music played a huge role in how i felt. i went back to b's room and asked if he had any more pills. for anyone who is new to pills please don't do this. he sadi sure and before he realized that i had already taken one it was down my throat. HOLY SHIT DID YOU ARLEADY TAKE ONE??!!! he screamed. yeah is that ok? am i gonna die??!! HELL NO YOU ARE JUST GONNA BE SERIOUSLY FUCKED FOR A WHILE, ENJOY DUDE!!
i was inda wigging out and it is all kinda fuzzy still but i will tell you what i remember.
b who also was dropping some acid that night gave me a brand new pacifier and my own vicks to hold onto. i felt scared at any time, that was to be my security blanket. crazy at may sound it worked great. i sat on the futon sighing heavily it seemed to really help my roll along. as i am sitting there the second pill kicked in. i looked at the clock and it had been 2 hours since i dropped. oh my god what the hell happened to the time!! k came to the room and gave me the best vicks blow up i have ever had. my eyes teared up and tingled with pleasure. lights seemed to be inches away when they were really hundreds of yards away. they found me on the balcony reaching at the lights becase they seemed so close. DUDE YOUR FEELIN GOOD HUH?!! yeah i am!!! you wanna light show? whats that? b's gf joined us and gave me a back chest and shoulder massage while b figure eighted blue glowsticks in front of my face. the blue seemed to be a cooling pool of water i got lost in. the massage and the lights moved to a new level of stimulation for me. fear and doubt dissapeared. i felt like a child again, playful and interested in everything around me. i realized that the music drove my roll higher and higher until i reached a marvelous pinnacle. light and airy i shut my eyes and thought of everyone i loved. my family who i never got to see my freinds who i wished could be a part of this achievement. i opened my eyes and had people looking at me with smiles and curiosity. DUDUE YOU EITHER FELL ASLEEP OR PASSED OUT!! i still don't know what happened. i just felt warmth and total contentment.
WANNA NOTHER PILL? HELL YES I REPLIED. I WAS PROBABLY A WASTE BUT I WAS PEAKING SO HARD I DIDN'T CAre
b's gf decides to take her shirt off and give a light show half naked. she cracked a glowstick open ad poured the contents over her body. she then turned on a blacklight. her body glowed like a group of stars. i stred at this beauty not sexually but just in awe of her.
i was advised later that a shower felt amazing and it did. by this point it had been about 4 hours since we dropped and i had been peaking for ever it felt like. it was amazing!!!
i got into pj's and we all piled in the car to go to wal mart. the drive on the highway was awesome. i felt like we were moving at the speed of sound!! i sat in the back w b's gf as we rubbed arms feet and legs of each other. she was so sweet to me and held my face in her hands. she kissed my forhead and i felt so loved. as we were heading to the store on the highway i looked out the front windshield and thought a car was coming right at us i screamed to slow down, watch out, LOOK OUT HE'S COMING RIGHT AT US!!! the lights passed and i realized that i had no depth perception at all! the car was on the other side of the highway. everyone was breathing heavy with adrenaline and fear. i was so happy to be alive i started laughing. it felt great to laugh!! everyine was laughing by now too and i felt part of something new and cool. we were bonded through our drug experience. like brothers and sisters on our own journeys but still all together when we needed each other. the adremnaline boosted my roll up as we walked into wal mart. we walked around for a bit and played with different things.
we headed back to the barracks by now staring to come down. i went to my room to sleep and i had the best dreams none of which i remember. i awoke witha new appreciation for my life and everything in it. like everyone says, there is nothing like your first time!!! sorry if i rambled and i hope i didn't stray too far from the rules, but waht a great night! peace
so we went into the other guys room. "b" pulled out a pouch and handed me a pill. we all dropped at the same time. we decided that water and gatorade would be a good idea so we went to a store on post. i was afraid that i wold feel whatever i was suposed to feel as i was shopping. we purchased everything without incedent. while in b's car we were listening to some hard trance which at the time i hated! little did i know...
as we got back to our barracks i looked at my watch and it had been about 45 minutes since we dropped. we got up to b's room and i was feeling nothing. b locked his door and got his music going. k was sitting on the futon chopping up a pill to rail. when all of the sudden the world felt different. a good different. i felt warmth move through my arms and legs. i breathed deeply and it was delicious. i looked up at k and said i felt something. he must have thought i was lying because he felt nothing yet. he glanced up to say i was full of shit. he started to look back down at his pill when he stopped and stared at me...HOLY SHIT, GO LOOK AT YOUR EYES!!! i ran as best i could as my legs were like spongy rubber to the nearest mirror. there was absolutly no color in my eyes.
i came back into the room when b smiles and congratulates me for my soon to be amazing night. he gave me some gum and it was wonderful. i found myself agreeing woth everthing b and ka said either to me or to each other. k wanted to go to his room after railing his pill to play a rap song for me that he loved. i have no idea what the song was to this day but as we stepped out of the progressive hard trance room and into his room i felt a slight comedown in my ascent. i thought oh no so soon!! is it over?!! already!!! i felt sick with dissapointment. for whtever reason the music played a huge role in how i felt. i went back to b's room and asked if he had any more pills. for anyone who is new to pills please don't do this. he sadi sure and before he realized that i had already taken one it was down my throat. HOLY SHIT DID YOU ARLEADY TAKE ONE??!!! he screamed. yeah is that ok? am i gonna die??!! HELL NO YOU ARE JUST GONNA BE SERIOUSLY FUCKED FOR A WHILE, ENJOY DUDE!!
i was inda wigging out and it is all kinda fuzzy still but i will tell you what i remember.
b who also was dropping some acid that night gave me a brand new pacifier and my own vicks to hold onto. i felt scared at any time, that was to be my security blanket. crazy at may sound it worked great. i sat on the futon sighing heavily it seemed to really help my roll along. as i am sitting there the second pill kicked in. i looked at the clock and it had been 2 hours since i dropped. oh my god what the hell happened to the time!! k came to the room and gave me the best vicks blow up i have ever had. my eyes teared up and tingled with pleasure. lights seemed to be inches away when they were really hundreds of yards away. they found me on the balcony reaching at the lights becase they seemed so close. DUDE YOUR FEELIN GOOD HUH?!! yeah i am!!! you wanna light show? whats that? b's gf joined us and gave me a back chest and shoulder massage while b figure eighted blue glowsticks in front of my face. the blue seemed to be a cooling pool of water i got lost in. the massage and the lights moved to a new level of stimulation for me. fear and doubt dissapeared. i felt like a child again, playful and interested in everything around me. i realized that the music drove my roll higher and higher until i reached a marvelous pinnacle. light and airy i shut my eyes and thought of everyone i loved. my family who i never got to see my freinds who i wished could be a part of this achievement. i opened my eyes and had people looking at me with smiles and curiosity. DUDUE YOU EITHER FELL ASLEEP OR PASSED OUT!! i still don't know what happened. i just felt warmth and total contentment.
WANNA NOTHER PILL? HELL YES I REPLIED. I WAS PROBABLY A WASTE BUT I WAS PEAKING SO HARD I DIDN'T CAre
b's gf decides to take her shirt off and give a light show half naked. she cracked a glowstick open ad poured the contents over her body. she then turned on a blacklight. her body glowed like a group of stars. i stred at this beauty not sexually but just in awe of her.
i was advised later that a shower felt amazing and it did. by this point it had been about 4 hours since we dropped and i had been peaking for ever it felt like. it was amazing!!!
i got into pj's and we all piled in the car to go to wal mart. the drive on the highway was awesome. i felt like we were moving at the speed of sound!! i sat in the back w b's gf as we rubbed arms feet and legs of each other. she was so sweet to me and held my face in her hands. she kissed my forhead and i felt so loved. as we were heading to the store on the highway i looked out the front windshield and thought a car was coming right at us i screamed to slow down, watch out, LOOK OUT HE'S COMING RIGHT AT US!!! the lights passed and i realized that i had no depth perception at all! the car was on the other side of the highway. everyone was breathing heavy with adrenaline and fear. i was so happy to be alive i started laughing. it felt great to laugh!! everyine was laughing by now too and i felt part of something new and cool. we were bonded through our drug experience. like brothers and sisters on our own journeys but still all together when we needed each other. the adremnaline boosted my roll up as we walked into wal mart. we walked around for a bit and played with different things.
we headed back to the barracks by now staring to come down. i went to my room to sleep and i had the best dreams none of which i remember. i awoke witha new appreciation for my life and everything in it. like everyone says, there is nothing like your first time!!! sorry if i rambled and i hope i didn't stray too far from the rules, but waht a great night! peace
