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MDMA-1st Time-I feel Wonderful...

thirdeye

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Sorry for the book, I wrote down what happened the morning after so I wouldn't forget the greatest night of my life, and it was a hell of a night...

My first time was kind of strange; when I left the house that night I had never seen ecstasy. I had moved to a new city about 3 weeks before and knew no one except a couple of guys from work. It was a friday night and I had just gotten my first paycheck, which wasn't really needed, so I decided to go blow it on a night of entertainment. One guy from work, J had invited me out with his friends to some weird karoake bar, but I had about 2 hours to kill before I was meeting them. Driving around I stopped at an upscale strip club, went in and proceeded to have several beers, not a good idea.

I left the club slightly inebriated and probably shouldn't have been driving, especially in a strange city. Anyway, I made my way downtown, to a tiny bar where I was meeting J. It was a fun little place, and I quickly made friends with all his people, so it was a good time. It was also about 2 hours pounding back michelob lights, so when we all left I KNOW I shouldn't have been driving. But stupidly I was going to attempt making my way home. I had been in the car a couple of minutes before getting lost downtown and simultaneously hearing an ad for a downtown club. It was just a minute from my current location, so I said what the hell.

It was about 2am when I walked up to the door of the club, and the doorman immediately got in my way. I was wearing jeans and an ecko shirt, but wasn't meeting the club's dresscode. He pointed me around the corner to a basement club I hadn't even noticed, and he told me to go in there. Still beer buzzed I walked down to that door, and stood in line. After about 10 minutes I was at the entrance and going in when someone yelled at me. It was another guy I worked with, M, clapping me on the back, getting me past security. I walked into another world, with Candy Kids dancing, people twirling glowsticks, and a DJ ripping up the place with some weird music. I had never seen anything like this, nor really heard electronica except radio pop bullshit. I felt kind of out of place, but M tells me everybody is cool, I better be ready to have a good time; little did I know...

I walk around the club with M for a couple of minutes til he asks if I have rolled before. "Rolled"? What is that? Ecstasy man, you want some? Still having a pocket full of cash, I say sure. I give him $25 and he returns with a little pill and a cup of water. I throw it down, gulp water, and he tells me I'm about to be really fucked up. I've sobered up a lot, and I am ready for it, but it doesn't come. After about 5 minutes I ask him what's going on, I didn't know about the comeup. He tells me to be cool, it'll happen. I chill for a while longer, wondering if I threw away 25 bucks.

A while later, when I've decided I'm definitely out of place, I start walking around again, and notice when I rub my hands together they would kind of morph into 1 continous motion. I go show M and he says you're starting to get it. I was feeling better and better, so naturally I said "I want another!" He goes and gets it, I take it, and I'm feeling great. He tells me to dance, something I would never do, but it actually seems like a good idea. After a while longer he comes to me on the dance floor with more water, and tells me to drink lots. (I surely would be dead without this advice)

Anyway, M leads me toward the couches and tells me to sit, cool off for a minute. A couple of girls sit next to me, see I'm peaking out of my mind, and start rubbing my neck. They ask if I can get any, and I tell them sure, running off to find M. He tells me to get $50 from them, and he'll go get the pills. I get the 50 and go back to him. M hands me 2 pills, which I promptly swallow. Oops! He asks me what I'm doing, and I have no idea, they were just there, then gone. I pull out my wallet, and give him another 50. He gets 2 more, and these he carries to them himself, just in case, then sits me down. M tells me I'm going to be fucked up for a while, just enjoy it. He gets up a minute later and tells me to stay there, then goes to talk to a chick standing up watching a lightshow.

She comes over, tells me to sit back, and pulls out a vick's inhaler. I have no idea what it is, but she tells me she'll take care of me. Minutes go by, and I am left feeling like I was just reborn. There was humping involved, and vick's; I had had my first blowup. WOW. I jump up and go dance, coming back to watch lightshows and get vick's blown in my eyes (still my favorite!) M knew most of the people there, and told them it was my first time, so everyone was going out of their way to get me off with sticks and lasers. I would sit until I was crying, just going out of my head, the best feeling I had ever had!

I was in love with the music too, the 2 tracks that stick out most are "Better Off Alone" by Alice DJ and of course "Silence". I always make sure to listen to those 2 if I can while rolling, they really take me back to that night. Eventually the place starts to empty out, about 6am, and I go out into the early morning gloom. I feel used up, but great nevertheless. M and I go to a nearby store, where he gets me an O.J., which is amazing. I carefully made my way back home, having had a life altering experience on 100 bucks and a $5 door fee.

Shortly after that night I got involved in the "scene", going to raves and helping throw them. I listen to DJs almost exclusively now. I've rolled about 10 times since then, spacing it out to ensure a good time. I also found bluelight, which has been a tremendous help. I hope someone'll wade through this way too-long roll report and leave some feedback; I wrote this to try to impart a little of my first time with somebody else.

And big thanks to M, havent seen him for a long time, but was a good friend...


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Excellent report Thirdeye! The post sends shivers through me as I remember my first time.
M hands me 2 pills, which I promptly swallow. Oops! He asks me what I'm doing, and I have no idea, they were just there, then gone. roflmao!!! Thats funny as hell!
Shortly after that night I got involved in the "scene", going to raves and helping throw them. Thats awsome that your really getting involved with the scene, just remember it's about the music. :)
I've rolled about 10 times since then, spacing it out to ensure a good time. You're an intelligent and informed user. :) Wise decision to space them out.
Enjoyed your report and I look forward to future reports of yours Thirdeye. Maybe I'll see you at a party sometime or better yet, be spinning at a party your at. :) Have fun and always be carefull.
DJ Gringo
 
i'd normally say it was a bit silly taking a drug that you knew nothing about... but i was in the same position as you my first time as well so hahahaha yeah :D
 
M hands me 2 pills, which I promptly swallow. Oops! He asks me what I'm doing, and I have no idea, they were just there, then gone.
you got caught in the moment, TOO FUNNY!!
She comes over, tells me to sit back, and pulls out a vick's inhaler. I have no idea what it is, but she tells me she'll take care of me. Minutes go by, and I am left feeling like I was just reborn. There was humping involved, and vick's; I had had my first blowup. WOW. I jump up and go dance, coming back to watch lightshows and get vick's blown in my eyes (still my favorite!)
ROFLMAO!! you were having much fun!!
Nice report, I enjoyed reading your report. I enjoy reading reports on MDMA cause thats my favorite drug. Happy to hear you had a good experience and that it changed your life to deicating it to the music & the scene!!
 
great report
as i was reading this i remmebered the first time. DAMN i miss that feeling lol.
There aint nuthin like da first time
 
Awsome report!
Did you find that taking 4 pills for your first time was just a bit too intense? I have never taken more than 2 and even then, it was a little crazy.
Keep them coming. Get your friends to post their experiences!
Chiao
Sukoto
 
I don't know if I would say it was too intense; I have never taken more than 3 at a time since. I haven't needed to as I usually have a great time on my usual 2. It's hard to judge the intensity, I was rolling really hard, but I don't know if it was the dose or "the first time experience". My only real complaint about that night was that it seemed to fly by- when rolling the night always goes quick but that night was over in the blink of an eye...
 
I would sit until I was crying, just going out of my head, the best feeling I had ever had!

that's so fucking awesome man. you really took me back to my first time as well. I'm impressed that you're spacing your rolls already, that's a mature decision that will help you both in the short, and in the long term, big props and a big smile from me ;)

that feeling of pure beauty and joy you get, i've found on other substances too. if you like the idea of trying new things, some hallucinogens might provide a great time for you as well... i've seen things on pot alone that made me cry because of their sheer beauty.

good luck, have fun, and keep safe
-chris
 
I would of definately thrown up taking 4 pills. Geez, even one decent clean MDMA pill can make me get sick. Also, your friend bringing you water was a good thing, but telling yuo to drink lots and lots.. could of been dangerous. Water intoxication is the biggest killer while on MDMA. It's very hard to piss on Ecstasy, so you'll be retaining most of the water you consume that night.

You should drink approximately 250ml an hour if you aren't being active on Ecstasy, or 500ml if you are being active. You can drink more.. but just don't over do it!

Fun to read though! And sounds like you had the night of your life :)
 
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