thirdeye
Bluelighter
Sorry for the book, I wrote down what happened the morning after so I wouldn't forget the greatest night of my life, and it was a hell of a night...
My first time was kind of strange; when I left the house that night I had never seen ecstasy. I had moved to a new city about 3 weeks before and knew no one except a couple of guys from work. It was a friday night and I had just gotten my first paycheck, which wasn't really needed, so I decided to go blow it on a night of entertainment. One guy from work, J had invited me out with his friends to some weird karoake bar, but I had about 2 hours to kill before I was meeting them. Driving around I stopped at an upscale strip club, went in and proceeded to have several beers, not a good idea.
I left the club slightly inebriated and probably shouldn't have been driving, especially in a strange city. Anyway, I made my way downtown, to a tiny bar where I was meeting J. It was a fun little place, and I quickly made friends with all his people, so it was a good time. It was also about 2 hours pounding back michelob lights, so when we all left I KNOW I shouldn't have been driving. But stupidly I was going to attempt making my way home. I had been in the car a couple of minutes before getting lost downtown and simultaneously hearing an ad for a downtown club. It was just a minute from my current location, so I said what the hell.
It was about 2am when I walked up to the door of the club, and the doorman immediately got in my way. I was wearing jeans and an ecko shirt, but wasn't meeting the club's dresscode. He pointed me around the corner to a basement club I hadn't even noticed, and he told me to go in there. Still beer buzzed I walked down to that door, and stood in line. After about 10 minutes I was at the entrance and going in when someone yelled at me. It was another guy I worked with, M, clapping me on the back, getting me past security. I walked into another world, with Candy Kids dancing, people twirling glowsticks, and a DJ ripping up the place with some weird music. I had never seen anything like this, nor really heard electronica except radio pop bullshit. I felt kind of out of place, but M tells me everybody is cool, I better be ready to have a good time; little did I know...
I walk around the club with M for a couple of minutes til he asks if I have rolled before. "Rolled"? What is that? Ecstasy man, you want some? Still having a pocket full of cash, I say sure. I give him $25 and he returns with a little pill and a cup of water. I throw it down, gulp water, and he tells me I'm about to be really fucked up. I've sobered up a lot, and I am ready for it, but it doesn't come. After about 5 minutes I ask him what's going on, I didn't know about the comeup. He tells me to be cool, it'll happen. I chill for a while longer, wondering if I threw away 25 bucks.
A while later, when I've decided I'm definitely out of place, I start walking around again, and notice when I rub my hands together they would kind of morph into 1 continous motion. I go show M and he says you're starting to get it. I was feeling better and better, so naturally I said "I want another!" He goes and gets it, I take it, and I'm feeling great. He tells me to dance, something I would never do, but it actually seems like a good idea. After a while longer he comes to me on the dance floor with more water, and tells me to drink lots. (I surely would be dead without this advice)
Anyway, M leads me toward the couches and tells me to sit, cool off for a minute. A couple of girls sit next to me, see I'm peaking out of my mind, and start rubbing my neck. They ask if I can get any, and I tell them sure, running off to find M. He tells me to get $50 from them, and he'll go get the pills. I get the 50 and go back to him. M hands me 2 pills, which I promptly swallow. Oops! He asks me what I'm doing, and I have no idea, they were just there, then gone. I pull out my wallet, and give him another 50. He gets 2 more, and these he carries to them himself, just in case, then sits me down. M tells me I'm going to be fucked up for a while, just enjoy it. He gets up a minute later and tells me to stay there, then goes to talk to a chick standing up watching a lightshow.
She comes over, tells me to sit back, and pulls out a vick's inhaler. I have no idea what it is, but she tells me she'll take care of me. Minutes go by, and I am left feeling like I was just reborn. There was humping involved, and vick's; I had had my first blowup. WOW. I jump up and go dance, coming back to watch lightshows and get vick's blown in my eyes (still my favorite!) M knew most of the people there, and told them it was my first time, so everyone was going out of their way to get me off with sticks and lasers. I would sit until I was crying, just going out of my head, the best feeling I had ever had!
I was in love with the music too, the 2 tracks that stick out most are "Better Off Alone" by Alice DJ and of course "Silence". I always make sure to listen to those 2 if I can while rolling, they really take me back to that night. Eventually the place starts to empty out, about 6am, and I go out into the early morning gloom. I feel used up, but great nevertheless. M and I go to a nearby store, where he gets me an O.J., which is amazing. I carefully made my way back home, having had a life altering experience on 100 bucks and a $5 door fee.
Shortly after that night I got involved in the "scene", going to raves and helping throw them. I listen to DJs almost exclusively now. I've rolled about 10 times since then, spacing it out to ensure a good time. I also found bluelight, which has been a tremendous help. I hope someone'll wade through this way too-long roll report and leave some feedback; I wrote this to try to impart a little of my first time with somebody else.
And big thanks to M, havent seen him for a long time, but was a good friend...
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My first time was kind of strange; when I left the house that night I had never seen ecstasy. I had moved to a new city about 3 weeks before and knew no one except a couple of guys from work. It was a friday night and I had just gotten my first paycheck, which wasn't really needed, so I decided to go blow it on a night of entertainment. One guy from work, J had invited me out with his friends to some weird karoake bar, but I had about 2 hours to kill before I was meeting them. Driving around I stopped at an upscale strip club, went in and proceeded to have several beers, not a good idea.
I left the club slightly inebriated and probably shouldn't have been driving, especially in a strange city. Anyway, I made my way downtown, to a tiny bar where I was meeting J. It was a fun little place, and I quickly made friends with all his people, so it was a good time. It was also about 2 hours pounding back michelob lights, so when we all left I KNOW I shouldn't have been driving. But stupidly I was going to attempt making my way home. I had been in the car a couple of minutes before getting lost downtown and simultaneously hearing an ad for a downtown club. It was just a minute from my current location, so I said what the hell.
It was about 2am when I walked up to the door of the club, and the doorman immediately got in my way. I was wearing jeans and an ecko shirt, but wasn't meeting the club's dresscode. He pointed me around the corner to a basement club I hadn't even noticed, and he told me to go in there. Still beer buzzed I walked down to that door, and stood in line. After about 10 minutes I was at the entrance and going in when someone yelled at me. It was another guy I worked with, M, clapping me on the back, getting me past security. I walked into another world, with Candy Kids dancing, people twirling glowsticks, and a DJ ripping up the place with some weird music. I had never seen anything like this, nor really heard electronica except radio pop bullshit. I felt kind of out of place, but M tells me everybody is cool, I better be ready to have a good time; little did I know...
I walk around the club with M for a couple of minutes til he asks if I have rolled before. "Rolled"? What is that? Ecstasy man, you want some? Still having a pocket full of cash, I say sure. I give him $25 and he returns with a little pill and a cup of water. I throw it down, gulp water, and he tells me I'm about to be really fucked up. I've sobered up a lot, and I am ready for it, but it doesn't come. After about 5 minutes I ask him what's going on, I didn't know about the comeup. He tells me to be cool, it'll happen. I chill for a while longer, wondering if I threw away 25 bucks.
A while later, when I've decided I'm definitely out of place, I start walking around again, and notice when I rub my hands together they would kind of morph into 1 continous motion. I go show M and he says you're starting to get it. I was feeling better and better, so naturally I said "I want another!" He goes and gets it, I take it, and I'm feeling great. He tells me to dance, something I would never do, but it actually seems like a good idea. After a while longer he comes to me on the dance floor with more water, and tells me to drink lots. (I surely would be dead without this advice)
Anyway, M leads me toward the couches and tells me to sit, cool off for a minute. A couple of girls sit next to me, see I'm peaking out of my mind, and start rubbing my neck. They ask if I can get any, and I tell them sure, running off to find M. He tells me to get $50 from them, and he'll go get the pills. I get the 50 and go back to him. M hands me 2 pills, which I promptly swallow. Oops! He asks me what I'm doing, and I have no idea, they were just there, then gone. I pull out my wallet, and give him another 50. He gets 2 more, and these he carries to them himself, just in case, then sits me down. M tells me I'm going to be fucked up for a while, just enjoy it. He gets up a minute later and tells me to stay there, then goes to talk to a chick standing up watching a lightshow.
She comes over, tells me to sit back, and pulls out a vick's inhaler. I have no idea what it is, but she tells me she'll take care of me. Minutes go by, and I am left feeling like I was just reborn. There was humping involved, and vick's; I had had my first blowup. WOW. I jump up and go dance, coming back to watch lightshows and get vick's blown in my eyes (still my favorite!) M knew most of the people there, and told them it was my first time, so everyone was going out of their way to get me off with sticks and lasers. I would sit until I was crying, just going out of my head, the best feeling I had ever had!
I was in love with the music too, the 2 tracks that stick out most are "Better Off Alone" by Alice DJ and of course "Silence". I always make sure to listen to those 2 if I can while rolling, they really take me back to that night. Eventually the place starts to empty out, about 6am, and I go out into the early morning gloom. I feel used up, but great nevertheless. M and I go to a nearby store, where he gets me an O.J., which is amazing. I carefully made my way back home, having had a life altering experience on 100 bucks and a $5 door fee.
Shortly after that night I got involved in the "scene", going to raves and helping throw them. I listen to DJs almost exclusively now. I've rolled about 10 times since then, spacing it out to ensure a good time. I also found bluelight, which has been a tremendous help. I hope someone'll wade through this way too-long roll report and leave some feedback; I wrote this to try to impart a little of my first time with somebody else.
And big thanks to M, havent seen him for a long time, but was a good friend...
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