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Bluelighter
Hello there
A little resume about myself: Very experienced on MDMA and pills (MDA and analog) roughly 15 years, a bit experienced on other drugs (from cocaïne to LSD). Very healthy lifestyle, lots of sports everyday (used to be a fitness trainer a few years back), only party on week ends (used to be every week end when younger, last five years has been more in the likes of one party every two months).
I had been clean for six months, my cousin was in town (he already had tried both RC twice before a few weeks back and had a great time) and we decided to try out a RC combo composed of MDAI and MPA, mixed with OJ in two separate bottles. We had mixed 2 and a half gram of MDAI (crystal from a reliable vendor) and 500 mg of MPA (the 2011 batch, same source)
Of course we decided to share with friends as we were at a minimal party with close relatives.
We ended up taking each roughly 800 mg of MDAI and 150 mg of MPA. We had a great time which reminded us of MDMA, my eyes wobbled a lot, i had jaw clinching my cousin didn't (I do often on MDMA, he does not). All in all, i (and everyone else involved there) enjoyed this combo much better than any types of illegal stuffs we have had these last years! The only small unfortunate thing was abit of racey heart which i never usually have (had it from the very beginning after a few sips only of MPA)
The party for us started on Friday night at about 10 PM and finished on saturday morning at 8 AM, went to bed with a benzo at around 10 AM slept a little bit, woke up (could not eat), and went back to bed for the whole afternoon until 8 PM.
I was about half tired as i am usually with MDMA, which was great!
The following day i felt a bit unsecured (i was still feeling a bit weird with my heart) but felt about fine in general, i would say.
However, things got really ugly for me, like never before, on Monday. I had to go to work and was at a client's house, i was feeling trippy and uncomfortable wether inside or outside (just kinda like when on a bad comedown of LSD) and still my heart was bothering me now with arrythmia, i tried to focus on my laptop and i got very insecure, my heart started pounding, had tingling on my lips and hands, was very cold, a lot of thoughts went through my head from dying to becoming mentally insane. This was by far my strongest fear, to become insane and becoming a burden to the people i love.
This was the very first time this happened to me, i realized i just had a full blown panic attack more than two full days after taking the combo. I went home driving (which was kinda of nuts i realize) and told my girlfriend. Things were still surreal but i was feeling a bit better since she did not got scared with the situation and reminded me it was "only" a PA. She has had them for 10 years now, therefore she is well aware, so she conforted me and got me a benzo and told me to breathe deeply.
Talking was doing a lot of goods to me, my girlfriend stayed home with me this afternoon, i felt better but still pretty bad up until the evening. Then it wore off. I did not do any sports for a whole week.
This experienced has kinda hurt me psychologically, i had never experienced a loss of control of my psyche so hard. It is a terrible feeling, i am not used to that at all, i usually control my mind and body very nicely...
NOW I REALISE THE DOSE WAS MONUMENTAL AND I DO NOT RECOMMAND TO ANYONE TAKING THIS MUCH PRODUCT. BIG MISTAKE.
We got wild with a product we barely knew, it was the first time we diluted in a drink (and sharing) which made it hard to keep control of the quantity we were taking and to be honest at the party i could have gone for more easily since it felt so good...no warning of what was gonna happen two days later though!
For now i am gonna stay away from products, perhaps in a few months i will try again MDAI (only) dilute in water but no more than 250 mg.
I am still debating...
Oh and btw, my cousin did not have any of this, just the usual bad tuesday.
Sorry if it was too long.
Cheers to all, have fun/be safe
A little resume about myself: Very experienced on MDMA and pills (MDA and analog) roughly 15 years, a bit experienced on other drugs (from cocaïne to LSD). Very healthy lifestyle, lots of sports everyday (used to be a fitness trainer a few years back), only party on week ends (used to be every week end when younger, last five years has been more in the likes of one party every two months).
I had been clean for six months, my cousin was in town (he already had tried both RC twice before a few weeks back and had a great time) and we decided to try out a RC combo composed of MDAI and MPA, mixed with OJ in two separate bottles. We had mixed 2 and a half gram of MDAI (crystal from a reliable vendor) and 500 mg of MPA (the 2011 batch, same source)
Of course we decided to share with friends as we were at a minimal party with close relatives.
We ended up taking each roughly 800 mg of MDAI and 150 mg of MPA. We had a great time which reminded us of MDMA, my eyes wobbled a lot, i had jaw clinching my cousin didn't (I do often on MDMA, he does not). All in all, i (and everyone else involved there) enjoyed this combo much better than any types of illegal stuffs we have had these last years! The only small unfortunate thing was abit of racey heart which i never usually have (had it from the very beginning after a few sips only of MPA)
The party for us started on Friday night at about 10 PM and finished on saturday morning at 8 AM, went to bed with a benzo at around 10 AM slept a little bit, woke up (could not eat), and went back to bed for the whole afternoon until 8 PM.
I was about half tired as i am usually with MDMA, which was great!
The following day i felt a bit unsecured (i was still feeling a bit weird with my heart) but felt about fine in general, i would say.
However, things got really ugly for me, like never before, on Monday. I had to go to work and was at a client's house, i was feeling trippy and uncomfortable wether inside or outside (just kinda like when on a bad comedown of LSD) and still my heart was bothering me now with arrythmia, i tried to focus on my laptop and i got very insecure, my heart started pounding, had tingling on my lips and hands, was very cold, a lot of thoughts went through my head from dying to becoming mentally insane. This was by far my strongest fear, to become insane and becoming a burden to the people i love.
This was the very first time this happened to me, i realized i just had a full blown panic attack more than two full days after taking the combo. I went home driving (which was kinda of nuts i realize) and told my girlfriend. Things were still surreal but i was feeling a bit better since she did not got scared with the situation and reminded me it was "only" a PA. She has had them for 10 years now, therefore she is well aware, so she conforted me and got me a benzo and told me to breathe deeply.
Talking was doing a lot of goods to me, my girlfriend stayed home with me this afternoon, i felt better but still pretty bad up until the evening. Then it wore off. I did not do any sports for a whole week.
This experienced has kinda hurt me psychologically, i had never experienced a loss of control of my psyche so hard. It is a terrible feeling, i am not used to that at all, i usually control my mind and body very nicely...
NOW I REALISE THE DOSE WAS MONUMENTAL AND I DO NOT RECOMMAND TO ANYONE TAKING THIS MUCH PRODUCT. BIG MISTAKE.
We got wild with a product we barely knew, it was the first time we diluted in a drink (and sharing) which made it hard to keep control of the quantity we were taking and to be honest at the party i could have gone for more easily since it felt so good...no warning of what was gonna happen two days later though!
For now i am gonna stay away from products, perhaps in a few months i will try again MDAI (only) dilute in water but no more than 250 mg.
I am still debating...
Oh and btw, my cousin did not have any of this, just the usual bad tuesday.
Sorry if it was too long.
Cheers to all, have fun/be safe
So tell me more about MPA...never really heard much about it.