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blight12

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Some help guys.

I done a lot of MDMA, abused it like an idiot and suffered the last 8 years with crippling anxiety and PTSD (careful with this "innocent" drug...) but I will never forgot the one day i got MDA instead and it was the most amazing experience ever, fuk shrooms or acid, MDA is the shit by far. Those visuals are #^%$&^$ -> instant jizzzz

Now it seems its not sold or identified separately, here its sold as MDMA, if you are lucky, like once in 60 purchases.

Anyways, being on Paxil MDMA doest work but I am wondering if I keep buying and taking it eventually ill get some MDA, but will it work?

Is the psychedelic element different from the usual mechanism of MDMA or will it also be blocked by Paxil and other SSRI's.

How do i find this stuff again, how do i re-discover the doorway to perfection? HELP ME FIND MY WAY HOME. Thanks,
 
some of the psychedelic effects could be present, after all mda binds to the same receptors that are responsible for the main effects of lsd and mushrooms (which would work iirc) much more closely than mdma. still it's going to be nothing like the mda you remember and extremely likely to miss the whole part that makes it fun. besides that, the mda aftermath (at least in my experience) is much more anxiogenic than with mdma. if you already have crippling anxiety, better stay away from it.

How do i find this stuff again, how do i re-discover the doorway to perfection? HELP ME FIND MY WAY HOME. Thanks,
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haha, good luck. my first roll in 2004 was on mda, and i've been searching for it ever since, but it's nowhere to be found. mda is extremely scarce consindering how much better it imho is than mdma.
 
Paxil will block the effects of MDA too...sorry man. you really need to get you head right before doing anymore drugs anyway.
 
Thanks guys, as i thought, sigh. ^^^ Been doing coke and amps instead for 8 years and in all that time it has not done 1% of the noticeable damage MDMA did in less then 1 year.

Its weird to me the bad name meth gets for example when MDMA was so much more damaging and evil to my brain by a shit ton amount. Maybe it was just me case...

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haha, good luck. my first roll in 2004 was on mda, and i've been searching for it ever since, but it's nowhere to be found. mda is extremely scarce considering how much better it imho is than mdma.
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Yeah thats what i dont get. Amazing visuals, the most real ever, combined with MDMA like effects to ensure a positive direction and virtually guaranteed good trip seems like the idea psychedelic.

I mean i slammed 4 unknowingly at night in the middle of a gothic rock club with evil imagery everywhere and tons of anxiety triggers and besides fighting with a mate because i thought he was imitating inspector gadget to freak me out on the come up (he wasnt), it was amazing, even though faces where unrecognizable and i drove home avoiding the snakes that used to be road markings...

I miss it so much, ffs. I spent two hours in the bathroom watching the ash markings on the toilet cistern fly around the stall, slowly like living creatures dancing, more real then lsd or shrooms could ever hope to achieve.

I know there is a business reason for low distribution. To bad.

How long would it take paxil to tamper and leave the system in terms of allowing the effects again?

Its been 8 years now and my issues are finally cleared. The magic better be back or im giving up on life lol.
 
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Thanks guys, as i thought, sigh.

Black said:
haha, good luck. my first roll in 2004 was on mda, and i've been searching for it ever since, but it's nowhere to be found. mda is extremely scarce considering how much better it imho is than mdma.
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Yeah thats what i dont get. Amazing visuals, the most real ever, combined with MDMA like effects to ensure a positive direction and virtually guaranteed good trip seems like the idea psychedelic.

I mean i slammed 4 unknowingly at night in the middle of a gothic rock club with evil imagery everywhere and tons of anxiety triggers and besides fighting with a mate because i thought he was imitating inspector gadget to freak me out on the come up (he wasnt), it was amazing, even though faces where unrecognizable and i drove home avoiding the snakes that used to be road markings...

I miss it so much, ffs. I spent two hours in the bathroom watching the ash markings on the toilet cistern fly around the stall, slowly like living creatures dancing, more real then lsd or shrooms could ever hope to achieve.

I know there is a business reason for low distribution. To bad.

How long would it take paxil to tamper and leave the system in terms of allowing the effects again?

Its been 8 years now and my issues are finally cleared. The magic better be back or im giving up on life lol.
 
I don't know what you took but if you are getting that strong of halusenations...it wan't MDA. I have taken it several times and at large doses and never had anything even close to an LSD or mushroom trip. it is trippier than MDMA but not to the extent that you are discribing.

Quiting and SSRI or SNRI does nto mean you can now take MDxx and have good effects. some people are never able to roll again after long term SSRI usage. if you are not one of those people...most say it takes about a month before you can feel anything
 
^^ Had a pretty big dose since then i was doing OD level MDMA dosages which is why i was fucked up for 8 years.

It would be interesting to hear your description of the visuals. For example the wow and awesomeness and amazement i had with MDA visuals was how they perfectly integrated into the current reality, not as new manifestations or crazy hallucinations, but additions to it. Visuals specifically, nothing else.

For example i watched this wall mural and the colors where running, but they would do so perfectly within perceived physical boundaries so to speak, never straying or indicating that it was not real. It was as if it was really happening. As if the colours where really swirling within their borders perfectly with crystal clarity. So Real. LSD is not the same.

Now to understand what i mean you would need to have experienced this and compare it to LSD or Shrooms. Else its just words which can never explain, the issue with these things lol.

And then with the ash stains, there it wasnt some hardcore hallucination like you might think, it was still the MDA visuals throwing the markings around the stall randomly, but again the crystal clear clarity of it is astounding that it looks magical because its so real its just impossible that its just an illusion. You know that sharp MDMA vision when high. That combined with real visuals is a fantastic combo.

Anyways, LSD or Shrooms dont compare to those visuals at all. They are more like a blury overlay in comparison, with unclear borders, a murky ghost image compared to the realness of MDA visuals.

Yes these two can deliver genuine real hallucinations, mental, perception, manifesting objects etc and thats why they are still great for that, its different.

But for the very specific word visuals only without any other mindfucks, MDA is an experience not easily forgotten, especially in higher dosages (where it actually gets more clear and more real, its nuts).

In fact this experience was my first post on bluelight 6-7 years ago i just cant figure out my old nick to find it lolo.
 
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Anyways, being on Paxil MDMA doest work but I am wondering if I keep buying and taking it eventually ill get some MDA, but will it work?
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If your strategy to finding mda is to take as much mdma as you can hoping you will eventually find mda, you are going to have a load of problems. Mda is very rare. You might eventually find a "trippy" batch of "mdma" but its likely to be a psychedelic of some sort and not mda.

Your Paxil will probably block most of the effects of mdma or mda. The psychedelic effects don't come from the same mechanism as the empathogenic/entactogenic effects of mdma but the ssri's will still reduce the effects.

If you "abused [mdma] like an idiot and suffered the last 8 years with crippling anxiety and PTSD", you probably shouldn't be using it or mda again. My understanding is that mda is actually more neurotoxic than mdma.
 
Oh it's trippy. The first time I did it I did a .5 bomb and I don't think there was a color I didn't see flying around during the trip. There may have been something wrong with stuff I got though because cause a pinching pain in the bottom of stomach which was unpleasant.
 
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