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[5staR]

ey id just like to tell a small story of my recent activities. Background I shot dope for about 4 1/2 years, the the half i was in jail (4 years wasted). Ok so im a junkie as of most of us. I just wanted to get a little info out there. I stopped the heroin use due to moveing to another state great idea, i mean i want to feal the warm rush but it aint worth it, to many firennds gone to the skag.... so i got on the bupe train 2 8mg a day and, same dose as im on now. heres my new drug of choice that helped kick in the high, XANAX or any other benzo (vary dumb i knoe) but i got into it pretty heavy. Found myself connections and bam, back hooked agin, pacing around waiting for phone calls sweating in bed and ofcourse scoreing and getting HIGH. I know alot of ppl dont like bezo's but after a while they felt like a heroin high fealing warm and happy, except my tolerance shot up like a rocket, so my money was gone quickly id eat 8- 10 2mg at a time (yes this could have killed me with my suboxone use).The tolerance made the problem grow faster than ever, ware heroin was 4 years of using this was a heavy year n a half. SO i decided to go to rehab myslef, no buddy but me... yup first one ever just because all the risks of kicking benzo's at such high doses. So i did there so called "detox" was a varry shitty and fast tapper but i took what they gave me, stayed for 5 days came home stayed clean for 3 months now im starting the cycle agin and am trying to stop now. If you get anything from this just be smart as you can with your useing, AND FUCK BENZO"S ok peace