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maybe, kind of, probably a bad trip on mdma?

bokkbo

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Hello, a few weeks ago I took a pill containing 150-200 mg of mdma and had a bad time at one point of my roll, which lasted for a somewhat small period of time (my ET 30mins), hopefully someone could understand and explain what happened to me. In detail...
I was getting ready for a techno party at a club near by where I live, I took the pill around 10pm in a bar waiting for a friend, I was drinking some kind of fizzy water. It kicked in pretty quick after ~45mins, we hung out at the bar some more then went on our way to the club(at this point i already had gigantic pupils and felt chills), which was in walking distance ~15-25mins. Now here comes the bad part of my roll. We were walking pretty fast, and at around 1/3 distance to the club i suddenly felt this heat go to my head and i felt as i could hear better and i was more responsive to the cars passing by and everything around me, I felt my head go kind of numb and i thought i was going to pass out, my friend felt me and he said i was ridiculously hot(probably not the smartest thing to say to someone who thinks they're going to pass out) I also felt my heart racing really fast I have never felt my heart beat that fast,I also felt like i was going to throw up luckily there were some benches near by and we sat for ~10mins in those 10 minutes i tried to keep my mind of any bad thoughts which was kind of hard because I thought i was going to die, I was also shivering and my face and my head felt numb when i touched them(my hands were cold and my face and head hot?). Later on he also said that i was talking nonsense(probably because I was trying not to think about anything bad happening) and looked kind of confused and scared. After those ~10mins we got up and slowly walked to the club I was kind of limping and felt as if i was drunk. When we got to the club ~11+pm and got in everything was fine and I had mildly rolled for a couple more hours I have also done a few lines of speed over the course of the night. I felt really tired and exhausted 2 days after. I read some stuff about serotonin syndrome but it takes a lot more mdma for that to happen. Can someone tell me some possible explanations why I felt shitty at that one point in my roll? Will this happen again if i do mdma? I'm (I'm 5'10'' 62 kg male) if it helps.
 
It would be possible to have a "bad trip" on pure MDMA as well as laced MDMA as rare as that may be. My friend even had a "bad trip" from non-laced weed believe it or not. He smoked a couple of bowls and then started hearing these demented voices in his head for a couple of hours straight. I smoked the same weed, but I don't think it was laced because the weed was fine. I didn't freak out or hear any deranged voices, so it must have been a "bad trip" as opposed to laced stuff. So, yeah it's possible to have a "bad trip" on MDMA, but usually it doesn't cause a bad psychological reaction. However, there are many dangers to using MDMA, but a "bad trip" is not generally one of them. MDMA can cause physical health problems.
 
Yes they were yellow mario bullets(known dutch press) tested 150-200mg mdma.
 
It would be possible to have a "bad trip" on pure MDMA as well as laced MDMA as rare as that may be. My friend even had a "bad trip" from non-laced weed believe it or not. He smoked a couple of bowls and then started hearing these demented voices in his head for a couple of hours straight. I smoked the same weed, but I don't think it was laced because the weed was fine. I didn't freak out or hear any deranged voices, so it must have been a "bad trip" as opposed to laced stuff. So, yeah it's possible to have a "bad trip" on MDMA, but usually it doesn't cause a bad psychological reaction. However, there are many dangers to using MDMA, but a "bad trip" is not generally one of them. MDMA can cause physical health problems.
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I passed out on weed once and I ussualy get bad anxiety when I smoke,but this is the first time i felt like this on MDMA. Can you speculate what caused it if it wasnt something else other than mdma? Thanks for the answer.
 
Sounds like some typical comeup anxiety in a poor setting. You really don't want the MDMA to be kicking while you're walking in a cold, dark environment such as a road. It's pretty common to have a dodgy 10-15 mins while the MDMA is kicking in, but a comfortable setting can really stop it from being an issue. It's not necessarily a bad trip or you would have been experiencing shitty feelings all night. The fact that it was just when the pill kicked in, in a poor setting, really does suggest that you experienced your first bad come-up.
 
Assuming your tolerance to MDxx is low i'd say you just had an intense come up. I suggest you take a lower dose next time and maybe have a little booster set aside in case you're not rolling as hard as you want.

I remember one time when I dropped 150mg of some very potent MDMA at a rave. Never again :P
 
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