May 25th or so

[Pimp Lazy]

May 25th or so

Such a long, long way to Canada
And long weekends spent in darkness
Arriving early, staying late
Headaches that last forever
Bring a new sense of self
Incense now clouding my mind more than my eyes
Summer, what will summer bring?
Is that a question?
Who will
answer?
No one?
Lazy drifting rolling
Cajoling through hazy smitten air
Light through the never used lei I bought with my former love
Light through the plastic sheath which holds a so slightly forgotten toy
Soon to be thrown away and freely passed to another
May 25 or so
..................................not sure what it is
............maybe it will remind me
what life;
............Is.

 

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It seems to me that the subject of the poem is lost in time and doesn't know when they want to live.

I felt lost and wistful as well.