beenfukd4awile
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Hi everyone. Let me start off by saying ive been a bluelight forum reader for a while and today was different for me and i would like some input. Please dont flame me, but im going to be 100% honest.
Long story short, im an avid opiate user for the past 8 years. I either eat 10, 10mg hydros at once (anykind), blow 2-3 oxy 80 oc's the reals at once, and now instead eat 4 80 op's at once, just to start me off. Ive been through withdrawals over 100 times i think, and as we all know, they never get easier. But more on that stuff later,
On saturday a couple days ago a girl i know gave me 2 50mg vyvanse. Never in my life touched them or anything similar, (cause i always spent the money i had on opiates). Well anyways i have a physical job and i took the 2 and throughout the night it felt like i blew 2g's of some good yay. I felt pretty decent and then slept ok that night. Well today is my day off and i got 10 more from her, and at $<snip> a piece may i add, i know its high <snippity snippity snip snip> Well today i ate them at 330pm and played on goin to a friends, puffin and playin some v-games. Instead i ended up laying in my bed and didnt wanna move, yet couldnt sit still, very clammy, eyes buzzin when i tried to text on my phone (evo 4g) bright fuckin screen. I didnt take any opiates today and usually i have 36hours before my wd's start, well as i was on this it seemed that it sped up my wd's. Around 7 or 8 started to get aches in my hips, a lil diahrrea, but nothing terrible. Also when i say this please no flames im just trying to be honest. One of my home remedies for withdrawal is masturbating. Well cause of the vyvanse i wanted to masturbate, and cause of the feeling of getting dope sick i wanted to also. Somedays when im home withdrawing i masturbate 5-10 times. Cumming for the 2 seconds or whatever is totally worth feeling good, for 2 seconds...Well anyway today i did it about 6, and the last time i came ( i should of beenshootin dust lol) a lil bit of blood came out, a tad, a size of a pin head, but nonetheless it was blood and it freaked me out and never happened before. When i used to blow alot of coke my dick would shrivel up and be real hard, same exact thing happened with the vyvanse, i also urinated alot today and when i did, i didnt feel the urine coming out of my member the one time, weird. Now its 447am i blew a roxi and half a 30 op er. My hips dont hurt, im no where near high, but i feel normal finally. So guys im gonna stop there cause i usually dont read peoples long posts and dont count on many reading mine, but for those who do or did i thank you and would love questions or opinions from you. Thanks
Long story short, im an avid opiate user for the past 8 years. I either eat 10, 10mg hydros at once (anykind), blow 2-3 oxy 80 oc's the reals at once, and now instead eat 4 80 op's at once, just to start me off. Ive been through withdrawals over 100 times i think, and as we all know, they never get easier. But more on that stuff later,
On saturday a couple days ago a girl i know gave me 2 50mg vyvanse. Never in my life touched them or anything similar, (cause i always spent the money i had on opiates). Well anyways i have a physical job and i took the 2 and throughout the night it felt like i blew 2g's of some good yay. I felt pretty decent and then slept ok that night. Well today is my day off and i got 10 more from her, and at $<snip> a piece may i add, i know its high <snippity snippity snip snip> Well today i ate them at 330pm and played on goin to a friends, puffin and playin some v-games. Instead i ended up laying in my bed and didnt wanna move, yet couldnt sit still, very clammy, eyes buzzin when i tried to text on my phone (evo 4g) bright fuckin screen. I didnt take any opiates today and usually i have 36hours before my wd's start, well as i was on this it seemed that it sped up my wd's. Around 7 or 8 started to get aches in my hips, a lil diahrrea, but nothing terrible. Also when i say this please no flames im just trying to be honest. One of my home remedies for withdrawal is masturbating. Well cause of the vyvanse i wanted to masturbate, and cause of the feeling of getting dope sick i wanted to also. Somedays when im home withdrawing i masturbate 5-10 times. Cumming for the 2 seconds or whatever is totally worth feeling good, for 2 seconds...Well anyway today i did it about 6, and the last time i came ( i should of beenshootin dust lol) a lil bit of blood came out, a tad, a size of a pin head, but nonetheless it was blood and it freaked me out and never happened before. When i used to blow alot of coke my dick would shrivel up and be real hard, same exact thing happened with the vyvanse, i also urinated alot today and when i did, i didnt feel the urine coming out of my member the one time, weird. Now its 447am i blew a roxi and half a 30 op er. My hips dont hurt, im no where near high, but i feel normal finally. So guys im gonna stop there cause i usually dont read peoples long posts and dont count on many reading mine, but for those who do or did i thank you and would love questions or opinions from you. Thanks
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