Mario_x86_64
Bluelighter
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I think you should tell your masturbating friend to fuck off. What sort of bullshit is that. WTF!
I think you should tell your masturbating friend to fuck off. What sort of bullshit is that. WTF!
I wonder if it would stand up in court?
on my first ++++ (psilohuasca) experience, the last visual I remember before blacking out (and flailing all around my friends) was an endless fractal tunnel surrounding me. it looked like an alex grey painting, an endless surrounding vagina that engulfed me in its hot, wet sensuality... of course at that point i still had some recollection that i was with my male friends, and i was highly conflicted with this duality of following my mushroom energy into the spiritual love tunnel, and staying sane with my friends. needless to say, i eventually surrendered and completely lost control of my body. they told me later that i required Quetiapine to be tranquilized, and they had difficulty keeping my pants on my body.
I've masterbated in front of my best friend, his girlfriend, and my girlfriend, on 3.5grams of good shrooms. Was my first shroom trip till this day.
Well masturbation doesn't occur involuntarily, I don't care what drugs you are on. But that doesn't mean it's wrong either. People will obviously say that they don't remember doing it because they are afraid of ridicule from other people who may just as well have done the same thing.
Don't worry Dwayne, he won't ever understand, I don't see how he's had ego death not believing that someone could black out under the influence. Happened to me twice, on LSD I could control it but I was just stupid. Shrooms I turned into a wildman for 6 hours of which I remember bits and pieces.You assume the guy did it "on purpose" and is just denying it out of embarrassment.
Not necessarily, you are making an "typical" presumption from the point of view of sober awareness.
I once "whited out" on some really strong LSD while fooling around with a couple friends, and I SWEAR I remember absolutely ZILCH for about 3 hours. When I "came to" it was like that 3 hours was a total black hole of memory. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. And yet I remained naked, granted we were naked to start with, and was lurching around like some horny ape masturbating most of the time... and apparently did not understand language or speak this entire time. Nor appear to recognize anything whatsoever about what was happening around me. Like I was stuck in some "fugue state" or "infinite loop" of some kind.
To this day that period is a completely empty span of time. Yes, SOMETHING was controlling my body... but it certainly was not "me"... "I" was essentially totally unconscious during this time, like I had developed a split personality, or my lower brainstem was controlling my bodily actions, hence the loss of language abilities. Really really freaky. But I have heard of this happening to other people as well... blacking out while some sort of autonomic process keeps the eyes open and the body moving about but little else. Zero memory or speech. Totally bizarre.
So... riddle me this Sherlock: would you say that my "performance" during these 3 hours was "voluntary" or not?
You assume the guy did it "on purpose" and is just denying it out of embarrassment.
Not necessarily, you are making an "typical" presumption from the point of view of sober awareness.
I once "whited out" on some really strong LSD while fooling around with a couple friends, and I SWEAR I remember absolutely ZILCH for about 3 hours. When I "came to" it was like that 3 hours was a total black hole of memory. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. And yet I remained naked, granted we were naked to start with, and was lurching around like some horny ape masturbating most of the time... and apparently did not understand language or speak this entire time. Nor appear to recognize anything whatsoever about what was happening around me. Like I was stuck in some "fugue state" or "infinite loop" of some kind.
To this day that period is a completely empty span of time. Yes, SOMETHING was controlling my body... but it certainly was not "me"... "I" was essentially totally unconscious during this time, like I had developed a split personality, or my lower brainstem was controlling my bodily actions, hence the loss of language abilities. Really really freaky. But I have heard of this happening to other people as well... blacking out while some sort of autonomic process keeps the eyes open and the body moving about but little else. Zero memory or speech. Totally bizarre.
So... riddle me this Sherlock: would you say that my "performance" during these 3 hours was "voluntary" or not?