You lucky bastards can wonder about whether psychedelics caused you to be weirdos. I was an outcast in elementary school, I don't have such simple excuses available. ;_;
It should of course be understood that people who make it to a forum like Bluelight are not necessarily representative of typical psychedelic users. Most people don't bother to register or post here unless they're experiencing some sort of problem. Analyzing the behavior of people in this forum and generalizing to psychedelic users as a whole is sort of like analyzing the behavior of people in SLR and generalizing to sexually active people as a whole...
I realized I was unique early on and decided to do a social experiment at the age of 13 or 14 where I would only talk with pupils who felt compelled to talk to me.
I would then simply go about the year without pursuing or acknowledging those that never engaged me and it was nice to be able to kinda see through the drama and social bullshit and transcend it and be able to find out who the 'real' people were that were more alive and interesting, those who understood themselves to a high level, those that wanted to pursue freedom or whatever they wanted, those who could think, or just the people who were genuinely good intention-ed people.
I was not using any drug of any sort but was very aware of social groups and popularity contests and all that bullshit probably at age 9 or maybe younger.
I agree this forum won't
keep many so called 'traditional users' as they just kinda go with the flow (in both positive ways or negative ways).
This site is interesting in that something keeps drawing us all back to discuss the wonders we have experienced or about the challenges we have faced and will always face. This site isn't here to try and generalize everything, it is here to inform through discussions and perhaps guide others and the fact that there is such a diverse community here is very much inspiring for me.
I also believe we are all interconnected and are one form of cosmic consciousness where energy cycles around and provides everything a means to (exist/live/die) REACT.
I think all need to decide if they want to be the limiting reagent in the reactions they are called to participate in during this time while they are still able to do so.
I think it very funny this thread turned into(IMO):
1/4-way into a dick-sizing thread (intentional and unintentional)
1/4-way into pointless arguing
1/4-way into mental illness + religious type arguing
and 1/4 into REALLY WELL THOUGHT OUT AND REFLECTED UPON POSTS
Everyone is unique and should be respected for that, paraphrasing erowid: 'depending on the subject, A SUBSTANCE MAY BE EXPERIENCED DIFFERENTLY' (end)