I can' Quit
I smoke way to much! I am SO happy that soo many people have gone through what i am TRYING to go through! Respect to all! I have gotten through Heavy coke addictions, and BAD opiate withdrawals. Usually after a couple weeks the symptoms go away and its as easy as avoiding a few friends here and there for that time through a web of lies.
For the last 7 years I've been smoking hefty amounts of dope. I mean, i remember when i was 14... buying 20 joints of weed when i first got into it, and smoking them all back to back. I've greened out on oil from smoking too much. Lets put it this way... i live "really" close to my dealer, so i always have a massive supply of AAA bud at any given time. And to be honest, its absolutely habitual, everybody's blazing and I'm down. Every friend i go see, is ALWAYS down to blaze a doobie, and i never say no.
I need to quit tho, my fucking memory is shit, my brain is like hamburger and scrambled eggs. I have fucked up thought patterns and can't keep on a single tangent for very long. I forget i', trying to quit every time i do, and habitually blaze before i realize i was on a 2 day streak. Then i'm like oh fuck... ahh fuck it.
I used to think blazing an ounce in a day with a buddy playing video games was cool. I blazed so much no joke, wasn't even high anymore, just have a fucking headache, but i still keep smoking cuz i love it.
I have unresolved health issues, such as my stomach and i usually get high to get over an upset stomach or muscle soreness, and it de-motivates me from seeking proper medical attention or getting up and exercising and doing healthier things for my body.
The only time i ever quit smoking weed, was when i did heavy amounts of coke, and that was when i did coke for something like 97 days in a row. I ONLY remember because i marked it on my calender, i was trying to quit and everyday i didn't i put an x on the calender.
This is no joke kids, i lived the life. i partied daily, slept with a bunch of broads, did every drug i could get my hands on. You name it i've done it or wanted to at one point. i ran my body into the ground like a rock star, without the talent. All i have to show for it, is some serious unresolved health issues.
i Think i really did some damage when i built the perfect gravity bong. (i'm a ticketed plumber, pipe-fitter, and i mastered the gravity bong design ) I used to burn 1 gram bowls of pure thc at a time in it, 2L of DARK non see through smoke to the lungs in one hoot. Everybody i knew chronic or not, greened on it. I Have videos of some crazy shit people did when that high. I brought people closer to god.
My life is a blur, and i'm gonna quit for at least a month and see if there is any substantial difference, if i don't reply again to this, its probably because i got high and forgot i even posted this shit... PEACE to all! ONE LOVE.