Went in to work early today. Starting to get along nicely with manager and co-workers. Manger is pleased with productivity. As a result, will be getting more hours. Decided not to go to NA meeting this evening. Do not care if I get thrown off Suboxone program as result. Depressed over a lot of things, feels like there is a key where my mouth used to be. Lost lot of friends when kicked out of flat the other day. Just can't talk to them anymore. This has me very sad.
Went to barbershop for haircut after work. Hair looks good. Doing eyebrows later. Then working out. Have gotten back into body building over the past few months. Making good progress. Having girlfriend over later. Only thing in life now that brings me joy. Keeps me from breaking apart. Wish I could give her the world. I love her more than life itself. Time for shower.
Went to barbershop for haircut after work. Hair looks good. Doing eyebrows later. Then working out. Have gotten back into body building over the past few months. Making good progress. Having girlfriend over later. Only thing in life now that brings me joy. Keeps me from breaking apart. Wish I could give her the world. I love her more than life itself. Time for shower.
