So, 10 days ago I came off a 100 dollar a day dope habit which I had for about a year, although it wasnt 100 a day the whole year. The first two days I took large doses of suboxone but since then I have had nothing but tiny doses of suboxone (around .5 mg per day) just to ease the pain and I have been in constant withdrawal.
My problem is that I cant sleep at all. I have been awake for about 70 hours now after sleeping 2 hours and being awake God knows how long before that. Even taking larger doses of suboxone like 1.5 mg doesnt allow me to sleep, so tonight I did a microscopic amount of dope in the hope i will be able to catch a few hours of sleep before work tomorrow.
What I want to is, will a microscopic amount of heroin set me back less than a large dose of sub? I cant help but think it would, seeing as how in 12 hours ill be back in total PAWS whereas if i took a large dose of sub to sleep, it would be 3 days before it wore off. I am trying to avoid getting hooked ob sub. I know that I need to be on nothing at all, but I just couldnt take another sleepless night especially after my fluight home today ( i left the state to get clean).
My problem is that I cant sleep at all. I have been awake for about 70 hours now after sleeping 2 hours and being awake God knows how long before that. Even taking larger doses of suboxone like 1.5 mg doesnt allow me to sleep, so tonight I did a microscopic amount of dope in the hope i will be able to catch a few hours of sleep before work tomorrow.
What I want to is, will a microscopic amount of heroin set me back less than a large dose of sub? I cant help but think it would, seeing as how in 12 hours ill be back in total PAWS whereas if i took a large dose of sub to sleep, it would be 3 days before it wore off. I am trying to avoid getting hooked ob sub. I know that I need to be on nothing at all, but I just couldnt take another sleepless night especially after my fluight home today ( i left the state to get clean).